Tuesday, August 31, 2004
omg today soooo freaky...on the way home frm tuition, suddenly at outram, everyone was forced to get out and wait for the next train. the mrt ppl were blowing whistles asking us to get off!!! so got off...val was lucky..cos outram is her stop! then waited alone among the huuuuge crowd of ppl. train came in abt 5 mins but it was totally full, so waited again. my dad called n said there was an accident in the mrt n someone died, thats y the holdup...so scary...then after awhile, the train came again. boarded it. it stopped for a few mins at tiong bahru, then there was an announcement in the train saying all east bound lines r stopped!!! then at redhill, it was the ULTIMATE shock n scare.... it was FULL OF POLICEMEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and the whole train section which goes towards pasir ris was enclosed wif the plastic red and white thing...watever u call that...so scary...and between queenstown to redhill, there was an empty train stuck halfway! i think that is the train me n val was on previously? then when i reach home, my mum said there was another accident at 7 something which was at redhill. omg. the person din die but heavily injured. but in the afternoon got one at bukit batok n the person died!! gosh so scary. sigh. wat a day! so poor thing!mus watch news later...
aniwae had tuition today...luckily it ended late...if not i would probably haf witnessed the redhill accident!!! gosh.
oh ya..besides that...went for lunch at pastamania wif val pauline n yinghui today after teachers days celebration... then me n val left quite a lot of tuition hw..so we went to tcc n pau ate cake n we did our work.. surprisingly, orchard has the most condusive environment to do hw!!!!!! it is so nice n quiet there!!! :D luv that place =)tuition was quite funny today...lolz. that guy wear till so low to expose his chest arh...so hilarious...me n val kept laffing like crazy...besides that.....i dun think the cchms gal is scary already...actually she is quite nice... phew..
wai
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
9:50 PM
# # # Sunday, August 29, 2004
car wash sux....my whole body is aching....i slept for the whole of yesterday....i am sunburnt...and prelims is coming...and i dunno anything...we have about 10000000 sets of prelim papers to do by tmr...i amdead!!!!!!!! stupid carwash!
wai
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
9:37 AM
# # # Saturday, August 28, 2004
arts awareness day today =x had car wash. quite okaaay larh....not that bad as i expected...at least we had quite a lot of business...soooo tiring under the hot sun for so many hours tho!!!!but at least i learned something out of it, which is how to wash a car!!!!! hahaha. duh. and sam, thx for helping. =) watched choir concert before that. they were wearing the hang ten shirts AGAIN!!!!!! y can't jennifer tham jus make them wear the choir costume?!?! but at least the concert was ok, had some special items at the end instead of a normal boring concert like we usually had. but still, they (the teachers) were quite WHAT cos they said its the choir's FIRST EVER concert. HELLO?!?!?! we don't exist izzit?!??! all the seniors above us dun exist izzit???? can they at least say like its our first concert wif jennifer tham??? oh well. sigh. whatever. obviously our previous efforts aren't appreciated by j.t and crew. yang hong came back to watch too. we sat near all the choir sec 4s, and dionne and kit wan were here too! we were sitting behind kitwan all along and i din realise that it was her until like halfway thru. i thot she was a little girl at first. haha!!! she brought 2 guy friens along. hmmmmm....hehe... and dionne was quite nice, chatting wif me outside the toilet. wanted to ask her abt PJ but din dare. haha. so basically...today was a waste of time...and a headache causing day...came home wif a headache again!!!!!!!! at least we helped to raise some funds for the straits time pocket money fund!!! but other than that...it was jus drinking bubble tea and slacking around...i drank so much ice tea even tho my AHEM was here cos i JUS COULDN'T STAND THE HEAT!!!!!!!!!! i think i am slightly sun burnt too. aniwae, wat is becoming of this blog?
wai
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
8:15 PM
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In front of the Computer
Home
1 Eng Kong Drive
Singapore 599471
37 August 2004
Dear Gel
I will hesitate to delete you permanantly from this blog because this is the only thing at present that will keep us together, especially after we leave Crescent. Therefore, this blog will always belong to us even if you do not blog.
From
*scribbles signature*
Sam
ok..ignore the above exaggerated stuff n get the main point of it...just sent a letter n was in the letter mood..so decided to practise my functional writing above. alright gel? i'll just leave ur name here weather u like it or not or weather u blog 0r not*stubborn look*.
stressed stressed stressed
had horrible cramps just now
the table is a state of confusion
panadol tablets lying all over, a cup of eno, a can of coffee, textbooks, narada cd jewal cases e.t.c.
narada pieces ma just wanna migrate to a south american village or a european village preferable in paris or italy or spain or greece
somewhere where theres clear rivers n skies
where waterfalls..not those large crashing one..just a nice small one..acscading
where theres a deciduous forest to meditate
amidst the autumn red n yellow leaves
where the summer sun shines n village children come out to play n u can hear the insects in the background
mayb somewhere beside the seine, where the grass is green
in the background...theres the eiffel tower
in the evening..lie on the grass..take in the sight of the towering eiffel tower
or dine alfresco by the river side
or perhaps an american, perferably vermount countryside
where the snow is pure..n its real SNOW..not HAIL or ICE
ok..u do get ocassional horse shit in the snow
but at least nitrogen in horse shit is more natural den nitrogen in nitrogen dioxide
so let me retreat to a place of pure serenity, true bliss
the perfect atmosphere for meditation
i suppose thts my idea of paradise
"Paradise...does it exist all around us, inside of us, something we can touch, or is it merely a state of mind? The latter rings truest for myself. Inner peace seems to be best found on our own terms, and in our own time. Myish is that this music may give you pause and maybe just a little help on your journey to..finding paradise"
- David Lanz, Finding Paradise
dun ask me y i;m so keyed up wif paradise n peace n serenity..its a different world out there..soemthing i want to experience. thts y i want to do volunteer work next time..somewhere overseas..cos i;m hoping it;ll bring the peace of mind i;m looking for.
