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*splat*

I'll have a blue Christmas
without you;
I'll be so blue thinking about you.
Decorations of red
on a green Christmas tree
Won't mean a thing if
you're not here with me


I'll have a blue Christmas, that's certain;
And when that blue heartache starts hurting,
You'll be doing all right
with your Christmas of white,
but I'll have a blue, blue Christmas.

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Monday, February 28, 2005

ok, i'm supposed to meet huimin and ann in an hour's time and i;m still in pjs. =P mei;'s online. i somehow miss meeting her at clementi den going to on to meet the rest of the peepz TOGETHER abt half an hour late. it nvr fails with the 2 of us. =) tht;s nostalgia. And the fact tht il;n chatting with her now makes it realli feel real. cos if she was realli realli here in sg now, we WOULD probably b toking over the phone or smsing each other 1 hr b4 our meeting telling each ohter
:I'LL B LATE WHERE ARE U NOW?
"oh, o;m still at home, in my pjs, watching tv. i'll b late too. we'll meet at 9.45 isntead of 9.30?
"yeah, sure, no prob, i just woke up and havent even ate breakkie, the other ppl are gg to kill us yeah
'yeah..it happens everyweak..u noe something..watever lah..we meet at 10 instead..i think ths tv shopw is going to end late
"yeh! good! cos i was about to send t he same request."

some thing like tht. IF she was realli here in sg now i would b meeting her in about half an hours time, this would b the conversation thts going on. *sob* she feels so near, and to put it in a reri cliche wae, so far. Wanted to wake up at 5 toi catch her online cos she promised to b on at 4 pm ny time, but bleagh..not for someone hu sleeps at 4 am

Os results coming out in 4 hours time. Just something tht popped into my mind: tht it marks the official end of my partnership with wenqing *sob* so i sat infront of her for all the exams, (i;m register 35, she;s 34. ) so we'll count, 2 cmmon tests a yr, 4 midyrs, 4 finals, and 1 Os, thts like, 15 times. and count the number of subjects. erh..sae on the avg of 9 subjects per exam, its like 145 times!!! 145 times we shook each other;'s hand, wished each other good luck and so on. And as if by some strange twist fate, I somehow alweas sit in front of her during lessons too!!. Olvls signifies the end of alot of stuff!!. It like, a judge of how well i utilized my 4 yrs at crez, e.t.c.e.t.c. the Olvls resutls i mean.

Something ekse, i haf to finsih my tribute!!! (even though i;m damn late alreadi) cos if not at the end of tonight i'll eaither (a) cry writing it or (b) be not in the mood to write it. and when i;m depressed i realli relali type without thikning (e.g. look at mu previous posts) and live to regret yping and toking crap.

so here:
So perhaps I don't seem as grateful as everyone else in the class comm, as in to blog such lengthy entries. I'm sorry k, that's cos I'm still caught up in my nostalgia with 4C2, actually more specifically Mei, Ann, Ginny, e.t.c. BUt seriously, you all have been the best thing that happened to me in RJC. I'm sooo GLAD that I hung out with Chinnie that day at ovena Square, and that I found such a GREAT companion for de-stressing and releiving myself. CHinnie!! You're great to do lots of things with ok! And Keting is great for doing wu liao stuff with =P ok, not wu liao stuff. I'll never forget the weekend conversations over CNY. =)And the climbing sairs one by one. Hehe=P And lots and lots of things!!! And thanks Darren, first of all for being a great CT rep. IF you had been like my friend's class CT Rep, who is generally passive, and did not initiate those stuff, I think even the class comm would not even have been bonded. And its the class comm tht really make me enjoy myself in RJC. Yup =) Thanks alot people, for cheering me up when I was depressed, i mean it!!!And thanks for overlooking my shortcomings (bleagh, I can eally get ego at times) and e.t.c. and e.t.c.(My backspace key is wearing out)

One question though: some of the most passive classes have class outings where hlf the class CTAULLY TURN UP. i wonder why. when they;re realli not even bonded. hmm..

and now to rush for my meeting with ann and huimin. Mei wun b here to help me take the blame
i.e. " Y RE U ALL SO LATE"
"*inoncent look* It was mei!! it was mei!!!"
=P need to rush!!

