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I'll have a blue Christmas
without you;
I'll be so blue thinking about you.
Decorations of red
on a green Christmas tree
Won't mean a thing if
you're not here with me


I'll have a blue Christmas, that's certain;
And when that blue heartache starts hurting,
You'll be doing all right
with your Christmas of white,
but I'll have a blue, blue Christmas.

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Saturday, July 31, 2004

just got back from woman in black
its DARN SCARY
i;m so scared a woman in black is floating behind me now
realli talented,,those ppl
its imppresive
theres onli 2 actors
n they actaulyl can make the thing funni..humourous
but the best part is not the content
dunno wat sort of theatrical devices they use
u get transported into one place to the other
all the scenes flow so darn smoothly
n the sound effects! omg! they managed everything with no cgi, nothing fancy
its amazing can!
go watch for urself lah..den ull noe wat i mean
gosh
aniwae me n my sis squeezin ourselves into our parents room
scared liao
n i;m reutrningthe book to ewnqing the firstthing on mon
i;m scared to read it
i;m glad idin read past the 1st chap

oh yeah..did the dance at denise house todae
oh man
me n sioks cannot make it
tried it after chem prac
whoa
totalyl can make it lor

aniwae deciding to name chem lab torture chamber
shall sae y another dae lah
tired n scared
oh yeha
dad got invited to mama mia! byaccenture
BUT ITS ON SEPT21!!
SMACK IN THE MIDDLE OF PRELIMS
n my mum wanna go too
n theres onli 2 tics
n my dad haf to go (duh..his the one invited)
so he saed he'll buy me another ticket
but when u get invited u get to sit in front!
when u buy tickets theres no wae my dad will buy me the front tics so i'll b all the wae up there in the circle watching tiny blurred coloured blobs moving aroud!
*sob*
like in the wedding banquet..iwas like..sitting all the wae up there
so the onli thing me n my mum could sae after tht was : great music..n proceedded to buy the soundtrack.(which onli had 6 of the numerous songs)
oh..n of course great dialogue..storyline..acting..but yeah..u dun get the feeling
onli in hello broadwae when i sat in front tht i caught the FULL glimpse of welly yang the full charm!
so u c...u hafta sit infront to feel the magic of each performance!
argh

sam

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

11:16 PM

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i keep blogging...hahah too bored le......feeling less stressed now but still slacking. hmp. jus saw part of the tablet pc news on tv. ugh wat a SHOW OFF sch!!!!!!! the bloody sec 1s get to use the comp whole day...can go online also...so unfair! but its so lame lor pls, can computer really substitute textbooks?!
aniwae i was looking thru some old photos jus now...hahaha *ego* i look so much cuter when i was younger! like in K1 K2 that time! hehe :P but in p sch looks quite horrendous, but now worse. hehe. i wanna cut my hair short again!! i think i look so er xin wif long hair. haha. i saw my pri 4 class photo :D:D:D:D thats the only class photo i have, besides the p6 one!!! everyone looks so cute n innocent! (expt me lar so yucky) haha so funny. lol!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm so glad that we got the photo last time! yays (:
last time i used to think my psle aggregate was ok...not too bad lar...but now i suddnely feel that it is damn low...y din i study hard and get 250 and above?! i also dunno y am i suddenly feeling bad for some exam 4 years ago. having "mid life crisis" izzit. haha. i dunno.

wai

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

10:05 PM

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i am feeling damn stressed for no reason....felt damn stressed last nite.....i dunno y....but evem tho i feel stressed i'm not studying! i jus keep stoning and sleeping. sigh. :'(
i went to outside of hcjc today to pass my sis her sch funfair tix cos she 4got to bring =x. felt damn inferior standing outside of it. cos its so huge n grand and obviously everyone that goes there r damn smart. its so grand that even part of the overhead bridge leads right INTO the sch. i regret not studying harder in pri sch!!! if i had studied harder, then i'll be in ny or mgs now!!!!! n can happily work hard n go to NJ or something. SIGH. i really feel like going NJ larh....it was my aim to go there since pri 6.....but now obviously cannot lah since i already in crescent n stuff n i'm doing so lousily now! sigh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i think i shouldn't aim for PJ tooo...haiz think i should jus study hard and go to any jc that i can go! i duno y i keep thinking abt going to JC. maybe cos my sis got 6 pts n i will never get 6 pts...maybe being in the same tuition as all those rgs and ri and tch ppl is making me nervous...sobz.........

wai

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

6:19 PM

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Friday, July 30, 2004

just wasted 15 mins of my life watching oscar sratch, gnaw, bark, try to bite e.t.c. a toad in my garden
this dog
haf been bugging me..by following wateva i go...barking..making weezy noises..at me...indication tht he wants me to bring him out for a walk..snce i came bacl
n now i finally brings him out..e din even step out of the gate when he encountered the toad n spent tht 15 mins trying to make the toad move..
stupid toad oso.wun move..just stand there n let the dog disturb it
den wif one flllllyyyyyyyyyiiiiiiinnnggg hop it jumped n landed in the middle of a bush
so i pulled oscar out of the gate...glad to FINALY start the walk
n i DIN EVEN GET PAST MY NEIGHBOURS GATE WHEN HE PULLED ME BACK
(realli..one wonders if it is walk the dog or the dog walks u)
den this time..he goes back to the garden
jumps inthe bushes l0oking for the toad
carn find it
goes out to sniffthe spot the toad was at
sigh
stupid dog
so i pulled him  out (with lots of force mind u) of the gate
n this time..
sigh
..we got past the corner n he pulled me backl
ARGH
so i locked the gate..took off his leash ...n went into the hse
den my maid was like'' oscar?"
n i pointedh er to the scene where oscar;s snub of atail n 2 hind legscld b seen sticking out of a bush

but aniwea...the dog's a man's best fren
i agree wif tht
its the onli time my heart is at ease
tht no matter wat i do
he wun get irritated or annoyed at me
he has a heart made of pure gold..chocolate..n is perfectly innocent
all i hafta do is to bring him for his walks ngif him food, drink n shelter
i guess pets are realli therapeutic
like chocolate
but pets dun add substances around ur thighs n arms n stomach
pets rule

sam

 