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
1:37 AM
# # # Thursday, August 26, 2004
stop stealing my coffee!!!
keep buying coffee for storage n they keep dissappearing even before i drink them
hmph
so i fell asleep n i havent touched revision tht i planned to begin
so i thot i was reri clever lah huh
go n try n take extra subject n higher chi
well done sam
u officially kilked urself
when most ppl around me is taking onli 7 subjects now
everything is taking a toll on u
than there liks chinese test n musictest
n everyone is studying for prelim while u r mugging for unimportant tests
wateva lah
sam
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
5:41 AM
# # # Monday, August 23, 2004
*sob* li jiawei lost
i feel so sad for her man
actually din intend to watch (ok..i had a gut feeling she'll lose alreadi.its not tht i haf no confidence in her...its just tht SINGAPORE DUN HAF THE LUCK)
so i taped it down..to watch after the results is out..(carn stand the suspense lah)
den ginny came online
n i was like"DUN SAE A WORD. just tell me if the match is over"
n ginny was like" i haf to tell u. we lost"
n den gel's sms came flying in" so sad. s'pore lost"
sigh
its not so much the dissappointment..i;m used to it
its tht..i realli relali feel so sda for her..so near yet so far
she realli COULD haf won yest match
u were saying u wonder wat she;s doing waisze? i noe wat she is doing...in susilo's room now..susilo comforting her *grimace* i feel jealous all over again
heehee
den i watched the news just now
poor gal..in tears..lee hsien loong called to comfort her
ooh man...just to let u noe alright (hah! like ani one of those sports stars will read this..wait,,,better dun..i sound so despo here..esp when i;m fantasizing abt her bf)..but anihow..I'LL B BEHIND U AL THE WAE!!i[ll support u to the next olympics until u win the medel. yup! hows tht for nationalistic sentiments. somehow i dun mind foreign talent so much liao..i mean..if she came at 15..how much foreign can tht b?
sigh
aniwae i got an aggressive mouse in my house now
cousin found a family of baby mice under her condo n took them in to rear
add tht 5 mice to her 9 guinea pigs and 2 birds..*whew*
(btw..the guinea pig population is growing..its alreadi like the nth generation n they keep comitting incest)
so aniew she gave us one
in a shoe box
n there aint no time to get a proper cage
this smart mouse actually bit a hole in the shoe box n tried to escape (prior to tht it keeps pushing the lid up n try to escape lah)
we found it in a basket of bananas
so my dad put it in a taller box
put the taler box in an empty dustbin
put the empty dustbin in the shower area of the toilet
n locked the toilet door
haha!
its NOT cruel..
its for the mice own good cos oscar is here for the night n his eyeing it'
he went to my cousins house n was so bz sniffing all over for the mice
so my uncle prob thot oscar was curous n nvr saw the mice b4 n was like" okoK! i'll let him look once"
n my aunt went" but he alreadi saw the mice a thousand n one times!"
the mouse is rather smart
oscar is rather silly
hmph
sam
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
12:48 AM
# # # Sunday, August 22, 2004
one of my frienz frm 4C1 said that crescent's chem prelims paper same standard as RI. PUH-LEASE, how can that be true?!?!!!! i refuse to believe that!!!! crescent is like how lousy lah pls...ranked wad position in singapore? 17 izzit? or 18. dunno lah. same standard as RI...when pigs fly....i jus hope that they'll be kinder and set an easier paper...so i can go to jc. sigh. i feel soooooooo super scared after talking to that friend. its damn scary lah. C1 ppl .sigh.
aniwae, li jia wei lost :'( so sad. really really wanted to cry....sigh....and her expression...its jus.......unbearable. sigh. wonder how she's doing now. SOB. this sux man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! poor thing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! nvm..........maybe 4 yrs later, she can make it......:):) aniwae she has already done singapore proud!!!!!!!!!! =)
wai
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
8:50 PM
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i'm having a stomachache rite now.....argh..... feel so horrible........nv study the whole day........ i can't even finish my mountains of hw......... li jia wei pls win the match later!!!!!!! u can do it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D aniwae i think jiawei looks a bit like lim hong geok.... esp during the match yesterday...whahaha dunno y. but obviously she looks much sweeter and chioer and nicer!!!!!!!!!!!!! heehee. haha. ppl tend to bear grudges after being booked rite. lol.
wai
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
5:37 PM
# # # Saturday, August 21, 2004
argh!! LI JIAWEI LOST!! LOST!!! the worst thing was iwas so SURE she was going to win when she was at 3-1!! 3-1 leh!!! n one match was like...ELEVEN TO 0!!!she;s damn SUPER!! just to let her noe: i'll b behind her ALL THE WAY MAN!! she;ll have my support all the wae. oh..n susilo too..yeah..he'll oso have my support *faint grin*
GO JIAWEI!!! for tmr's match: good luck.
oh man..i was waited for so long for todae's match..like yest i was telling wenqing..i cant; wait..this morning i was telling mei: i carn wait. ni stillcarnwait for tmr;s match...she'll b good!!she can do it!!bring singapore the medel we have been deprived of for 44 years!!
aniwae after tht i imagine susilo comforting her. she;s one lucki woman man...i'll give ANITHING to c susilo play again. he just rocks..its just his attitude..like..so cool n calm..like" icarn b bothered wif u"..n still win (joppien imean)..ok...i noe i repeatwd this many times..aniwae..li jiawei has a ring o nher finger..left hand..4th finger..n i was pointing this out to my dad...wondered if she was engaged or wat..but ann saed its not diamond..n susilo has the same one on his choker
SO COOL!! nromantic...sigh..*envy envy* wat a couple..notice the parrellism involved..both beat world number ones..n lost the next round..but they both haf skill..wat the coach saes is right lah..its all down to the psychology ..nutting to do wif skilln tactics liao..cos all haf them. good luck for tmr.
sam
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
11:07 PM
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OH MAN OH MAN OH MAN OH MAN li jia wei lost!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! F**K!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was sooooooooooooooooooo close, she almost won but that stupid korean noisy woman won!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the last match was 11-9!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! how could it happen?!?!?!!!!!!????!!!!!!!! i can't believe it!!!!!!!!!! li jia wei so poor thing. sigh. that korean is so triumphant!! argh!!!! i hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am in a damn horrible mood now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cannot concentrate on anything lah. haiz. and somemore, i can't change my phone cos the stupid plan not over yet. argh. argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
aniwae, yesterday i smsed st and asked if he rmbs me...haha...he does...he better...after we pushed each other every monday in the hall 4 years ago and he tried to cut me wif a scissors =x but he is so dao!! nv reply me after 2 msgs!!! stupid guy. aniwae, dun care larh. i am jus in a damn horrible mood. bloddy 6510 can't stand its oudatedness anymore!!!!!! and still have to wait for half a year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! idiot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hope li jia wei gets the bronze tmr!!! JIA YOU!!!
wai
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
6:16 PM
# # # Friday, August 20, 2004
sighhhhhhh y am i so obsessed...better stop this.......and i can't add that person in friendster!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bball captain, pro in soccer pro in pool pro in science pro in maths. sigh. such an overacheiver. sigh sob.
aniwae, sg idol ROX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so exciting yesterday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!and the songs they sang r soooooooo nice =) i support joanna dong, christopher lee, david yeo, olinda cho. argh and nathenial ho DIN get in :'( :'( :'( *for the longest time*
wai
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
8:21 PM
# # # Thursday, August 19, 2004
its 1 am n im trying to get tht stupid guy's l;ife into my head
n in the meantime feading mozzies *muttermutter*
aniwae came to blog abt somehitng..