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

9:51 AM

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Sunday, February 27, 2005

Today's Blogging Agenda
1) Dinner table transcript
2) Tribute to 1S03H
3) Reflections

kk=) 1) Dinner table transcript. my parents were damn funnI!!
mum wa lying to me throughout the weekend telling me how she took leave and she wants to b there with me on mon..:s..it was a trick!! argh!! haha!!(interruption: how come all the blogs now seem to b having nice music!! shld start putting "let there b peace on earth" =))) So anyway, my parents were damn cute throughout dinner:
MUm: Actually, those ppl hu dun do well for Olvls do well for alvls, cos they study hard, while those hu do well for o lvls dun do well for alvls, cos they get complacent..like *raises eyeborws*

*me and sis head wheels to her left*

me: u din do well? *addressed dad* how many As did uget for alvl?
Dad: -gapes-..*sheepsh smile* carn tell u
me: HOw abt u *addressed my mum*
mum: 2 As and one b. ur father..2 bs and a c lah
dad: if i got no As how do i tutor u in maths and physics?!! tell u wat, u just haf to beat my Olvls record tmr.
me: how much did uget?
dad: 6 a1s and 2 a2s. 7 points
mum: HAH! I HAD 9 POINTS
me: ?? do u think i;m stupid? the lower the score the better
mum: nono..i had 9 points for all my subjects
dad: I HAD 8 POINTS FOR 6 SUbJECTS
mum: I HAD 9 POINTS FOR 7 SUBjECST!!
dad: i;m better!!
mum: no! i;m better! u;re from RI with all the premier teachers..i had all those neighbourhood teachers from the neighbourhood schools!
dad: samantha!! bring all the records down from the 3rd floor!! we'll see hu did better
me: *amused*
mum: i was even shortlisted for *blah blah blah* scholarship!!
dad:hah!! shortlisted onli!! i got in!! go check my records..still haf the "We're proud to inform u u got into the provincial blah blah blah.."
mum: provincial onli! u think i;m stupid or wat
dad: its all provincial onli!1 even the PAE is provincial what!!!...

=P they were trying to cheer me up =)

2) Tribute to 1S03H
kk, time for a nice, full, CORRECTLY TYPED AND SPELLED AND PUNCTUATED entry to my wonderful class and class comm *beams*

Just to say a word of fanks (this is MEANT to be spelt that way) people. Fanks for the wonderful 2 months, the laughter, the joy, everything.

[incomplete. distracted. continue another time =) here;s some entertainment for u keting!)

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

7:34 PM

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Saturday, February 26, 2005

Rules of the Thumb (Sam's thumb tht is)
1) Don;t let urself get slighted
2) Dun surrender
3) Dun doubt. think of previous examples

thing is..easier saed then done. bleagh.

Actually i;,mNOT scared of mondae. BUt the fact tht i;m not scared and everyone else is is making me scared. do i make sense?

Fingers hurt!!! the skin is tearing!! carn type or play piano =( haha!! aniwae i HOPE i;m getting the hang of zhong ruan. i;m geeting a tad more interested in it alreadi!! realli!! and the 2 china scholars are damn nice =)

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

1:53 PM

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Friday, February 25, 2005

Ok, stuff i wanted to blog since yesterdae:
1) Ofelia is sooo smart she;s so cute ok! Its like, she hasn;t touched ONE tutorial yet. NOT at all. And then Chinnie is scratching and pulling her hair out over chem tutorial, and she goes: wat has no unpaired electrons?? and obviously none of us noe (i.e. darren or me i.e. everyone at the table excepyt ofelia) cos we dunno wat she;s toking abt since we dun haf thefull qns. So darren takes the paper..scratches his head..and come sout with a few hesitant answers..wait..transcrpt goes something like this
Chinnie: *saes qns*
*brings qns over to darren*
isit 10?
Darren: its not 10! cos its electrons here, and electrons there, and so theres electrons here, and thus its 6
Chinnie: But its like...electrons here and electrons there..so its 10!
Ofelia *pipes up*:its 7 lah
-ignored-
Darren: u see..theres electrons here..so its the element there
Ofelia; i tell u its 7 its nitrogen
Darren: its not nitrogen! its the element after nitrogen watever it is*turns attn to chinnie and qns paper* see, its here and there, thus theres atoms there too, with electronic repulsion and electrsotatic atractions and thus, 6.
Chinnie: but u see..electrons here and there and thus, here and thus, 10~!
Darren: NO! wait..electrons there too...
Chinnie: yeah yeah! and so mor electrons here..and thus electronic configuration is..
Darren: 7 lah! nitrogen!
Chinnie: yeah! nitrogen
-both stare at ofelia-
Chinnie: How does she noe!! she din even see the qns, touch her tutorial, or listen during lectures???

