Thursday, October 28, 2004
YES. all pracs OVER. watdya call tht..knees turn into jellies? butterflies in the stomach? aniwae basically my nerves r a WREAK when it comes to practicle. i feel LIBERATED. not oging to the piano and feeling pressured to play the same 2 songs until 19th nov, not touching bio prac again for the next 2 yrs if i can help it (they has us draw a PRAWN todsae. a PRAWN . can u beleive tht?) .
sigh
chinese now.
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
6:32 PM
# # # Monday, October 25, 2004
the whole world convinced me to go rjc lah huh
my parents convinced me now
everyone hu went to the open house's blogs convinced me
but wats the point? 9 points wun get me in
n appeal periods prob over
but now i do went to get in
like..prob badly
i more badly want to go to a jc and staty there for the full 2 yrs..
as in...i dun wanna go and change jc after the first 3 mths
and i;m scared
like erously scared
i dun want to go there and face everyone again
then there;ll b a parallel
parallel of those 2 yrs..
i dun want to face those problems again
its detreimental to ur mental health
i;m SEROIUS
to me it is
gosh.
please..solve my problems someone. SOMEONE!!!
aniwae anione tried eating genetically modification gone wrong grapes?
they r big and juiocy and supposedly seedless
but then suddenly.after eating a whole bowl of them..u find them there r stuff in them
den u realise tht there r actualyl seeds, but seeds tht r super small
n its supposed to b seedless
ok..so u can argue mayb it was labelled wrongly
but the thing is, the seeds r too small to label the seeded-grapes
so conclude: the genetic modification process went rong some where.
haha!
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
10:22 PM
# # # Sunday, October 24, 2004
celine rocks!! gosh..wat a nice time at cold storage..kind of sad..think abt it..its the last time we can prob go cold storage tgt. aniwae..had a nice time. thnx!
oh yeah..adding on to memories:
8) Cold storage:
cold storage with ginny, cold storage wif mei, cold storage with celine
sausages, meat ball, baskin robbins, CHOCS, sushi, macaroni and cheese, instant mashed potato-wait- thts at 7-11, food rations: chips, nachos...e.t.c
jelita, KAP, cold storage gourmet
den theres the stuff tht comes with cold storage
like venezia, macs, and 7-11
theres WH Smith upstairs
sigh
i dun wanna go to a jc
i dun want to rebuild frenships
i like my life as it is
new class, new friendships, rebuild reputations?
find another cca, which i;m sure if i;ll fit in, not sure if i'll excel in, not sure if i can find good cca frens...it sux
i dun want to restart
Will I:
1) Find someone hu can go cold storage wif me ever so often
2) Find ppl i can joke ard with, sing xmas songs with
3) Find ppl i can call at any time to cry or just express my sorrows
4) Find ppl whu i can raid their entire archie colelction, dun return, n they just plainly forget abt it
5) Find ppl i can go home with, along the same route, stop by at regular stopovers just toindulge in detressing agents(i.e. chocs and icecream)
6) Find ppl hu i can shoot rubber bands at without fear of retaliation
7) Find ppl hu, more importantly then above, can shoot rubber bands, indulge in childish
games with me, put up with MY childishness and accomodate me, even when they r on the losing end
8) Find people who have such a close affinity with, who i'd never spent more enjoyabl times together
9) Find people who never minded my childishness
10) Find people who will sms me in the death of the night
11) Find people who will do ppt for me when its 3 mths since i havent fulfilled my part of the deal. (I will do it ok! i swear on my grave. i will!!)
12) Find ppl who were great frens and made my time in choir so enjoyable
13) FInd people whu nvr minded my egoism, self-center-ness
identify urselves ppl....if u noe hu u r..thts for the great time u given me in the 4 yrs. (p.s. some sttements refer to more than 1 person)
not easy to gain.
sigh
Memories Part 2:
3C2
1) Temp BLock
Temp block on the first floor is a different thing. I recall those recess spent in class, gong to buy kachang putih *nudges huimin*, first time i snitched bread and where the habit grew *nudges huimin again* , sacrificing recess to give out maths hw, sneeking out to buy food in the middel of lessons, sigh..freezing in sub-zerotemps (fine..not to THT extent)..borrowing windbreakers all over the place
2) AVT and some teachers
dunno lah..it just plays a part
3) Some stuff
nothing to do wif me lah..but i can realli rmb the processes real clearly..n it realli was..i dunno..aformed a memory>?