LI JIAWEI JUST WON THE TT MATCH!!
ok..so into the top 8
n i dun think she'll win..seriously speaking
cos singapore will nvr haf tht luck
i mean..they r all good players..win how many competitions..ranked top 10 in the world n so on
but just when the public steps in..they begin to dissappoint us
singapore shld realli reexamine their media n the wae we support them
(ok..wat a lame excuse for not being able to give medals)
but than i realli dun think the faultis wif them
sam
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
1:20 AM
# # # Wednesday, August 18, 2004
SOBB!!!!
SUSILO LOST!
i carn c him in action animore!!
he played a better game than in the previous two daes despite losing in the first round lor!
all the smashes n everything
but todae b4 the match i alreadi knew we had low chance of winning
its not tht his no good
its just that i haf no faith in the brand name: singapore
just tht anything arts or sports singapore produces i dun haf confidence
unless its lowkey n i dun no abt it
once hte wholecountry n is watching n ur hopes get high..i noe tht i wil lb dissappointed
just a psychological phenomenon? i dunno..its kinda wierd the wae it works
aniwae like me n lynette were saying
he plays so DAMN COOL!
1) he displayed some of the flashiest n best smashest i ever seen (ok..i onli seen 3 professional badminton matches so far..so wat lah)
2) n his choker..ARGH!! COOL FACTOR! it just ROCKS!!
3) n the last one..his attitude..its just COOL..tht " i carn b bothered look" or rather..the relaxed look..like" i already won the game" look..its just so cool ok!!ok..it may come across as proud lah..but still...urgh~!!
aniwae sumting abt the musculine n feminine quiz thts going ard class for th epast 2 daes
theres this qns: wat realli gets u keyed up when u r involved in an argument?
a) no reponse
b) inability of opposite party to c ur viewpoint
c) sumthing or another..i forgot
my ans: (b) ..idunno..its this trait of mine..i NEED ppl to c my viewpoint or i;'ll get increasingly frustrated and irritated n mayb even quarrelsome..
thts y sometimes..in simple discussions tht dun matter...
i get so damn aggressive
esp wif ppl hu haf their own viewpoints
den todae..my dad camne back..susilo 0:3
n my dad put him down immediately lah..like" how to win like tht..change channel"
this is normal for all singpaoreans lah
but the thing is..it seems all so results oriented
like..practical n realistic
like when i told my grandparents: i;m gonna take arts (for the fun of it..just to c their reactions)
they immediately saed" well..c if ur parents r going to support u first"
i dun like the wae singpaore's society is being run
just look at wat i haf for a principal
3 years out of my participation in crescent choir..i;ve been runnign from room to room just cos we carn haf a own room..den how to improve lah?
so aniwae i was quite keyed up and frustrated abt how my dad carn c my viewpoint..which i m kinda apologetic.
sigh
aniwae ronald susilo lost.
*sob*
but i'll continue supporting him aniwae!
he played a darn good game no matter the results
sam
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
8:26 PM
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argh....ronald susilo is losing now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hope he wins manz. how i wish i can play as well as him :'( but i am so lousy that i cannot even get into crescent badminton........sobz.........
some "cute n chio" ppl say i'm despo, aren't they jus as despo as me?! HAH. i'm so mean, but can't believe someone went on a date wif someone! such "good" taste manz. hah. don't they have enuff of act cutenesss?!
btw i miss my pri 2 table partner!!!!!!!!! haha.
ARGH, HE LOST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wai
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
7:30 PM
# # # Tuesday, August 17, 2004
okaeeeee
yippie!!!!
RONALD SUSILO WON
lalala..germany's joppien just 5 mins ago
ok.not a tough competitor..n he dinplay all tht well in the 1st round
but still...singapore!!
ok lah...his not true singaporean..n i;m 100% ANTIFOGEIGN TALENT
but wat matters is tht he was TRAINED IN SINGAPORE
carn stand singapore going to get ppl tht r trained by other countries than claim it as their own
i mean..if u send them overseas to train its fine
but if they r trained overseas themselves or by pther coutnries..n u get them to play for u..theres nutting to b proud of
yup
aniwae his trained here lah..i think
n his attached..
yay!!
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
4:02 PM
# # # Monday, August 16, 2004
stupid k.t!!!!!!!! she is jus biased against us. wats her prolblem? she said that we din even prepare the powerpt slides. HELOOOOOOO. we spent so much time doing the bloody presentation k!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and she said we dun even noe which part in the tb to read from to present. yah rite!!!!!!!!!! i even prepared the points to say!!! wat a freaking asshole. yARK. and we r not the only grp that reads frm tb, the WHOLE CLASS did that.........wats her freaking problem?!? arghhhhhhh
aniwae i fell on the way to PE. haha. quite hilarious the way i fell n i was laughing all the way. but now i can't walk properly andmy knee hurts like hell when i walk up the stairs!!!!!!!!!!!! hope its nothing. no mass run tmr =( no mass dance!!! ever since sec 4s do mass dance, there seems to be no mass run every week. urgh wat unfairness is this.
wai
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
6:10 PM
# # # Sunday, August 15, 2004
this is like me 3rd...4th? time blogging today!!! omg. haha. i am sooooo bo liao. how i wish i had a care bear! i miss care bear shows when i was a child. yeah. and i used to have care bear clothes! haha. so lame.
chem test tmr, but nothing is going inside my brain so far.....cos..... i duno y also...haha. was talking craps wif my sis jus now for like one hour. supposedly "studying" but ended up not studying. this is a serious disadvantage of studying in the same room as your sibling. lol. she was telling me abt....hmm......... n i think ahem is such an idiot also...haha........i must be blind lah...but now not already...lol.
ok, so there's chem test tmr and i havent studied, and i'm going to fail once AGAIN. wats new rite? like for the previous one, i thot i was going to pass but i didnt. sigh. so i learned a lesson: jus dun even think that i'm going to pass, think that i'm going to fail rite from the start so that i won't have high hopes. lol.
i already 'officially' quit mediacorp forum but i still keep going back to check!! urgh. okay but soon i won't go back...i will get sick of it...haha....those 2 idiots there can carry on being lame and acting superior all they want!
wai
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
9:35 PM
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life sux
stayed up to 6 doing hw last night..or rather..this morning
i hope the moe is happy if this is wat they r loooking for
ok...not the moe's fault
its society lah huh
wateva..i just hope hueva is up there is happy
n mind u.,..its just HW ..dun get me started on the extraordinary number of tests next week
n i havent even got started on chinese revision tmr
let's get a little logic straight here:
- wats the point of piling us wif hw when its more worthy to spend the time on revision. imean..they r like" revise! u shld start revision!" and on the other hand " ok..do these 2 prelim papers on top of the blue book and on top of the 3 chapters of worksheets..n tts onli emths"
-denw ats the point of giving us test after test when it obstructs ur own revision? think abt it..giving more mock test where there is alot of study for will onli result in studying reri breifly. time can b put to better use to studyign stuff in more detailed
n tht STUPID COUNTDOWN TO PRELIMS. STRESSING ME OUT DUN WORK! GET THT ALRIGHT!