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

8:30 PM

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Thursday, July 29, 2004

I;M DARN ANGRY NOW CAN!
WAH LAO
BORROWED ONE PEN FROM MY SIS
SHE MAKE SUCH A BIG FUSS
GOES LIKE" DUN MAKE THE CAP DIRTY"
FINE
DEN SHE WANT ME TO CHANGE PEN
N SHE REPEATS 10 TIMES THT THE INKGOES OUT RERI FAST N WANTS ME NOT TO FINISH USING IT WHEN ITS STILL HALF FULL
WAH LAO
DUN WANNA LEND SAE DUN WNNA LEND LAH!
STILL WANNA ACT SAINTLY N LEND ME MAKE SUCH PICKY REMARKS
FOREVA LIKE THT OK!
DEN SHE WANTS ME TO CHANGE PEN AGAIN
N I WAS LIKE" LET ME FISNIH THIS QNS FIRST LAH! KEEP CHANGE INK 3 TIMES LIAO LOR!
N SHE WAS LIKE..OK
5 MINS LATER
SHE COMES BACK
FINISHED?
OF COURSE NOT!
DEN SHE GOES LIKE" Y IS THIS QNS SO LONG
HOW MANY PARTS R THERE
U FINISHED UR WORKING LIAO NOT
HU WUN FEEL FRUSTRATED LOR!
MY GOD..SHE TOTALLY DUN WANA LEND ME..I NOE HER WELL ENUF
SHE'S THT NIAO N SELFISH
DENI WAS LIKE" TSK..TAKE IT BACK IF U DUN WANNA LEND ME"
N SHE STILL TRY N ACT SAINTLY" OK//HERES THE OTHER PEN"
N I WAS DAMN ANGRY..N I TSKED HER
N SHE WSAS LIKE..CANU NOE DO THT..ITS IRRITATING
N I WAS THINKING./WAT BUSINESS ISIT OF HERS
SO I CARRIED ON
NSHE WAS LIE' DU U WANNA CONCENTRATE ONUR OWN WORK NOT
N IWAS L;IKE...WAT BUSINESS ISIT OF URS IF I WANT OR DUN WANT
SO OF COURSE SHE HAS NUTTING TO SAE
N SHE JUST REPEATS HER SENTENCE//DO U WANNA CONCENTRATE..DO U WNANA CONCENTRATE././X 10 REPEATEDLY OVER N OVER AGAIN
NI WAS SPOO IRRITAED..I JSUT WENT TSK TSK TSK OVER OVER AGAIN
DEN ..
MY SIS WANTED TO CLEAR THE STUDY ROOM
WTH
ITS NOT EVEN HER TABLE
U MEAN I DUN HAF THE RIGHT TO PUT THINGS ON TABLES THT R NOT HERS
SHE KEEP PUSHING MY STUFF AWAY
NI WAS LIKE...ITS NT UR TABLE U DUN TOUCH MY THINGS
N SHE WAS LIKE: ITS NT URS EITHER
N I WAS LIKE: SO..IT DOSENT MEAN I CAN;T PUT THINGS ON THE TABLE WAT
N SHE KEEPS PUSHING THEM AWAY
N U NOE WAT
SHE THREW THEM AWAY
WHERE'S MY PRIDE GOING TO LOR 
SHE CRUMPLED THEM N SHE KEPT PUSHING THEM AWAY

LET ME TELL U THIS ALRIGHT
MY THINGS..U LAY UR HANDS OF THEM!
DUN U DARE TOUCH MY THINGS!
ITS NOT ON UR TABLE..AS LONG AS ITS NOT ON UR TABLE..U DUN TOUCH THEM ATALL
U DUN HAF THE RIGHT TO INTERFERE IN MY LIFE
SO WHETHER I TSK OR NOT..ITS MY DECISION..U CARN GET ME TO STOP
WHETHER I CONCENTRATE ON MY WORK OR NOT..ITS OSO MY DECISION U CARN GET ME TO STOP
WHETHER I LISTEN TO MUSIC OR NOT..AS LONG AS IT DOSENT AFFECT UR WORK OR SLEEP U HAF ABSOLUTELY NOT RIGHT TO TURN IT OFF
COS ITS NOT UR COMPUTER..NOR UR TABLE..NOR UR THINGS
YES, ITS NOT MY COM TOO..BUT I;M ENTITLED TO USE IT...U R ABSOLUTELY NOT ENTITLED TO INTERFERE WITH WATEVA I;M DOING ON THE COM
ITS NOT MY TALBE TOO..BUT I;M ENTITLED TO USE IT...I;M NOT ENTITLED TO ;USH OFF OTHER PPL'S STUFF ON THE TABLE COS ITS NOT MINE..N NEITHER R U ENTITELD TO DO THT

N WAT ELSE U NOE? READING MY CONVERSATIONS WHEN I;M ON MSN LOR!
WHERES MY PRIVACY GOING TO
NI NOE IF I TOLD HER" CAN U STOP READING MY STUFF'
SHE'LL B LIKE" I;M NOT! U HINK I WANT TO ISIT?"
SO WAT CAN I SAE?
I TYPED IN THE CONVERSATION " MY SIS IS READING THIS"
SO IF SHE IS READING SHE CARN SCOLD ME COS DEN SHE'S ADMITTING SHE'S REDING
WTH! DENYING EVERY SINGLE THING THT U R DEN STILL BLAMING ME FOR DENING STUFF
WATCH XI LIN MEN'S JIAXI N U NOE HOW QUARRELS WIF MY SIS IS LIKE..
SHE'S SO UNREASONABLE N ABSOLUTELY IMPOSSIBLE TO TOK TO