4) Some emotions
god..come to think of it..its SO embarrassing. but it sorta formed an impression too. i hope huever noes dun spread it. ppl will start avoiding me like the plague.
oh,..come to think of it..sec 3 is uneventful. wateva lah. it was a time for forging new frenships? yeah..tht certainly did formed a mighty big impression.
sam
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
4:32 PM
# # # Friday, October 22, 2004
hu the hell is tht lah
i din even start this thing n i NVR saed i was too good for anithing please
i NVR saed njc was lousy ANIWHERE in this tag board
n i dun deny tht i alwaes thought njc is below rjc and hc
aniwae statistics back this up
n if u wanna drag stuff up from mths ago go ahead..
but i'll tell u tht njc is below rjc and hc and if i ever saed nj was lousy mths ago..this is wat i meant
stop fighting for jcs here
cos i dun gif a DAMN wat jc i go to
the point is tht i din even start this whole thing
n no one here started off intending to agitate others
so just like forget it?
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
1:15 AM
# # # Thursday, October 21, 2004
ok..i dunno wats wrong wif some ppl..i mean! read fanfiction.net in les miserables..they PAIR UP THENARDIER AND ENJOLRAS!!! JEAN VALJEAN AND JAVERT!! CRAZEE!!
ok..for all of u hu dun read les miserable..heres a summary:
jean valjean is the protagonist
he once stole a loaf of bread to save his family cos they were starving
well..so he went to jail
5 yrs for stealing a loaf of bread
but they made him serve 19 yrs cos he tried to escape
aniwae he broke his parole (meaning..well..tht he was like released on bail but he broke bail)
so he ran away
well..he wasnt bad to begin with
so he begun life anew..and made a fortuen
and he became a good and pious man
but the thing is..this police officer..javert..is hardened and sticks to the law like chewing gum sticks to ur shoe..like cement sticks u to the floor?
aniwae he dosent believe a man can turn good
he onli noes tht a man shld b fully punished for his crime
so obviously his lifelong aim is to hunt down vlajean and put the poor old man in jail
DEN HERE COMES SOME FAN FIC LUNIATIC AND MAKE THEM GAY LOVERS
GAY LOVERS!! in 17TH CENTURY FRANCE???
ok..ok..heres another pairing
mdm thenardier is the limit..fat..ugly..sly..cunning..rough..uncouth..everything yeah..shes those sort of prostitute like woman..but shes not lah.n she thrives on cheating ppl
den here comes enjolras..his young..DASHING ( and i mean DASHING! i fell in love wif the book;s description of him and the man hu acted him in one act of les mis..the one in royal alberts hall..but then..thts beside the point)..ok..so his young dashing..hot blooded..i mean..his a revolutionary student leader lah..so his like..SHUAI!
n THEY MAKE THEM LOVERS!1 LOVERS???!!!
URGH!!
haha..kk..forget it..it gives me entertainemtn. todae cehm prac. URGH forget it lah. YUCKS
oh yeha..anione hu noes korean..PLEASE PLEASE TRANSLATE FOR ME IN DREAMS AND ALWAES BLUE BY LENA PARK!!
omg...theres this music video..its SO SAD!!! gosh..istill carn get over the fact the fal died. write memories part2 another dae
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
3:30 PM
# # # Tuesday, October 19, 2004
#%^%*&(
*@#$^(*&
WHAT THE!
NEIGBBOUR DOING BLOODY DRILLING!
AND DRILL AND DRILL AND DRILL
ITS IRRITATING! I JUST WASTED 2 HRS!
CANT GET ANITHING IN!
THERE IT GOES AGAIN
STOP IT!
STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT!
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
3:16 PM
# # # Monday, October 18, 2004
ok..i forgot to blog abt this..this i HAVE to blog
went to the doc yest
doc: wat do u haf
me: sore throat
doc: *takes flash light and stick and starts poking ard my mouth*
now..i SWEAR i din sae a THING. NOT A THING.
doc: *took out stick and flash light frm my mouth* sigh. how many hours do u sleep a night?
me: *sheepish* gosh. reri little
doc: y?
meL: studying
doc: *a lot of advice*
mum: * i told u so look*
doc: so when's ur exam? practical next week isit?