chocolates. i;m craving for chocolates.
the eye bags, fats put on from chocolate, myopia..better be well paid off or i'll sue the british for leaving behind their education system, the worst thing they ever brought to signapore.
sam
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
7:26 PM
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okay...now i feel better.......not so restless anymore...i think i can go n study chem soon...organic chem test tmr!!!!!!! =x lucky got ppl to talk to online to calm me down! and I LOVE CARE BEARS!!!!!!!!!!
www.care-bears.com. discovered this today. a bit slow lah, but ALL THE BEAR BEAR SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg so cuuuuuuuuuute. i found a care bears blog template too!!! :):) wanna change it. and i din noe zulaihah is such a huge fan of them, she has EVERY SINGLE care bear big n small...can u believe it...that lucky girl!!!! argh!!!!!!! i dun even have one!!!!!!!!!! its my dream to own one!!!!!!! haha, but so ex, i then dunwant to go n buy....and quite childish for me, at this age to go n buy carebears rite...haha.......ok i going off soon...hmmm i wasted a lot of time today...die....
wai
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
5:04 PM
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i am soooooooooooo super damn damn damn bored and restless.....i was doing e maths weekend hw for the whole morning...i am SO sick of it, and until now still havent finish!!!!!!! i hate similar triangles!!!!!!!!!! i feel sooooooooooooo bored and there is also nothing to do online!!!!!!!!!!!!! argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! how i was exams r over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! n thre is something wrong abt my stupid lagging phone. feel like bashing it up. sigh. i wanna change phone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wai
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
3:25 PM
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ok somehow my comp is working again, but the virus is still here. sob.
today's life newspaper has interviews wif the sg idol rejects!!! hah. that pink lady person is MAD. seriously. she thinks she's pretty!! omg.....she's got a serious mental problem manz..... and i like mr lemon tree!! hahah. he is so farnie. lol. i wanna watch that episode again!!!!!!!
i ended up sleeping on the sofa outside yesterday cos i really couldn't tahan my grandma's snores. sigh. bones were aching when i got up but at least i could sleep. haha. hmmm..... less than 30 days to prelims....i can't believe it...and i still havent done anything.......
wai
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
10:21 AM
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my computer has a virus!!!!!!!! sigh. so sad. so scary. i'm using the old comp now. aniway, its 2.30 am and i jus went online. cos my grandmother is snoring so loudly n i can't sleep. and also cos i have a load of hw i can't finish :( but i doubt i can do it now. sigh.
aniwae, i decided to quit the stupid forum already. it is so loserish to go there!!!!!!!!!!! ok, its not really loserish to GO there, but its loserish to be ADDICTED to it........so........me n ezzah decided to quit......and since the stupid idiot sec 2 act big guy and stupid poly guy hates me......so dun bother abt them lah......good riddance to mediacorp forum (ok, i'm still going to go read up on sg idol, but i WON'T post). ok, omg, i jus saw a HUGE lizard on the wall. YUUUUUUUCK. yuck, omg.......pls dun come near me......i hate lizards yuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aniwae. yeah. its so freaky, so dark n early in the morning and when i on the comp it says virus detected, its totally scary!!!!!!! =x
btw, i totally detest ss. argh. bye
wai
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
2:33 AM
# # # Saturday, August 14, 2004
arh...i;'m getting fat
practically gulped down 2 packs of van houghten chocs assorted todae
but its SO NICE!!
good thing: at least every one likes them too..so i can offer them away..in the process sharing the calories..so i wun gain wt too fast
heehee
aniwae van houghten is one of the best chocs ever
of course u carn beat godiva..which IS the best
cartier is good too!
mum saes cadbury uses one of the worlds worst chocolate beans
but than time out is still one of my favs..so..
dove's fruit and nut is the best fruit and nut i ever eaten besides godiva's white choc fruit n nut
(which my mum brought back from belgium the other time)
aniwae there was sumthing i wanted to sae
but i forgot wat
c lah
this is wat studying does to ur brain
u start suffering from memory lapses
reri soon
u'll hyperventilate...den u'll break out in rashes..mayb the mouth will start froth...
OH!! I RMB!
NEIl HUMPHREYS HAS A RADIO PROGRAMME!!!
yay!! n its EVERY NGIHT too!!
i can haf daily doses of him!!
lalala..now all i hafta do is to make sure i can stay up till 11 (n not fall asleep by 10 n wake up at 2 to realise i missed it) n to RMB to turn on the radio
yay!
sam
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
4:31 PM
# # # Friday, August 13, 2004
i can't concentrate on anything!!!!!!!! ss mock tmr but i havent study anything. i keep thinking abt today's sucky oral!!!!!!! i hate it!!!!!!!! i hate today!!!!!!!!!!! y did i screw it up!?????!!!????!!!!! after the oral, the topic seems so easy to answer but there i totally couldn't think of ANYTHING. i am losing it. argh. sob!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wai
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
8:59 PM
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ARGH! i'm STRESSED. so many THOUSAND tests coming up. wth lah huh. i mean..just one night without sleeping will take care of them. no..wait..make it two. yup. 48 hours without sleep. i mean..so ez right
ann keep saying she;s laughs out loud at my posts. i think she just likes posts abt her. heehee!!
aniwae express ppl mostly did well!! *applauds* den me n mei went to mdm lim to ask her to hug ann!! haha!! like i promised..here;'s the translated transcript
me: lao shi..do u noe zhang shu en?
ling lao shi: hu;'s tht
me: the one from ur class
mei: 4c2~ 4c2!
ling lao shi: oh! y
me: she got a1. she wishes for u to congratulate her if u see her.
ling lao hsi: where is she
me:she got no face to c u
ling lao shi: y? a1 is very good wat
me: she wants a hug too
ling lao shi: *collasping in giggles*WHAT! ASK HER TO GO N FIND ME! STILL WANT ME TO GO N FIND HER!