!@#$%^&*()_+ 

if i regret this tmr i'l ljust delete this..but i;m infuritated now
sam

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

11:43 PM

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i am feeling so nostalgic now...:'( *cries* i miss peihwa badly...sobz....i was reading my pri 6 journal again...gosh i can't believe the stupid and ridiculous things i wrote to my form teacher...its really stupid manz....lol...i still can't believe how mean i am!!!!! argh!!!!!! i m so grateful that i kept that exercise book!!!!! haha...such nice memories...when i read it, i can imagine exactly like i'm in hope 6 still...sigh...i wanna turn back the time...go back to year 2000...:'( i dint treasure the times i had in peihwa...i can't believe that time flew by so quickly and now its 4 years already!!!lucky sara jean sits beside me n we can always talk abt peihwa!! haha. in my journal i keep writing about wat sec sch i wanna go...which is obviously so out of my league...lol... and now its time to decide which jc to go...sigh!!!!! can't believe how time flies!!! haha i very luo suo...sorry sorry...but seriously i'm feeling so nostalgic!!!!! i shall quote something from my journal..it seriously sounds moronic..haha

My aim is actually Nanyabng but if i cannot go, then Cresent. My friends want to go to Methodist. Especially Lai Shan! But i'm sure she can do it. This time she already got 249! So good. So clever. Oh yeah, and I think I'm gonna puke. Everytime in the hall I come early, then i will try to take up more space so Chang Loong cannot sit. (I'm sooo mean right?) Then dumb Jun Chen and Stanley will try to make space for him. They always win no matter what trick I use!!!! Ugh! Today they asked Reuben to sit there because they know I will immediately move away. Next time I won't fall for their trick! (Actually, i say that everytime but what's the use? I still loose to banana (Stanley)). Anyway today you joked that you want to dance with Chang Loong. Ugh! CHoose also don't choose such a horrible boy. Yuck. *Puke* Anyway, today in the hall some boys and him keep talking and laughing and Ms Loh glared at him. Ha! Serve him right!

haha ok...thats jus a paragraph frm an entry...4 years ago..sigh!! i find it quite hilarious. hahaha. do i sound like how i sound like now? i think so eh...shows that i am damn childish now...lol :) ok i haven been slacking all day today...tv and online n playing piano...haha...i jus feel damn relaxed after then chem test and a maths mock exam!! i am ALAYS like tat one! sigh. sickening. so failureish! haf to go do bloody zuo wen soon...i wrote 6 lines only and haf to pass up by 7 am tmr if not i will get into trouble wif zf again n i definitely dun need tat!!!! byeee!!

wai

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

9:09 PM

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lalala./went to watch tht 10 mins snippet huimin taped again
arh!! welly yang rox
he brought his galfren along..n was telling zhang fei
"her dad is 3rd generation jap, mum is 4th generation chinese..so she tai yu (taiwanese) hua yu (chinese) ri yu (japanese) dou.... wan quan bu dong (all dunno)
haha!!!
ok..huimin rox too

aniwae..todae during hist
ann n i were whispering during hist
n she was like" u haf to call me da jie cos i;m jy;s first wife"
n i exclaimed darn loudly
" i wun marry her!"
n the whole world turned ard to look at me!
malu!

new dance todae too
real nice!
mass dance is the onli incentive to school now
i bever experienced vetter times in school b4!!!
i realli reeeeaaaalllleeeeeeee love it to BITS
oh su saaaaaanaaaaaaaaaa
oh man
ann jy sioks r the best ppl to dance wif u can ever haf!!!

oh..n sioks is planning a conspiracy kidnapping case now..*shhh

i; mgetting disgustingly fat
the dae i declared i was going on fasting..the dae i ate so much without stopping
its like..now recess i not onli eat those busicuits n "amths books" tht we bought
i even ate zak's sausages (high in salt n fats), cheryl's cake "high insugar" n huimin;s bread " high in carbos"..c how fat i;m gong to get?
n its happeneding almost every recess!
so now i thot..fine;.recess dun eat so much..
den guess wat..
i got so hungry during lunch i ate soe of wenqing;'s food n bought dgalic bread on top of my own lunch!!!
arh!
wat a pig i am *no more " going to be a pig" abt it..itts alredy "am a pig"*

sam

 

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

5:43 PM

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Wednesday, July 28, 2004

ok..now this if for huimin..
ARH!!! HUIMIN!! I LOVE U TO BITS!!! THNX SOO SOOOOO MUCH! HOW NICE CAN U GET!!!!
kk..shall explain calmly
cos yest welly yang went on scv zong yi da ge da..
n of course y would i noe abt it since i carn watch tv n ihaf scv right?
n huimin taped for me so automatically!!!
arh!!! so nice right!!!
oh man! welly yang n dina sang the last night of the world
the one which i dl after watching hello broadwae n was like..telling myself..i'll die to watch him perform it again!
aniwae..right after i received huimin;s msg..i was like grinning from ear to ear like an idiot on ecstasy..mymaid thought i was in love or sumting!kept pestering me!
n i;m still grinning until todae
huimin thinks i;ve lost it
hmph..if u haf this sort of idol tht u dun get to c often enuf..well...thts how it goes...

sam

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

5:07 PM

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Monday, July 26, 2004

i am totally dead...seriously dead...i dunno how to face zf anymore...mei you lian jian ren liaoz...somemore haf to sign the test paper, but i dun dare to show my mum...i can already 'hear' the screams from her when i show her...but bo bian, MUST sign the paper!!! jus thankful tat tmr no chinese period. the remarks zf wrote on top of my ying yong wen really stings...she's so disappointed in me and i'm so disappointed in myself too...the ye huishi she taught in sec 1 and 2 is different from the ye huishi she is teaching now...sigh....i can't concentrate on any hw now...i sit down n keep thinking abt HOW the hell i'm going to tell my mother n ask her to sign...if i tell tonite i sure die lor...but sooner or later haf to say wad...haiz...