GOD . i tell u this man is some fortune teller! he knows everything even b4 i tell him! n i dun thnk he has a daughter my age ok..
me: yeah!
him: wat isit> chemistry?
me: yeah! *eyes widen*
him: luckily ur nose aint blocked..or u carn smell
me: chem so smellt no matter how blocked oso can smell
so here r the doc's orders:
Nothing cold, sour, spicy, oily, fried e.t.c.
in order words, nothing but water lah
me: how about ice water? *glimmer of hope in eye*
him: can! (i smild) just cough more. (smile dissappeared)
sigh
sam
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
8:54 PM
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ok..now for farewell assembly..don't believe i typed the whole thing and the darn com has the GUTS to wipe out everything. HMPH.
i'll begin
fri started quite normally. i was late. counciller booked me. wanted to laugh can! sec4 liao..not like they can bring my demerits to next yr! haha! so nvm lah..end my yr wif a BANG. the whole of 4 yrs i nvr had demerits..den this mth i got booked twice! hehe..
so aniwae went to class n took pics..took ann and jy;s wedding wif 2 bears! haha!! movie clip wif huimin in her cam! so funni lah..den did steph's autograph..drew 5 historical figures and asked her to guess (sioks: u CAN draw meh? *hmph*) fine lah..steph got like 0 upon5..but denise got 3/5! see! its a boost to my artistic skills! so everyone was snapping all over the place..stupid me..fell asleep the night b4 n forgot to bring my cam..FINE. i want the rgps photo and the coir photo! hu has it..please gif it to me..thnx..
farewell assemnbly..gawd it was SAD. ok..i was sad..REALLI I WAS! just not sad enuf to cry. did felt like crying when they showed zakiah's and liesel;'s presentation. gosh..first..i hafta sae zakiah has a ear for music..cos i just shoved her a whole cd when she asked for piano background music. planned to recommned the rather popular and fitting song to her..but din in the end..den SHE CHOSE THT SONG! wow. good choice..i hafta sae
so den the show came..god..it was SAD. teachers dae dance..den mehnaz...its like..these are phsaes in my life..n each phase..each experience..comes wif a different emotion attached..a different feeling for every memory..n each memory makes u feel sad..realli it does..so i;'ve decided to start a series..down memory lane..until i carn stand it animore n decide to stop typing.
Oh yeah..memorable parts of tht dae
1) me and steph..i was holding the wrapper for the maths worksheets..steph was holding a ball of paper to throw away..both pf us coincidently happened to b stadning outside the hall hear the railings, looking for somewhere to throw our rubbish. den in unison, we looked down over the railings, den at each other
steph: should we?
me: why not? last dae. end it wif a BANG.
steph: ok.
there it goes. the rubbish we threw it over the railings.
^5! yay! killer litter! haha!
2) me n mei. i was putting her phone back into a piece. she was talking on my phone. along the corridors..den we turned..n here came ms lee *gasp*
me: eyes widen
mei: so sam...r u gong for tuition or not *on the phone*
me: god. good afternoon?
ms lee: good afternoon *smiles* (went ahead)
me: eyes widen. wow.
ms lee: (turns back) dun do it so blatently next time lah! at least try to hide it!
haha!
so aniwae..here goes:
Memories Part 1
Memories in Sec 4C2
1) Temp block
Gosh. I miss the temp block. I recall going to the smelly toilet to change, or changing under the teacher's table. Haha! The aircon..me sitting in front of the aircon, constantly shivering cos i lost my windbreaker and am constantly adjusting the temp on the aircon.
I recall slamming the doors..i like the feeling. den i recall jy and ann chasing each other thru the doors..or geraldine tricia e.t.c. locking cheryl out! haha!