=P!!

2) i;'m totally playing a game of bluff. 'nuff said. except tht i feel slighted too. mei sent me an email. YAY. dreamt night b4 tht she came back and i was pleasantly surprised, and brought her to crash rj which was having a fun fair. And for the first time, i din even in the least bit suspect it was a dream. i slept thru it and woke up thinking it was real. and when the first shrapnel of reality hit, the entire shell broke. just like tht. anywae good for ann, jy is back. something to neutralize the loss from all the good byes in the hols. its like..they have nvr been settled. as in..like..even discords do settle after a while..u noe? yeah

3) the sky was damn nice today. yeah!! another entry abt skies. made my wae home after a nice dinner with class comm + ofelia. and todae;s sky along eng kong rd was a nice deep greyish blue..slightly cyan. the moon was damn round and clear, the rich yellow colour was sharp..uh..resolute? i dunno how to sae!! like the moon i see above Sarangoon central from my grandma;s house on the 8th floor in serangoon ave 2 where i spent my childhood. den i actualyl see STARS todae. and behind the houses, i realise its not so much a yellow glow as a redish glow. sriosuly wonder where does the glow come from..uts like..deep cyan sky, and a reddish glow lights it up from where u carn see..i.e. behind the houses. reminds me of winter cities...ard 6-8 am? when by right, its supposed to b bright, but since its winter the skies are dark, so it results in some half lit dim sky colour. and when u look down from watever apartment u;re living in, its ALREADY busy and bustling. even though its dark. yeah. bleagh..i dun make sense

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

9:56 PM

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Wednesday, February 23, 2005

FINE.
Since there;s realli nothing to update in my blog, shall tok abt soemthing totally mundane and normal and boring.
just came back from walking with my beloved (bleagh, oscar lah. )
and its a nice cloudy night, and not to mention thw 15th.
so i do wat i alwaes do when i;m walking along eng kong road: look at the sky. whew. NICE.
whu saed the night had dark sky. its not inky black as described. its PRUSSIAN BLUE. as in..a realli realli nice shade of BLUE. (poor old misunderstodd sky) and den as i look forward into the horizon..wow..theres something tht lights the sky from below..cos i see a nice yellow glow merging into the prussian blue. the intensity dims as it reaches upwards. and then, of course, u carn tok abt the sky on the 15th wuthout mentioning the nice full moon can u?today was damn cloudy..so the moon was hidden behind layers of cloud, emmiting a nice pale yellow glow..full of poetic atmosphere.

So was thinking: wow..i sure do get nice skies here
which led to the though of a x;as song: hark the haroldangels sing
it goes: .."joyful all ye nations rise, join the anthems of the skies.."
and when i first saw the lyrics..i read skies as "skees"..yteah..as in tht sport..the skiing sport.
hahhhaa!! heres something completely mundane and rodinary and rustic =)

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

10:09 PM

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Tuesday, February 22, 2005

arh..past few days wasnt reri happy eother. in fact was damn depresed right up to this afternoon. but i got entirely sick of blogging depressing stuff.
but now i;m happy!! yupyup

1)nothign came out of the maths fiasco (ok, i wun sae nothing. i haf on good grounds tht the maths teacher actually KNOWS abt it, and i;m wallowing in a pool guilt throughout school and the weekends, but at least..*at least* she din sae anithing to me abt it. bleagh. lets just hope my councillor chnaces will not b affected)

2) No bio prac today. YAY. and last weeks bio prac wasnt reri bad. at least i dun get 4/8 again. bleagh. and i dun get evil glares or the evil eye.

3) ppl in my class are damn nice! ok..thts like..old news..understatement..but yeah! thnx ket and chin yee!! for cheering me up immensely *grinz* and piano ensemble is good. baically cos it's hereafter renamed 1 hr gossip session with huimin (btw..huimin is training me up for chorale again...). toking to huimin is good.