wai

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

8:16 PM

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Sunday, July 25, 2004

i'll NEVER do this again
sorrie for raising the topic again
but the last time i slept was on fridae morning at 4 am.
n woke up at 6 am
its now sundae 8 pm
i;ve been getting giddy spells the whole dae
i;m just going to faint soon
oh..n my sis is insisting birds suffer fro osteoporosis since they haf hllow bones tht help them fly
sam

p.s. waisze! relax lah! turn on sum music..go fin a nice place withot the tv n the computer to do hw

ohyeah..my latest fav song..i noe i hate lyrics on blogs cos half the time without the music u shld nvr expect ppl to noe wats so nice abt it..but this one..for one..has at least meaningful lyrics lah

In a place that won't let us feel
In a life where nothing seems real
I have found you I have found you
In a world that's moving too fast
In a world where nothing can last
I will hold you I will hold you
Our lives will change when tomorrow comes
Tonight our hearts drown the distant drums and we have music all right tearing the night
A song played on a solo saxophone
A crazy sound, a lonely sound
 A cry that tells us love goes on and on played on a solo saxophone
It's telling me to hold you tight and dance like it's the last night of the world
On the other side of the earth
There's a place where life still has worth I will take you I'll go with you
You won't believe all the things you'll see I know 'cause you'll see them all with me
If we're together that's when we'll hear it again
A song played on a solo saxophone
A crazy sound, a lonely sound
A cry that tells us love goes on and on
Played on a solo saxophone
It's telling me to hold you tight and dance like it's the last night of the world
Dreams they were all I ever knew
Dreams you won't need when I'm through
Anywhere we may be I will sing with you a song...
A song played on a solo saxophone
So stay with me and hold me tight and dance like it's the last night of the world

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

8:34 PM

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I FEEL LIKE SWEARING!!!!!!!!!!! F**K!!!!!!!!!!!!!
actually, there's not any reason y i feel like swearing but i jus do. firstly, a blog is a place to let u vent ur anger rite?ok...so...y am i angry? acutlaly i'm not angry lar....jus feeling scared......cos....... reading other ppl's blog...and i found out that prelims is 40 something days away....and i havent started studying anything...and there is like the bloody ss homework to hand in tmr which i have no idea how to do...CHEM TEST on tues, rate of reactions and organic chem...i totally dunno anything abt those topics...somemore got lit and e maths test on the same day! WTH! as if its not enough, i still have other troubles to worry about!!! arghhh........ y must ppl be so smart and stuff...y is studying the only thing impt.......haiz.......... i hate to say that i'm stressed over schwork and studies..cos i am not wad!!!!!!!!!!! argh........i feel like tearing up the idiot e maths weekend hw that is bloody irritating......stupid transformations so small and tiny how to see? still must construct the stupid lines and stuff. and i wanna do the ex 23B but i dun haf graph paper. can't find frm my sis's room. jus feel like sitting here to rot the whole day. jus go poly lah. watver heck!!!!!!!!!!

wai

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

2:04 PM

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realli never sleep at all..yup
but i just almost scremed when i looked in to the mirror
i;m DEFINATLY going to sleep tonihgt
the eye bags r AWFUL
i realised tht i had passed more than 50 hrs with onli 2 hrs of sleep
the onli thing i carn stand is th eyebags
need to get sum concealer of some sort.
hee
sam 

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

10:45 AM

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gosh....sam r u MAD....never sleep at all?!?!!
haiz.
went shopping again yesterday haha....wif my sis.......quite broke now :'(
veri SIANz now. got chem test, lit mock test and e maths test on tues! havent started to study at all. jus dun feel like. sigh!!
cres dance rawx....

wai

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

10:06 AM

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feel accomplished
its 8 am now
din sleep last night
all it took was 2 cups of coffee
at least accoplished some stuff
my thumb is dead
literally the whole piece of skinin the centre haf lost all sensation
its realli dead
*itching to get rid of tht flake of skin so the new one can grow*
sam

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

8:22 AM

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Saturday, July 24, 2004

i;m mentally exhausted
realised tht i onli had 2 hrs of sleep in the past 36 hrs
not planning to sleep tonight as well
toomuch to do liao

stupid conc hcl
carn figure out isit tht one or nitrogen dioxide tht corrded my skin
but aniwae its nutting bad..just abit of white patterns..
wenqing;s is worst lah
aniwae this is just to beat mei hu is bent on announcing my injury to the whole world as revenge for announcing hers to the whole world
too bad now
i accounced it myself so u carn do it for me. ;P

ooh..ivy lee is pregnant
had other stuff to tyope..but i foegot wat
too much on my hands
get some of them off please
thnk u

sam

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

10:27 PM

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speech day today...it wasn't as boring as i thot it would be!!! seeing all the seniors in their jc uniform kinda makes me motivated...wanna get into a good jc...sigh but thats WISHING only...look at my sucky grades lah!!!!! tan mei xiu is so cool man...she got 6 pts but she go poly...n she gave the valedatorian speech (wat we r learning to write in classs now!! LOL!!) lee bee yann speech also not boring!!! i will miss crescent manz. sigh. next yr, i will come back to crescent 50th speech day in a RJC uniform!!! hahaha. wishful thinking only. not like i wanna go there also lah pls. the dance ppl performed the dance so damn nice...sun yanzi's shen qi...its running thru my head now....the costumes so colourful and nice...the actions so cool....once again i wish i were in dance!!!!! LET ME GO BACK TO SEC 1 PLS! haha. yeah RIGHT. seeing choir peforming...so sad....look to this day was like quite off tune and they were wearing hang ten t shirts and jeans (wonder who's bright idea is that?!??!) but that jap dunno wad song sounds quite ok larh...at least they r blending into each other....but seeing those 2 bloody juniors there makes me feel HAPPY that i m OUT of choir!! HHAHAAHA.........