HAHAHAHA! n i heard zakiah raised the topic to her again! heehee! good luck ann!
todae oral.. thot it was quite ok
some stuff whcih i exagerated abit
ask abt thing tht happened on a street near u or on ur street
so talked abt a burglary
but than when i went home
my mum saed tht happened on a house
li ti!
argh!!!!!!!
but on the whole its ok lah
these two daes its like..free period free period free period
eng teacher on course
cme teacher busy wif other things
ppl go for oral cannot haf lessons
time to commit crimes!
hahaha
todae brought the hp light to school
used it in front of mrs yip n mr loh
hahaha
den after oral went for lunch wif ginny
heartbeat: 70 beats per minute (slightly below normal, cos eng oral over)
SOMEBODY msged me in the middle of lunch: u missed the music prelims! but its ok! onli prelims lah
heart beat: 80 beats per minute and rising
so i was like..checked date of music prelims
me: ginny..its not by any chance 20th sept todae right
ginny: no!
me: they sae i just missed the musci prelims
ginny: den wat r u doing here!
me: aiyah..they r just joking lah
but in actual fact: heart beat: 90 beats per minute..still rising
msged back: please! stop trying to scare me
went to buy icecream
heartbeat: ard 100 beats per minute..probably stabalizedliao
1 new msg: harmony test starting
heartbeat: 120 beats per minute..rising furiously
me: ginny..they sade my test is starting
ginny: den u r still here?
me: shld i go
ginny: eat first lah
send back msg: what time isit starting
gulps down icecream
ginny: not cold arh
me: nah..u dun midn i leave first?
rished all the wae to msg
heartbeat: 180 beats per minute
panted up the slope
kept checking hp..ARH! NVR REPLY! SCARYL TESTS START LIAO!
heartbeat: 200 mbeats perminute
reached the room
CHEH! STIL LGOING THRU LAST WEEKS PAPER (which i failed! =) )
urgh
heart beat: 30 beats per minute and still decreasing
sam
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
8:28 PM
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sigh. wad i said in my previous blog entry really sort of came true. i totally screwed up my oral. damn scared n sad now. sigh.i was totally shocked when they asked the stupid conversation question, cos it got nothing to do wif the pic!!!!!! the pic is a bunch of ppl standing below a hdb flat, then got a bunch of clothes on the floor and the ppl looking up. so it means that someone frm upstairs threw down the clothes rite? and my pic was bad enuff...i was like saying...not even finished saying, the ah ma stopped me and asked me another question!! then i answered a few lines, she stopped me, say ok move on the conversation!! omg lor, i was so shocked, cos i said so little for the pic only!! then the conv.......DOOM time....the question is....*drumroll* tell us abt an event which happened near ur house recently (something like tat, cant remember) and i was so shocked cos I DUNNO ANYTHING that happened near my house. and firstly,i was expecting a qns that is related to the pic, like 'wat do u think abt gao lou pao wu (watever it is in english)' then when i heard the question i was like wth?!?! then i jus stared at the examiner in shock, then i asked a STUPID question (i also dunno y i said that, not thinking clearly). i said 'do u mean an event related to throwing clothes?" then after i said it, i felt so maluated cos WHAT A RUBBISH QUESTION then i said something else, forgot le, then she said no, and i think she wanted to laugh, then she repeated the dumb question. then my mind was still a total BLANK, cos seriously, i dunno wad kind of EVENT she wants me to say, like exhibition or suicide or wat?!?! and at that time, even none of these came into my mind, my mind was really a BLANK, then after a looooooooong pause i said molest cases and i blabbered on abt some rubbish, wad ppl go online n meet rapists etc...... then i think she knew that i was faking it (i mean, DUH, its so obvious that i dunno anything n i'm making it all up) she asked ok where is this happening? then i also dunno, so i was like uhh...uh... redhill. then she looked at me suspiciously and said ok. and the next question is talk abt an argument u had wif ur parents or other adults. i also couldnt think of anything ORIGINAL to say, so i jus bluffed that my parents dun allow me to go to a birthday party cos its sleepover and BLAH.......but thats such a lame and old story....its so common lor........sigh....the NICE examiner (young one) kept smiling while the ah ma jus remained stony and expressionless thruout!!! and i think the young one keep smiling cos she pitied me. then after i finished making a fool of myself, when i was leaving, then the ah ma asked me WHICH BUS TAKE TO TIONG BAHRU PLAZA!!!!!!!!! lol!!!!!! den i was already in a state of shock (due to my horrendous performance) then i said all the wrong directions then finally remembered the correct one and said " oh go redhill mrt and take 33". lol. sigh. i am so dead. SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh. goodbye to jcs.
ss mock tmr. I HAVE NO MOOD TO STUDY. ALL I THINK ABOUT IS THE SCENE AT THE HALL JUS NOW WHERE I MADE A FOOL OF MYSELF AND SCREWED THE WHOLE THING OUT AND HOW I CAN'T GET A1 FOR ENG ANYMORE.
wai
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
5:29 PM
# # # Thursday, August 12, 2004
!! i am so damn scared!!!! tomorrow is oral!!wad if i totally blank out. i will totally die. urgh. so far yesterday and the day before's topics sounds quite ok. but wad if tmr is damn hard?! or its damn easy but i blank out!! i will die! argh. sigh. but cannot practice wad. no use practicing. sigh. today me n sara jean borrowed this damn hilarious book frm the sch library called The Girls' Life. hahah. we saw it behind the counter n decided to borrow cos it looks lame and has those dumb quizzes. we were rite! and the answers for the quizzes r damn weird and funny. haha.heres smth funnie :):) all of us were laffing like mad.....
39 ways to gross out your date
1. guard your plate with fork and knife and act like you'll stab anyone who reaches for it, including the waiter. 2. collect salt shakers from all the tables in the restaurant, and balance them in a tower formation on your table. 3. wipe your nose on your date's sleeve. Twice. 4. Make faces at other patrons, and then sneer at their reactions. 5. Repeat every third word you say.....there's a lot more funny ones....here's a few of my faves. :)
17. Excuse yourself to use the restroom. Go to the hostess and ask for another table. Order another meal. When your date finally finds you, ask him, "What took you so long in the restroom?"
26. Order a baked potato as a side dish. When the waiter brings your food, hide the potato, wait a few minutes and ask the waiter for the potato you never got. When the waiter returns, have the first one back up on ur plate.
29. Bring 20 or so candles with you. During the meal, arrange them in a circle around the table. Chant.
31. Insist the waiter cut your food into tiny pieces.
35. Feed imaginary friends or dolls you brought with you.
36. Shoot hoops with shrimp into his water glass.
haha okay. enough. SO HILARIOUS RITE?! gosh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i can't imagine anyone actually DOING this. it'll be such a riot!!!! haha!! especially the one which u find another table and order another meal. but then, POOR guy. LOL. so hilarious =) okaay...i'm still damn scared for oral...sighhhhh
wai
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
8:21 PM
# # # Wednesday, August 11, 2004
ok...i;m SERIOUSLY getting fat
get down to your diet plan sam!
here goes:
1) STRICTLY NO FOOD besides lunch, breakfast, dinner and recess.