2) Wedding project
I missed tht! it was what put jy and ann as a real couple! den mei looked so SHUAI! and wenqing was kinda toot! haha!! n it was one of the most e
mbasrrasssing moments in my life! i recall runnig out of the classroom pushing 3rd oarty out den collapsing on the floor laughing wif her outside. oh gosh
3)Housing project
yikes..dashing thru queenstown like some mad fellow. i rmb us watcing spoilt children playing rowdily in ikea..and ann taking pics of furniture iwf her SUER BRIGHT camera tht attracted people in similarly BRIGHT yellow shirs (i.e. if u r too slow, ikea stuff), coming to her and tell her not to take photos. den i recall hiding in hooks and nooks and corners taking pics of places when no one is watching. den we sorta lost our wae to queenstown lib, n mei hurling her wallet at the gate when it was CLOSED. well. haha! den i rmb rushing thru the sSIms to get the whole project done. sigh.
4)Mehnaz
gosh..mehnaz is a whole incident..first it was nutting..den after she left i fondly rmb and msis the times i spent calling her, visiting her, trying to get her toschool. i sorta miss those daes..after she left i was like..gosh..its realli over..our efforts ended like tht..
oh yeha..there was the incident we triefd to go n visit mehnaz house..n we carn find our wae..den ann dared jy to sae "happy national dae" to 5 ppl n she'll pay for her taxi fare! haha!!
the indian was SO SHOCKED!
5) Folk dancing
Realli miss thos times wif sioks in the mpr..dancing the folk dances. gosh. with ann and jy too!
(i) In the virginia dance, ann fell and sprained her ankle..in the hall..i stil lrecall..siks went" go ann! *mutter: most disgusgint couple of the year*" n *crash* ann fell!!
(ii)den theeres the hammersmisth. our starhold bacame stone hold. can NEVER GET IT RIGHT! gosh..we shld haf done it on fri n took a pic of it!!!!
6)Greased lightning
HU CAN FORGet! dancing in denise house, dancing in mpr, dancing in tht small cramped corner, dancing on the slope, dancing in calss until 4+ in the afternoon...god. n the rafe reviews after tht. the whole school loved it!
7) Certain mistakes
yeah..some mistakes made carn b reversed..its haunting me till now..feel kinda foolish..sad..e
mbarrassed..n there r effects i feel..no matter wat
ok..thts sec4..another dae do sec3.
it was like..yest i first came..making frens wif ppl..stting wif sarah..pbl wif aspri..ace programme, campfire, den suddenly..POOF..autographs are flying all over the place..n b4 u noe it..the end is here..
toking abt autographs..sheesh..tried making periodic tables..but each element takes up 10 brain cells..i dun haf too many to spare..its a TORTURE making 3 different sets of them! n i dun haf the creativity of steph to come up wif like 75% of them within one single surce based lecture..
so..i still owe ppl autographs n i face a creativity drain. sigh.
sam
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
3:27 PM
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ok..this is to mehnaz..typed out this entire email to her.den they tell me her email is no longer in use..try not to read it ppl..i;m going to msg her to ask her to come here n read..i;m definitely NOT going to msg the WHOLE email to her. thnx
hey mehnaz..i dunno if u;d ever read this..if u dun reply within a week i'll sms u den. this is sam..ur desk partner in acse u forgotten.btw..lemme make a disclaimer..no..i was NOT put up by mrs tan to send u an email..totally out of my own accord :D. how r u doing back home> hope u r feeling loads better. anywae..school has just ended..farewell assembly on fri..dun think we had forgotten u..none of us had..for farewell assembly zakiah made a movie..included images of our class..class outing n so on..alot of us cried..i din..hehe..but i admit i felt real sad..
saw images of u..in the sentosa outing..gosh..i felt darn sad u r not there to enjoy it and end ur crescent daes as a class wif u...tht dae..eveyrone was taking pics with their desk partners..n i was like" hey..i havent taken wif mine.." den i realised..gosh..u werent ard..i noe we werent as close as we were..but when u left..i was feeling kinda lost..like" gosh..it realli ended." as in..all those conjoling..collecting hw for u .it was kinda like a phase or an experience..yeah..