wai

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

3:11 PM

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Friday, July 23, 2004

List of things to do tonight:
Finish history essay
Finish Wkend Homework
SS presentation
Download WQ's songs
Chem TYS
Physics WB

ok..i might as well summerize the above by saying: I won;t sleep tonight
cos its 11.22 now alreadi
i spent 3 hrs on filing n clearing my study room
ooh..blaring wedding banquet on the com
it rocks!!!
at elast welly yang rocks
super nice voice!
n there ARE ppl hu sae his cute *defiant look*
lalala

think abt it..
tmr gong to school until 4
den 5.00 got dinner
6.30 got tuition..until 10
gonna b so tired..n still hafta practise piano n do tuition hw
sun morn got piano, afternoon got tuition
n next week got revision test on mon, emths n bio test on tues, chem test on thurs, amths mock test on thurs
i lead a real darn carefree life can
the onli thing tht makes me look forward to school now is dance
i think it rocks
esp wif sioks ann n jy!!!

i;m not sleepng for the next 3 nights
shall live on coffee instead.
shit..wat m i doing online! get to work!

sam

 

 

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

11:16 PM

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taadaa!!i'm back!!lol...i havent been online 4 like how many thousands yrs???!!lala...2dae was pretty ok...heehee..but i HATE CHLORINE GAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i almost dieded....n i can still taste n smell dat DISGUSTING chemical in my throat!!!boohooooo....but i still like chem prac!haha...QA ROX....hahaha
but dear seah was soooo "encouraging" AS USUAL....starting her lesson off wif a dressing off from head to toe...waste our precious time scolding n scolding...wats her prob??!den we onli had like wat 40mins to do our prac n she got the cheek to blame us wen we cant fin!!!!argh!!!!!!!
anw...cant be bothered wif her...after sch went tuitn..ate kfc den 2dae ly damn sway..her whole tray dropped!!poor thing...anw...i tink my tuitn teacher's dogs r soooo cute!!!hahaha...coco n coffee gal!!!heeheee.....revised speed of rxn 2dae...a massive lost of brain cells..i tink its worst den amaths...haha!tmr speech dae!mrs gek gettin dunno wat award lar..haha!congrats!!!n mrs lai too!!!*applauds*sigh...tmr will be the 1st time we get to see choir n hear choir from the audience seats....haha...still rmb my 1st speechdae performance....wen the curtains close i was in front of the curtains!!!so malu!!!!hahaaaa.......n last yr....was such a sobbie event...sigh......all those memories......
anw finally got the see qt's REAL "blaaather"...hahhaa!

gel

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

9:28 PM

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i slept for the whole of yesterday!!!!!!!!! felt so piggish. haha. STUPID CHLORINE GAS SUX!!!!!! lucky i dun have headache today :)
today was quite funnie! saw the irritating RI tuition guy that kept looking at his CCHS gf at cine...they were holding hands and he put his amr around her waist.....-_-" so grossed out by them k!!!!! keep stealing glances at each other during tuition!!! can they jus go n sit next to each other instead of looking at each other across the room?!i told pauline n huimin...i think my voice was not LOUD at all...i din noe they were RIGHT behind us!!! hope i dun meet them in tuition next wk. haha.then we saw them again and pauline n hm decided to act les...heheh...then the guy n the gal gave us quizzical looks and dropped their hands...LOLZ!
finally, no mock tests this sat!!!!! YAY!!!!!!! but got speech day...totally interesting...but at least no mock exam!!!! yay!!!!!!! xlm's starting soon!!! *grinz*

wai

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

6:44 PM

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Thursday, July 22, 2004

i absolutely hate chlorine gas!!!!!!!!! the stupid concentrated hcl gave out such STRONG chlorine gas today and i had a headache throughout the speech day rehearsal...sobz...slept immediately when i reach home but now still got headache!!!!!! urgh.... stupid chlorine!
xi lin men is getting exciting-er!!!!! :):)
i sort of miss choir!!!!!! when i think abt them performing and us performing laz year...oh well...sobz.

wai

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

7:17 PM

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Wednesday, July 21, 2004

stupid weather
MAKE UP UR MIND!
either i;m gulping 4 slices of watermelon per hr or i;m stealing windbreaker from huimin during bio
rain than sun rain den sun
hmph
stupid tests are over
(yay)
n i;m still not over welly yang
*hee*
foudn a great fan fic site to entertain myself
ebtter than those i read earlier
those r so horribly affcected
they manage to turn al their characters into lovesick parasites
n amke it sound like the whole world have nothing better than to waste time by expanding their dialogue through pauses and repeated affected adjectvives
niwae..life;s in a mess now
carn make head or tail of it
(N I DUN MEAN THT I GOT NO HEAD OR A TAIL SIOKS)

oh eyah
poor ann sprained her ankle todae
hee..it was darn funni lah
cos we were doing the viginia reel
den sioks was standing beside ann
n i was beside jy
den jy n i were cuddling with each other
n ann was looking at us thru narrowed eys
so she looked at sioks..n did the same..cuddled up to her n started wimphering
n sioks looked at her ..ans went" get out of my life man"
HAHAHA
den after tht ann n jy were skipping
n they passed by sioks
den sioks went" most disgusting couple of the year"
hehehee
den the ebst thing
ann was skipping behind sioks
den she started piullin siokqi
n siokqi was like" y is ann pulling me"
den she went" go ann!" as a meanof encoruagement
next thing u noe
ann fell
ouch!
sprained her ankle
oh man
accidents happen every wed
the last" accident of the week" award will b given to mei
for displaying her excellent virtuosity in making accidents hapepn
some sodium chlorate she was heating hit her eyebrow
denapparantly some of eyebrow came out
so i mentioned it tosui
den when iwas waiting for taxi wif her
suiling n waisze came by
den wasze suddenyl started staring at her face wif great scrutiny
n walked away bursting wif laughter....mentioning: got meh?
hahahaha
suppose theres a direct relationship between the happening of accidents n the nmber of lab n pe periods we have in the dae lah huh =)