2) NO visits to Shell
3) NO icecream at icecream stands beside the busstops
4) EVERYTHING put into the mouth must be JUSTIFIED
i.e. "there's p.e. later, so its ok to eat now"
" this is lunch, if not i'll faint and everyone will go 'i told u so', so i better eat"
"this is mainly proteins..which i need to grow tall..so its fine to eat it"
n e.t.c. n e.t.c.
5) WALK from Shell. No more waiting for crummy 173 unless i;m taking from clementi (i mean..please..u dun expect me to walk from clementi home do u? i'll NEVER reach home!)
6) NO taking food from ppl during recess unless its healthy food..in other words, no sausages from zakiah animore
ok..now all i need to do is to print a LARGE version of this ..paste it on my file..n carry it out..btw..
ALL RULES REGARDING THE ABSTAINING OF FOOD EXCLUDES CHOCOLATES
(sorry..i need cocolate to survive..its my life n i;m going to make it my career)
ooh..n i miss oscar all over again
went home after staying for 4 daes..cos grandparents went to thailand
he acutally stayed up wif me when i studied until 2-3 am ...like..right beside me on the floor..sigh..pets r realli the best
aniwae good luck to express ppl tmr..U CAN DO IT ANN!
sam
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
8:28 PM
# # # Tuesday, August 10, 2004
mehnaz left
i din know i'd miss her so much
just now i dreamt tht i had a new partner
n tht i missed mehnaz so much i called ann crying n wanting to go to the airport
sigh
went to her house yesterdae
with ann and jingyang
forgot whether to take 333 or 334
n than 333 just left and 334 just arrived
n i was like" i think 334 is more probable"
n ann was like" aiyah! bus is here just take it!"
so we did
n than we were like" do u noe wat busstop not?"
n each of us just stared at each other
and than ann was like" its this one i think!"
n the bus just zoomed past it without stopping
so ann called zakiah and asked for her block number
n jy went to the busdriver and which busstop isit
n the busdriver said its the one we just passed
jy was like" we should go zakiah's house first than meet her n go to mehnaz house"
n ann was like" yeahyeah"
den after a while ann was like" i think forget abt zakiahs house..go str to mehnaz house"
than later jy is like" zakiah;s house is this wae right"
i tell u arh..i was CONFUSED
aniwae got off the next stop
n walked, like the bus driver told us, until u c a overhead bridge
so we did..its supposed to b 288...but we walked until 228..
den the woman we asked for directions gave us this BRILLIANT idea
y dun u call ur fren?
good idea..y din we think of it
so at this point in time..i still dunno whether we were headed for zakiah;s house or mehnaz house
cos when ever jy saed " go zakiah;s house" ann dun make comments at all
and den 5 mins later ann will sae" we r going mehnaz's house" ..jy dpsent sae anything either
den a few mins later..the whole thing starts again
u get the idea lah huh
i was so confused
so ann was like...we r alreadi in jurong west (OMG! R U TRYING TO TELL ME I WALKED FROM JURONG EAST TO JURONG WEST)
took cab on account mehnaz pays for our taxi fares
in the end i paid lah..cos jy had onli 50cents (dun ask me how she pays for her wife(ann)'s mahjong losses..ann just played mahjong the night b4 n demanded jy pays if she loses)..and ann onli has $10 to last her 3 daes (n she still went to esprit n bought a $70 skirt????????)
n i was too embarrassed to ask mehnaz for the fees
so went to the block
n ann met a female ghost on the first floor
and ann still has this fabulous idea" LET'S CLIMB UP THE STAIRS TO COMPLETE OUR EXERCISE REGIME!" BRILLIANT!
den we went up..(by LIFT) n annw as trying to persuade zakiah to come..
but noooooo..akiah claims she'lltake 1 hr to put on cologne, hair gel, and bathe
oh..n btw..gaya hu was supposed to come n meet us at 11 am at the mrt station was not awake until ann called her at 11.10 to wake her up
aniwae her mum was damn nice lah
made food for us..n gaya came..ate n left! heehee..no lah..just so happened she came when we were gong to eat
den after tht we went to disturb zakiah
she told ann she lived in the 14th floor
n ann beleived ..luckily jy n gaya noes where she lived (4TH FLOOR)or we'll b ringing the wrong door bell
so we went to her house..n wanted to scare her
but her doorbell was NOT working
so we called her n asked her to open the door
n she was RIGHT BEHIND THE DOOR REFUSING TO OPEN IT
i was like" zakiah..we r at ur door"
n she was like" i noe..i can hear"
DEN OPEN IT LAH!
so awniea we went back to the interchange
n jy was damn funni!
ann promised to pay jy's share of her taxi fare if she saes "happy national dae" to 5 strangers: 1 chiense,1 malay, 1 indian, 1 good looking female, 1 good looking male
den there was this chiense n indian
the indian was headed for another direction lah
den jy suddenly cut in front of him n went" HELLO! APPY NATIONAL DAE!'
HAHAHAHHA
the guyw as SO SHOCKED! he was like" ah! hi! happy naional dae"
hahaha
den at night..ndp
oh man..i MISS PARTICIPATING THAN!
me n yahui n waisze were msging each other throughout the parade to sae how much we missed those daes man
jj was cool
way cool
but remix of home is odd
den waisze asked me to ask the soldier behind if he knew fk lah
she was like" the worst tht can happen is tht he thinks u r siao n u r not going to c him again"
n i was like" i;m msging u throughput the parade n i wore this offensive "shovelinthe shit" tee to the parade..he prob ALREADI thinks i;m siao"
but i did lah
he shook his head n gave m dao look
hmph
but den jasmine asked him to take a photo for us n he used the cam the wrong wae
haha!
den during the soldiers salute.."senang diri!"
sioks oso went to stamp her foot
n ended up kicking the woman in front of her!
n the malay woman was whispering to her son" some one is kicking me behind"
haha!!
fire works DAMN nice
was in the last row in front of the fireworks!!!
sam
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
8:58 PM
# # # Monday, August 09, 2004
singapore idol totally rawx lah!!!!!!!! hahaha. so hilarious! the lemon tree guy is totally funnie. hahahaha. was laffing like crazy. and the crying girl and the slapping on the butt on also. all so funnie! ok sigh. before that was ndp. damn sad!!!!!!!!!!! i miss ndp 2002 so much!!!!!!!!!!! combined schs choir 2002 rox :D
wai
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
10:30 PM
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went for the energy auto session today. actually i dun really like energy already but since i promised jess so jus go. but haha quite fun larh. ah di and shu wei so shuai :):) but i got headache till now...always having headaches...sigh!! but shouldn't haf gone so early, even if we went late we will still be standing in the same place! but luckily wen hsin saw us, even tho we dun really noe each other but she so nice, asked me n jess to go in front wif her n her frienx! haha. so, lucky we went wif them, if not we would haf wasted the whole day cos the ppl behind din get to go up in the end. i am sooooooo tired now!!!!! can't wait for NDP and singapore idol later!!! haha, singapore idol will surely be hilarious! heehee. sigh, 2 years ago, we were at the kallang outdoor stadium preparing to perform! sigh. and i m confused abt something again..