on a happier note..prelims had ended wif our class doing kinda well..i mean..the whole level on a whole did well lah..papers wernet tht hard..they did moderation..added 5% of our midyear score into our marks..as in as a bonus..quite good..sigh..i wasnt sad enuf to cry during farewell but as i type this i realli feel like crying now..u rmb the wedding? the house project? hehe..zakiah put ann;s ad jy;s edding sorta like a feature of the whole presentation..haha..those 2 r people i'll realli realli miss man..the best of my secondary school yrs..btw..here's my blog add:
www.stupid-freaks.blogspot.com
read it or other people's blog i linked to if u wanna noe real developments in crescent..Os coming up real soon..prac is this thurs..real papers start on nov1st. jasmine, huimoin, geraldine, cheryl hoy's blogs all haf detailed descriptions of farewell assembly. for mine..hehe..i did type it ..but darn com erased it b4 i published it *muttermutter*
so aniwae..wish u all the best there..havent heard from u in a while..btw..we were all waiting for u to email us when u sent tht sms tht time! but u din *sob* ..aniwae..SMILE ALWAYS! leave a msg on my tag yeah
love from,
sam
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
3:23 PM
# # # Thursday, October 07, 2004
YES! *pumps fist* I CAN WATCH SESAME STREET LIVE LIAO!!!
get this a mth ago
me: i wanna watch sesame street live!
mei: please! r u nuts?
2 weeks ago
me: i wanna watch sesame street live!
steph& denise: with hu?
me: i dunno..get my cousins n pretend to b bringing them mayb?
denise n steph: later u enjoy it more than them arh! *burst into peels of laughter*
todae
me: i wanna watch sesame street live!
geraldine: ME TOO!! LET'S GO WATCH TGT!
oh yay man! i found someone!!! YES YES YES!!! findingppl to watch wif us. ani volunteers?
aniwae i;m seriously intimidated by alevel music
another dae den sae
sam
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
9:58 PM
# # # Tuesday, October 05, 2004
sincerely wish waisze's com will start WORKING AGAIN!!
as in..so tht she can blog and email
cos the blog now is onli me
n me n me n me
n its BORING
waisze can blog like...2-3 times a dae sometimes
aniwae..nice lunch todae
THNX MEI
treated me to this mashed potatoe from a dispenser
n macoroni and cheese!!!
n of course lah..i his sort of fail home ec one..haiz..shat sae abt it
aniwae..nice nice
oh yeah..shall sae abt it
on fri..when i when to c mama mia!, i was indebted to ANN! cos ANN! lent me her jacket n it wasfreezing n i was ill. so thnx ANN!.
den on sat, kaisin played with wenqing n wenqing went: eh..u remind me of ANN! leh!"
den i was thinking: ehz..ANN!? den suddenly i realised ANN! was not here, therefore no noise, n i kinda missed her
ok..thts all annwasnted me to admit. n I DID ALRIGHT!
aniwae..back to sat bbq..omg..tok abt funni
apparantly..do u all rmb brainpop dotcom? now they removed the stupid noise liao lah
but last time..there was this irritating noise when u enter it..like
chikaniao chiakaniao chiakanio pop pop pop pop POP!
n sioks does a PERFECT imitation
so it irritates mei to death lah
den so sioks did tht for the first time in 2 yrs again
n mei was throwing marsh mellows
den sioks gathered us near
after we got mei away from the marshmellows
" when i go ckn ckn.."
"whats ckn?"
chikaniao
"oh"
den when i go pop pop pop pop POP mei is readi to kill lor!
hehehe..
my sis read a few lines of feng shui detective behind my back
N HSE WENT HYSTERICAL!!
haha..aircon droped out of the winow
HILARIOUS.
heh..kk
gongoff.
sam
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
7:02 PM
# # # Sunday, October 03, 2004
Let me tell you a story
Once upon a time
there lived a happy bachelor called mr Throat
He realised that he realli serves no function without anithing
so he married Ms Voice-Box
who became mrs throat
there u have it. ONe nice throaty family
Den one dae, 15 years after marriage, their nice family home was invaded by green aliens.