sam

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

5:41 PM

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Sunday, July 18, 2004

i m so bored!!!!! soooooooooo ultra bored.............
i haf nothing to blog about but jus blog for the sake of blogging...sigh.
f.i.r coming singapore!!!!!!!!!!!!!! too bad, this is o levels yr...spoils eveything....
i wanna go for the z pop concert, so many stars...but...ITS SO NEAR PRELIMS!!! sob.

wai

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

4:45 PM

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i saw mr shuai guy today!! whahaha. but i dun think he is shuai anymore
lol. we were in the same lift but my dad was there! he is so
ungentlemanly, never say bye to me!!!!!!! hrmph so idiotic.

i luv ou de yang's songs!!!!! xiu xiu xiu....sooooo nice.....singing the whole day...haha ;)

watched last week's NKF show jus now....i din record the part after 10
pm where 5566 sang the new song! ARGH! thats the only part i wanted to
watch! but nvm lah, sigh, i dun like them anymore. lol.



i ought to listen to more of those aunty jeff programmes! even though
YUCK, i don't like jeff anymore!!!!!! (urgh, can't believe how despo i
was last time). i dunno whether ppl r sending wrong signals. yup. sigh.
nvm.

wai

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

12:08 AM

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Saturday, July 17, 2004

****
wat the hell
\she leep blaming me for no reson
shucks la
****

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

1:25 PM

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argh
i found the blogs of some wedding banquet fans
so well
i;m gonna divulge hu i likeyay
welly yang
oh man
oh gawd
his soo cool alright
cos the last time went to watch wedding banqut
was siting like WAAAAAEEEE up in circle 3
so din c much
den like the 3 weeks agowent to watch hello broadwae
this time it was IN FRONT, IN THE CENTRE
(behind the stage though)
and aniwae i caught the full sight of him
oh my god
sings darn well n is SOOO COOLesp the les mis one dae more]
den he was staring right at me ok!!!
cos he turned back n looked at the front row
n RIGHT ATME
and i just turned away
den aftr tht was the autograph session
queued up..all the gals were like taking pics wif camera phone wif him
n den it was my turn
n i was sooo starstruck
cos he was like" hello..how r u "
n i was like..shit..whispering" hi
n i doubt he could hear cos he just signed n went on to the next one while he had lie5 mins conversations wif all the other ppl
sheesh
n i tell u..i REGRET up till now i din SAE A WORD
oh man
3 weeks n i;mstill regrettign i din bring a camera, dun own a camera phone..n din sae a word
next time he coms back
i;m gonna go alone so i can swoon n scream all i want without anione knowing..this time i noe tht if i eva did tht my parents would b lilke..wats wrong wif u man
ooh..aniwe wedding banquet is like planning another tour of asia
COME BACKq!
i;m gonna get th emost ex tickets n sit in front
read some of the other fans
one of them watched the show twice..sat right in front..n was so enthu tht the cast noticed
den during the autogrpah session..the cast actually remembered her!
argj
heres aother person;s blog entry frm the screenin last yr.
gawd xanga is FINALLY working..well on 8/9/03, i went to the wedding banquet musical/broadway show. i bought 2000NT tickets~the seats were really great tho..altho they werent the most expensive. like row 6 was on the first platform..so i didnt see ne heads in front of me..hahahaha. the show was from 7:30pm to about 10:40pm. and then after the show, they had an autograph session. TSAO HAPPI DEH. i LUUUUUVVVV WELLY YANG. neways hez so cute.haha so got their autographs..and got a chance to ask him if he was gonna cum to tas again or not..and told him who i was etc. pretty kool. that day only dina morishita and welly yang came out to autograph tho.
and then on 8/12 i couldnt help it and went to watch it again, buying 2500NT tickets this time cuz i couldnt get row 6 seats nemore..this time was even better..cuz row 11 was like..on itz own platform..so no heads either..and i sat right in the middle.hehe. then the show ended abt the same time, and again there was another autograph session. i went again, and this time welly and dina recognized me~ cuz it was my 2nd time there..and then i asked him if he could come to tas for a visit. and he was like "uhmm yea my mom asked me if i wanted to go." and i was like yea i really wanna interview him and stuff..and i gave him a letter.and asked him to email me if he ever comes to tas..oooooo he liked the tshirt i was wearing.HAHA.oh gawd i forgot wut else he said..dammmnnnn..
and TODAY 8/14 school started..gawd today was a tiring day..especially with no break in between humanities classes.such a PAIN.serious...now i luv the 9th grade schedule.haha.i duno wut im gonna do 2morrow..i have like a blank block that is suppose to have my math class alg2trig..but then i didnt get to see my counselor yet.so now itz still blank..and b2 alg2trig class is FULL. 38 ehwuh got in..grr!!but i duno if i should just have free..or just hang around in that math class..haha cuz i heard they have a quiz next week..uhohhhhh~
and tonite 8/14, i couldnt help myself again and went yet AGAIN to go see welly and dina. but this time, i couldnt get tickets..cuz today's their last show in taipei..so the tickets were all booked. so instead i went at the time the autograph session started. the line was SUPER long. well i had a book i could still sign but then i wanted another cd..so i went to buy one..and the guy is like HIM:"oh if u buy 2 cds, you get a free poster!"ME:"no thnx..i already bought like 3 before.."HIM:"oh reallie, then can u show me ure receipt?"ME:"u guys didnt give ne receipts.."HIM:"yea i'm just testing u. oh yea btw, i could sign it for u if u want."ME:"REALLY??"HIM:"I, I can sign it..."ME:-_-" (this whole conversation in mandarin) gawd he was so freakin gay...
haha neway, so i got to meet welly and dina again, but since this was the last show, tyler ross was also there!!wohoooo!! he was the first to sign..i was like hey and he said ni hao. ME:"your show was reallie good!"TYLER:"Oh hey thank u!"ME:"oh im here for like the third time!"TYLER:"oh like youve been to the show for the third time?"ME:"yea~"TYLER:"oh where you from?"ME:"I'm from taiwan but i go to the American school~"TYLER:"oh cool your english is perfect!"
and then i met dina..didnt reallie talk to her cuz she was busy signing..but she did recognize me~and then welly saw me so he was like:
WELLY:"hey i can't go!"ME:"but i reallie want you to go!"WELLY:"aww next time!"ME:"When are you coming back?"WELLY:"a bunch of your friends were here last nite!"ME:"oh who?"WELLY:"Jeff, Peter, Janice, Jessica, Jennifer, they're all J's!"ME:"well i'm Patti~"WELLY:"oh patti!"etc etc...oh btw, Dina remembered the names too! they have such a good memory...
and then after that..cuz too many ppl were waitin to take pictures..so i had to line up again..and then this time wen i went to take pictures with them, welly called my name and was like "omg u remember my name" and hez like "yea of course, u just told me!" haha. neway took pictures with everyone, gave everyone a hug..and chatted for a while~and then they had to hurry and go...sigh*they're going to tainan for a few shows~then singapore, then seattle!
neway..had a super gr8 time watchin the wedding banquet~met 2 other fans too..we're gonna exchange pictures!HAHA. aiite aiite enuf enuf~i'll post more abt this musical like later..sux how xanga breaks down from time to time
 