wai
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
5:36 PM
# # # Sunday, August 08, 2004
nothing to do so i'm blogging...sigh...tmr is National day!!! SOB!!! i wish we can go back to 2 years ago's national day! i miss 2002 NDP combined schs choir so much!!! sobbiez............now so much hw...so sian...i dun wanna do!!!! :'(
wai
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
3:09 PM
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i dunno y i'm always feeling this way nowadays. sigh. yea i'm missing the good ol days of p6 AGAIN!! hahaz. haiz. i was reading my auto book and the letters we used to write to each other last time. so hilarious!!! and thot back of many memories. i also can't remember exactly everything. but sigh!!!!!!! i miss all of them so much. sigh sigh sigh. but even if we have a reunion now nothing will be the same. i want to go back on teachers day but also dun wanna go back cos things will be so awkward. i miss woan khi too! even tho now she's in rgs and stuff...but we used to be such gd frienx in p5...and of cos i miss my old p6 gang...haha...hopefully we can meet again on teachers day lah... and i din even graduated properly..din even attend the last 2 weeks of p6!!!!!!!!! so pissed n sad thinking abt it. n i also dunno wad happened in those 2 weeks. i missed out so much!!!!!!!!! grrrrrrrrrrrr. but obviously there's no use grumbling abt it here. lol. okay. I MISS PRI 6!!!!!!!! :'( recently found quite a lot of peihwa ppl on friendster n blog n stuff. but all not my class one. the smart ppl frm the smart classes. haha =) feel so inferior =x rgs ny tchs ri. sigh. its 2 something am now and i din do anything for the whole of sat except mope around and sleep!!!!!!!! oh, and sing fir songs to myself. hah. D I E.
wai
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
1:36 AM
# # # Saturday, August 07, 2004
ok..adding on to mylist of therapeutic stuff
7) comics...not jap comics orarchie comics lah..classic ones..peanuts..calvin n hobbes..cos the innocence and purity of it all gifs u a peace of mind..
oh yeah..oh shit..i forgot wat i wanted to post again...
oh!!! chem lab! i;m renaming it torture chambers of crescent
think abt it arh
1)cramped. unlike physics or bio lab
2)wet. very wet..i swear i'll get my hands on the class before us who enver cleans up..either tht or the cloths r too soaked thru to take in animore water. there r puddles all over the table lor!
3)fans r off, 20 bunsen burners on simultaneously
4) full of corrosive liquids
5) EVERYTHING is made of FRAGILE GLASS
ok..wed: hazard dae
Accident #1
shuyi..havent even started broke 1 test tube alreadi
sigh
Accident #2 & #3
ok..den my plastic cup overturned cos tht darned centre of gravity of misplaced..so the cup fell...thermometer fell..yup..thermometer broke..n when my thermometer broke..simultaneous crack could be heard from the next table...so its in within a split second..i broke my thermomether n wanhui or dunno hu fromthe table enxt to us..no. ithnk its gaya..broke her testube..
den i went to mrs chia..n mrs chia was like..wat! thermometer break! den she looked in the other bench's direction../"where!"
n the other bench was like..nono!! test tube broke here..thermoemter broke there!
n so she got the attendent to come n cleanup..
n this attendent just mopped it up
which is wrong cos mercury is SUPER TOXIC n she shld vacuum or use powder or sumthing.
and she din even clean up properly cos 5 mins after i assumed she went to get some stuff to clean it up, she din..so i had to go n tell hr tht theres still half a thermometer under the bench...n after she cleaned up for the 2nd time..there r STILL gladd shards on the floor..i swear arh...
Accident #4
so aniwae..stupid substance tht spilt on my seat made the wood turn black
soi went to mrs chia
n guess wat..there she was ...with ann
y?
cos dear old ann had conc acid on her arm
not like one teeny patch
quite a big area and its blistered
so there u haf it
4th accident of the dae
so aniwae i was telling mrs chia" theres still glass on the floor..yellow liquid on the floor..n...um..the chairs turned balck"
n she was like." WHAT!"
n i saed louder" THE CHAIRS TURNED BLACK"
n she was like" y??"
so i described lah..n she was like" whoa! u r describing tht like its the experiment! tht is not the practical leh!' heehee..she was so funni lor! she was hysterical!
but thanx to tht nice loud announcement i made..ppl were flocking to my bench to c the "infamous black chair" at 10 ppl per 5 mins
Accident #5
ok..last accident..not much lah.. i htink its another cracked test tube from the same bench where gaya broke the last test tube
so there u haf it
5 accidents
n none of them belonging to meiyi..queen of hazards (recap: somehting to do with the eye..the eyebrown..breaking of stuff) yeah...
oh..n ann was saying mrs chia was so nice to put cream n plaster for her
n i was like" um..mrs chia did it for me 2 tiems alreadi?
n she was like" ok..den i;m going to get my injured more often!"
hahaaa
sam
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
11:17 PM
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i',m having a headache now...sigh...y everytime after chem prac i will haf a headache? i dun want 2 sleep cos i am already so piggish but due to my headache i can't even concentrate on simle maths sums!! argh. damn annoying larh. today was sucky. chem prac was horrible. ONLY the titrations went fine. the rest is like shit. sigh.....i'm jus going to die for o levels....
aniwae while going to the chem lab i saw some choir juniors...i was thinking "WAH now choir so hardworking...feel so proud of choir..." and then during the experiements i heard some high voices singing cuckoo cuckoo...and i realised that its them singing 'when daisies pied'. sigh, looks like choir's improvement hasn't gone anywhere far...hahax...but at least they ran!
wai
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
2:49 PM
# # # Friday, August 06, 2004
ndp celebrations 2dae!!sobb!!!the songs brought back soooooo much fond memories...haiz....so sad..its the last yr in crez liao!!sob!!realized dat dis was the 1st yr i finally got to be wif my class....previous yrs all on stage singing..lalala..dis is home truely..sigh..tink if i hear dis song nxt yr i surely cry like hell...........sobz!!!!!!!!!
anw i tink dis yr was the BEST ndp i ever had...1st time feel so united as a class..haha..our whole class wore red n white socks!!!HIGH SOCKS!!!hahhaa....so funky...but i guess alot of pple tink we er xin but HU CARES.felt so united as a class 2dae..haha...1st thing wen reach sch was to go class n take the socks..n everyone was in a frenzy pulling up their socks..lol!wonder wat i'm gonna do wif them now..haha..everyone was so red n white!n of cos we got lots of stares...n bitching..bleahx...anw felt so high during the concert!was waving my flag frantically like nobody's business n jumping up n down!!haha!!but our attempt to tour the hall was stopped by miss malini..so tooo bad...oh jt n her was soo funnie..dey make a good match..haha!
after the concert went parade sq to take class foto..realli felt i belonged to dis class 2dae...but haiz...hope it doesnt die off...