Of course this is not the onli time
U noe when u haf sorethroats? this is what happens
so they patiently waited for the white army to appear to finish them off
which they did..they finished most of the green aliens leaving onli a few that dun cause much harm
den the impossible happened
mr thorat made out with the enemy
so mrs throat refuses to play wif him again
thts y the voice box dun work and i haf no voice although i dun feel much pain
-The End-
sam
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
4:13 PM
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i;m dying
my nose is not onli stuck, its NOT runny. meaning that everything is STUCK in it. and cannot blow it out. and it feels dry
what contridictions
den the mr throat is not doing well either. god knows why, but its self inflicting hurt. ok lah..mayb it was the product of 6-daes-in-a-row-macs and alot of heaty food during tht period.
bleagh
den muscle in my right arm is hurting like anithing.
yest played badminton. it was NOT vigerous. furthermore i;m such a lousy player. can hit into ppl's house one lor. but the thing is, its the first time i exercised in 5 months. tht dae did the exercise bicycle, NOT EVEN 1 M the legs felt like jelly alreadi. bleagh. can u tell how unhealthy i am?
i realli wanna do some seroius swimming. pity the sky;s abit like the shade of my hair.
oh yeah. i;m moody too. i carn b bothered lah. i seriously dun think anithings wrong wif me.
lots of exciting things happeed though
start from fri
Friday
MAMA MIA!!!
omg. it rocked lah k.
went str from school.
oh god. how embarrassing. shan't say anithing. why was the hall so enclosed and so echoe-y.
den in mrt station, bleagh, dunno how to use the top-up-ezlink card machine.
n no. its NOT my first time alright!
den flashed the ezlink card in the SCREEN. for gods sake. as if its my first time.
aniwae..dad was not too happy i insisted on wearing tht pair of broken shoes. suppose its not a good idea to tell him tht there were almost 30 signatures on the shoes as well.
oh yeah
i made history todae.
HISTORY
why?
cos
cos
cos
cos
cos
cos
cos
...i...had..QUALITY CHICKEN RICE for the first time in a few months.
and when i say quality chicken rice i don;'t mean the school one. its definitely lower than avg.
of cirse the best is the 5 star chicken alon cheong chin nam road lah, but had to do with just slightly better than avg chicken. whatever, it was GREAT.
cocktail. oh man..they GAVE CD!! yay yay yay. blaring it in myears now. mama mia.
they danced damn well!! den had the urge to dance lgreased lightning. ALL the guys haf washboard abs! n the gal is chio. tis musical is iff alright. its a guitar and keyboard band rather than an orchestra. n they dance so well!~ reaaaalliii pro! RERI COOl!!!grease lightning sort..but like..LOADS BETTER THAN US LAH! wanna dance like tht!
den the last part..oh my god..they din even haf to ask ppl tostand up to dance..a few stood up n began dancing liao (of course i suspeted they r ang mohs lah)
den when they finally did request for ppl to dance, THE WHOLE STALL AND FOYER STOOD UP!! ALL THE EXECUTIVES AND CEOS IN THEIR TIES AND JACKETS!!
9of course my dad said if the first row stands up the back haf to stand cos they carn c. whaha)
but yeah..u get the idea.
woo hoo. mama mia!
den after the thingy (inside no reception lah)
walked out and suddenly, my dad and alot of ppl received smses
read over my dad's shouder"beverly and jesse out"
den i looked downstairs and eavesdropeed" mumble mumble..jesse..jmumble mumble"
n ilooked to theside eveyrone was looking to their hp wif interest. uget the idea lah huh. yup =)
Saturday
yay. word of the dae: carcinogenic 9cancer causing)
excuse of the day: all wenqing's fault. she din call. she had to meet nisa. she was late. she din care abt us. whahaha!!!
so after chem prac went for lunch, den went to je
wq had to meet nisa. waited for long looongggg time. spate of sms-ses involving hostages and execution and arsonism.
je library, den went to meet the rest of the ppl, den went to anchorage.
meiyi n ginny *shakes head* cannot make it
to,d gost stories i just DIN have the guts to hear.
not bad
oh yeah
another history making dae: i solely cooked my first successful bbq food. satay
no one had faith in it lor!
they were like: eeks..raw meat look so disgusting, the fire is not all tht well..n onli i had the faith and confidence in the potential of satay!
not onli did it turn out cooked, it turned out NICE
whaha! okok..ego. aniwae, wth.carn eat so much cos the mr throat is awful. i bet mrs throat was beating it up for having an affair with the diaphragm. oh..hafta go for lunch.
come back later
sam
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
1:04 PM
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