-http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=patty_317&nextdate=9%2f13%2f2003+13%3a20%3a59.000&direction=n
 
hope no one mids me pasting this here
aw shucks
sam

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

1:06 PM

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Friday, July 16, 2004

eeks..i feel so malu
was listn to music on pda in bus
den the pda fell out of my pocket
n got itself disconnected to the headphones
so once it gets disconnected from the headphones it goes into loudspeaker
at the noisiest part of the song
darn
den wats worst i was listeniing it at full volume n the bus was quite empty..which means it had a hnadful of ppl..but not corwded
so when i dropped it n it got itself disconnected
my song was blaring itself at top voplume thruout the bus
 
aniwae i think im abt to die
i;m gonna get myself on fortune's top 10 most likely to break down list
sigh
carn wait for os to end
BDAE!!
yay
grad night
chalet
den planbdae  outings wif huimin n mei
den plan more utings wif wai, gel, sarah n shir
going overseas
loads n load sof tv
 
ohyeah
read like 30 pages of google yest
found a blog of sumone hu watched hello broadwae too!
n she has exactly the same sentiments
she thinks the conductor is cool too!
n the actor is cute
n i was like..whoa..so qiao..hit the nail on the head! its exactly how i feel!
oh maaaaan
ok
i feel dumb
 
oh yeah
the dance we did damn funni can
as in sioks ann jy n me
thehammer thingy dance
heehee
star hold become stone hold
feel screaming wrong instructions
laughed like siao like tht
laugh until cnnot dance
n ms tay keep staring
hah
 
kk..thts it
going for dinner
bb
sam
 

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

6:43 PM

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eeks..i feel so malu
was listn to music on pda in bus
den the pda fell out of my pocket
n got itself disconnected to the headphones
so once it gets disconnected from the headphones it goes into loudspeaker
at the noisiest part of the song
darn
den wats worst i was listeniing it at full volume n the bus was quite empty..which means it had a hnadful of ppl..but not corwded
so when i dropped it n it got itself disconnected
my song was blaring itself at top voplume thruout the bus
 
aniwae i think im abt to die
i;m gonna get myself on fortune's top 10 most likely to break down list
sigh
carn wait for os to end
BDAE!!
yay
grad night
chalet
den planbdae  outings wif huimin n mei
den plan more utings wif wai, gel, sarah n shir
going overseas
loads n load sof tv
 
ohyeah
read like 30 pages of google yest
found a blog of sumone hu watched hello broadwae too!
n she has exactly the same sentiments
she thinks the conductor is cool too!
n the actor is cute
n i was like..whoa..so qiao..hit the nail on the head! its exactly how i feel!
oh maaaaan
ok
i feel dumb
thts it
going for dinner
bb
sam
 

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

6:43 PM

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Monday, July 12, 2004

arh!!! i'm utterly obsssed!
i got the cd yest at hmv liao
it rocks! onli prob..theres onli 6 songs..
but its ok!
at least there's REAL talent involved!
aniwea went for richard clayderman concert yest
sounds good
onli prob..sittign too far away
but just as well..cos the front seats are lik..180 dollars per seat?
but when i saw him on the tv..whoa.realli realli wish was sitting in front
the wae his fingers move..sigh
den after he plays a piece..he'll gif the score of the song to memberof the audience
den after a while..this whole crowd of ppl are corwding in frontof the stage to get his autograph..
kk..back to work
sam

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

7:28 PM

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Sunday, July 11, 2004

heavy flowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

6:58 PM

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yesterday's family combo is soooooooooooooo hilarious!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tan ah kiao!!!!!!!! LOLZ.
and my sis saw jeff wang while in j8. HMPH. he took photo wif her and her frienx!!!!!!

wai

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

11:06 AM

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Saturday, July 10, 2004

this blog is so dead!!!!!! no one comes here one!!!!! haha. we should retire :P
anyway, 2 little kids came my house jus now, they r damn cute lorz...esp the little boy...p2 only i think he plays piano better than me!!!! SOB. so inferior. haha :)
i'm still slacking.............. prelims so near :'(

i AM DAMNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
confused!!!