*realli wanna watch the fireworks!*
gel
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
10:32 PM
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national day celebration...after that went out. watched the flying daggers. damn lame ending lah =x not really worth...but...zhang ziyi is damn chio...takeshi is damn shuai...haha. went cine, taka n heeren. saw koh huili at cine and she dun recognise me! and like quite dao. wateva lah. then saw grace heah at taka. she also dun recognise me i think! then saw li ann at heeren. at least she sort of remembers me larh! but nv saw any hope 6 ppl :'(. wanna go back on teachers' day!!!!!!!!! so exciting.
wai
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
9:20 PM
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ok..got so muhc to blog dunno where to start
first of all..list of therapeutic(howto spell??) stuff
1) CHOCOLATE!!!..if onli they din add stuff around the waist at such a high speed.but nevertheless...timeout..van houghten fruit n nut..van houghten chocolate covered raisins...cadbury..godiva..arhhh..word of advice though...time out mint is not nice
2) PETS. it gives u a peace of the mind..realli...
3) David lanz. realli serene-itating. yup!!! n then the moind realli drifts off to villages..oceans...rivers...waterfalls....deserts...european churches...:D
4) solitude. Let your mind wonder n wonder..think abt other locations...like beside a river in a temperate forest...tht glade sumting creek in virginia...bustling city in the morning when the sunrises above the network of highways...(london...ny...shanghai) ..a nice spanish or african or brazillion folkvillage...den wonder abt the times as well...victorian era...ancient chinese era...singa;ore pre independence era. i read abt meditation in readers digest or sumtning n i think this is it...apparently it reduces stres...i agree big time..onli prob sometimes ill wonder until i fall asleep
5) swimming. best way to drown your sorrows...imagine dunking them into the water..den immerse all energy into the strokes..it kinda helps too,.but the mind gets kinda bored
6) driving. ok..invr tried..btu i imagine it is..when i learn it..n i;m depressed or upset..i'll just go take a drive along cte at night to c the city lights..or take a drive along orchard...scotts road..or maybe shenton way..yup
ok..den for events from the rest of the week..i dun rmb much..here goes
tests over..like shit lah..i;m losing track...GET BACK ON TRACK SAM
den theres the mad man..realli went mad.." your exp will turn out like a piece of SHIT!" whoa..wats wrong man..n the next dae gave this 5 mins lecture abt "running arnd the schol on nov morning trying to borrow a set square or a curve rule" wats the prob!!!
oh yeah..n the dancing...i got this ULTRA short skirt from wanhui...oklah..length aside..its not bad..n the dancings kinda cool..though i think the whole star i s zakiah! she rox..she'll b my new idol man..carn wait for mr loh to c her performance.
oh yeha..n went to my sis concert yest..rgps is going strong i think..choir, drama club, band, ballet, chinese dance, ALL GOT GOLD FOR SYF...den read my sis school newsletter.like all the sports oso keep winning awards ..onli the uniform grps a bit quiet..but they do haf a much wider range of ccas den crescent..but the parentsreall8i SPOIL THEIR KIDS lor..oh man..the behaviour of some arh..saw one bring flowers for the child..i mean...please! was feeling stronly nostalgic..thought of my own fren in the band 4 yrs ago
den todae saw the juniors modern dance..was thinking of when ginny peiyi etc was dancing....sigh..time flies man..realli flies...den when they played the we will get there song..OH MAN!!! sec2 daes rocks to the core!
ohoh!! i rmb wat i wanted to blog abt alreadi!!! baboons!
but its mean..but than again! how much tiem we wasted tht dae thnx to her!
ok...thts it,..i refuse to wallow in misery though i think i;m going to...indulge in chocolate..yup!!
sam
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
1:22 PM
# # # Thursday, August 05, 2004
okay jus finished watching yesterday's ep of xi lin men. cried until my eyes all red. haha. JIA QI DIED. sigh. its so damn sad!! esp the part where they all tried to act normal to hide it frm the mother. sigh. damn sad larh. sigh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
anyway, i'm missing pri sch again. chatting wif jiayi now n she jus reminded me of some embarrassing things we used to do :'( like keep on singing the "wo men you zai yi qi" song behind him on the bus to annoy him. and like how she, laishan and roslyn used to throw my pencil case, water bottle, bag and books and watever onto reuben's seat and table so that he will have no choice but to touch my stuff and then we'll be shouting eeeeeee. =x wat kind of MEAN lah. haiz! and i din noe stanley tan is in acsi. gosh. i thot he was in tchs. okkaay at least he din get THAT bloody high for psle after all! yay. haha i damn mean lah. hahaha.
wai
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
5:31 PM
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i'm at sch comp lab now!!! haha lol. so bo liao. waiting to collect class tee later wif suiling. so bored. hehe. but the internet connection here super fast! too bad no one is online at this hour hehe. i feel so relieved today. phys and a maths test over! both so hard i think i going to fail all. SIGH. yays holidays r here!!!!!!!!!!! but sat still gotta go back for stupid chem prac :( today's chem prac was so hard lah, i dunno everything, and no time to finish also!! if exam like that how!?!? i wish i'm in sec 1 or sec 2 again. sighhhhhh. i'm always wishing that larh but wads the use!! okayy....haha i brot my photos when i was young that time...recently everyone starts bringing their childhood pics! hehe i look SO different eh. i also can't recognise myself! haha. last time cuter lah. now so ugly. ok i'm so bored so i'm crapping here.
wai
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
2:32 PM
# # # Wednesday, August 04, 2004
urgh wad kind of boring lah.........sch life so sianz........the only thing nice is talking n laughing during a maths lessons and in between lessons. lol. no one updates in the blog too! okay...aniwae... stella ng came yesterday...i helped jess to take photos and get her signature cos she couldnt go...i thot it would be quite maluating to go buy her album bu actually not, quite a lot of ppl also did that. hehe. went tuition after that wif a heache cos of that noisy 'forerunner' band during assembly. they r SO loud k!! and the skit so lame! lol. ok quite mean. after all, the sch has been trying to get them since FEB. *rolls my eyes* :P saw the 2 shuai RI person at the mrt station!!hehe i wanted to take photo using val's phone but she thot i was mad and anyway i wouldnt dare to do it in case they noticed! and after tuition, saw i wanted to take photo of the acsi but din dare also. hahaha. so despo. lol. byeeeeeeeee got phys and a maths test tmr!
wai
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
5:05 PM
# # # Sunday, August 01, 2004
hahha :D:D so happy. i added someone in friendster!!!!!!! :)
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
11:33 AM
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