wai

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

5:50 PM

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Friday, July 09, 2004

ok..i;m slacking too much
shall get a grip
aniwae
i FOUND A FORUM
yay
a forum related to mine interetss i mean
yeah
that interest
n i dun feel so stupid now
cos there r other ppl like me
onli prob..the last post in thtforum was like..in may?
aniwae kinda happy!!
sam

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

8:11 PM

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Thursday, July 08, 2004

yesterday's ep of hai you ming tian got one part was filmed opposite my house that hawker centre OUTSIDE!!! argh!!!!! y r mcs stars always filming arnd this area, so near yet i NEVER manage to see them before?!?!?! so unfated!!!!!!! hrrrrrrmmmmmmmph!!!!!!!!!!
jinghao and hu yidao...aaahh......SOOOOOOOO SWEEEEEET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D:D:D:D:D

wai

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

9:29 PM

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Wednesday, July 07, 2004

omg omg...oscar is sick
poor thing!!
yikes
my mum just told me tht if i go into medicine
she'll sponser me to U in aussie
den she sae theres a str course to specialist
n i'll b immrdieately granted pr status
attractive
yeah
but than
science again?
hearing mrs chia tok "alevel..u'll learn this..n tht..n this..n tht" as though promoting cambridge a level makes me dun wanna take a level chem
though eveyrone is doing it
n i dun even feel like taking alevel maths
mr loh saying this n tht is out of the syllabus..'ll learn next time
gifs me a phobia
n i developed a trauma for practical
did i mention i carn stand it?
n y m i discussing my future now
cos i havent got over it
i wanna go new york
home of broadwae
or london
or join an ochestra tht tours the world
i wanna travel n perform
but wat a dream
yeha..its onli a dream
bkaring les miserable cd now
sigh sigh sigh
sam

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

10:36 PM

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Tuesday, July 06, 2004

i;m so mad
i got nopthing else to saebut its so coo;
oh man
the magic of it all
i;m going into performing arts after this
defiantely
its inspiring
i;m gonna b some world class performing artise..be it singer or actor or musician
n i;m gonna travel to other countries to perform
thts my dream
n i;m so gonna reach it
yup
sam

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

12:20 AM

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Monday, July 05, 2004

argh!!! i can finaly go blogger. dunn wats wrong cannot go jus now.
but now i'm not angry liao so no need to blog. but aniwae, to make a long story short, i WAS extrememly pissed at my parents yday n they were extremely pissed wif me too...but hu cares...haha

wai

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

2:24 PM

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oh man oh man
i;m mad and stupid
went for hello broadwae yesterdae
4 ppl singing hits frm boradwae
2 of them from the cast of wedding banquet

when i watched wedding banquet last yr
was sitting far far back
cos din realli get to c cast upclose lah
den yest was sitting behind the stage in the front row
so like..whoa..they;re soo cool!
n iwanna go into stage more than ever!!
i wanna go sing or act on broadawy!!
sarah! quick! lets go join the acting school!
den i can drafted into broadwae!
my aim is to go act on NEWYORK'S broadwae
not singpapore's pathtic stages
but i guess tht'll hafta do for the time being lah
sigh
the magic of ewachperformance is realli catching
sam

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

11:52 AM

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Sunday, July 04, 2004

hiiiii everyone. back again. so bored.......
aniwae, HAI YOU MING TIAN ROX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its so saddening!!!!!!!! poor xiu ming and her mother, really poor thing...sigh...but yay, tian song can talk now!!!!! :D so happie

wai

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

3:30 PM

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Saturday, July 03, 2004

sigh, so bored...spent the whole of yesterday watching tv: true heroes, xi lin men, a child's hope, true heroes, xi lin men, child's hope...i think i watched like 6 or 7 hours!!!!!! haha. caught up wif all my missed eps earlier this week while i was pia-ing my hols hw! hehe :) hai you ming tian and zhen xin ying xiong rawx!!!!!!! while xi lin men...i hate to say this, but its so draggy and getting boring-er by the days!!!!!! it better improve. or maybe i should jus not watch it and wait until ren wo ao you comes on after it :)
havent done hw!!!!!!!!!!! arghhhhhhhh
chem teacher said that prelims r coming in 61 days and we have less than 10 days for each subject. did i type this previously already? dunno lah. so stressed-sounding. feel stressed but can't get myself to do anything!!!!!!!
spent the afternoon reading story books abt teens wif cancer. i luv those books. so sad.
i am so boreed i'm online again now!!!!!!!! sigh!!!!!!!!
yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy doesn't.......

wai

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

10:26 PM

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yay!
i managed to get "dark horse" liao
dun hafta buy tht $41 album
but still need escapades of pan n skyline firedance
*frowns*

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

8:04 PM

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Friday, July 02, 2004

i stil havent got to c my darling
*sob*
school is stressful
reri gek
todae youth dae celebrtaion
shall gif the emcee full marks for effort lah
shant sae anithing else

aniwae got this heartt stressball
after watching xi lin men, i strongly belelive we shld listen to wat heaven is trying to tell us, opr lightning will strike like at happened to jialong
so when they gave out the stresball during english lesson i shld infer the meaning behind it
i hope u get wat i meant

its like when i fianlyl tried studying chiense
den the blackout occured just 5 mins later
it means tht i;m not fated to study chiense
so i shld listen to heaven;s edicts
yup!
haha!

sam

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

8:34 PM

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haven;t seen darling 4 one week
*sob*
hee

was thinking aniwae
i;m such a horrible person
in terms of person-to-person relationships
rn yu ren zhi jian de guan xi
sigh
strive for better personality
crap lah

sam

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

12:14 AM

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