**4) I GOT MY SAUSAGES!!! SAUSAGESSS!! COLD STORAGE BBQ SAUSAGES!!!toopid 6th ave cold storage just REFUSES to sell it to me. *growls* todae walked allllll the wae from esso to KAP, and YAY. there are like..wow..LOADS of sausages.LOADS. (pity their not hot though..onli warm)

5) i spoke to ginny!! yay.

6) I found the PERFECT b'dae prez for my sis after 4 yrs of buying last minute pick and mix cos everuthjng else is lousy and toot and ex. and its from cold storage and just the right price( not too low tht i'll feel guilty and not to high tht 'll burn a hole in my pocket) and its something i;'m SURE she'll b happy abt.

7) SATS SCORES!! THEY FINALLY SENT THE OFFICIALREPORT TO MEA!!! (=P onli 2 wrong for maths? =P totalyl fluke..but its flattering after all the Cs in my maths assingments.)

8) NATIONAL GEOG!!! NEW ISSUE AFTER 3 MONTHS OF TAKING BREAKS!! NATIONAL GEOG!! yay. they fianlly sent me the new issue.

now excuse me while i go indulge myself in paradise. *grinz*

9) oscar is here. oscar is here *sings* i;m so in love with him. arhhh!! havent seen him for 2 weekss!!

10) got my singpas aalreadi*sings* no need to go queue up for 1 hr tmr! so long suckers!

but then theres the not so happy stuff too

i;m officially the most unfit person in 3h *growls* bleagh. and now i hope tht the bad impression i impressed upon my maths teacher and ct dun afect my chances of being councillor. and oso the fact tht i gave my class the impression tht i dun study or dun do homework, although i prob do hw faster than most of them. just tht i HATE doing work in school in front of everyone. (after all, its called"break" for a reason and "lunch" for a reason right?) watever. its not important..but it MATTERS!!!

oh. yeah. and the sky was a damn nice colour last evening. it was this blusih purple colour, and then it graduated into a nice purple colour..which stretches just across the horizon. den at the horizon it merges into a nice yellowish/orangy/reddish colour. and theres a nice almost full moon in the border betwwen the blusih and purpulish region.

den today went gome when the sky was dark. and onli when its dark, when i realised tht..wow. there're actually STARS in my area? STARS? and damn lot too. i nvr realised i can actual;ly see the orion belt in this area.

ok. i shld start observing and appreciating my area more. bleagh.

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

9:10 PM

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Saturday, February 19, 2005

ok..i;m happier. ignore past 2 entrie. stupid and i wasnt thinking. IGNORE THEM!! *takes big fat red marker and crosses them out*
yay.

cold storage 6th avenue is taking part in the giant conspiracy.
sausages sold out 2 daes in a row!!!
i;m taking my business away to KAP more often now. hmph.

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

6:05 PM

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Friday, February 18, 2005

i;m avoiding blogging cos i;ll b inclined to blog abt depressive stuff.

school now resembles a morgue.
the world is depressed.
and they make me feel even more depressed.
cos depression is a vicious cycle.
its like:
"i;m depressed cos i [insert reason x]"
"oh..dun b sad..i;m depressed too cos [insert reason y]"
(onli valid when y>x)
"oh dear,.i feel damn bad i made u sad.."
Now this is where i come in:
I made the whole world come to comfort me. and i dun feel bad? i;m a horrible person
i haf o integrity. today;s maths test...another fiasco. what a STUPID mistake.
the whole class comm goes: i;m sorry i din do enough work!
and i;m like: shit..i;m the one hu goes ard crapping and wasting ppl's time..
and i;m lagging behind in my scool work too.
i haf akmost no cca, no enrichment,..and i;m lagging in school work? wat IS going on.
get a grip sam. get a GRIP.

Therapeutic Stuff (the last time i blogged abt this was during Olvls, but even then i think i was much happier. What with Crescent, MEi, Huimin, Ann, WQ, Ginny, e.t.c, Good teaechers: Mrs Tan, mrs chia, mr loh, even at least mrs ow liked me compared to: Rj, OG, ct, distant lecturers...*sighs)

1) Solitude. At night. I think i;m gg to stay up tonight. Its therapeutic.
2) David Lanz music. Very suitable for late nights.
3) Thoughts of nostalgia. its times like this when the emotions are the most vulerable. *thoughts of jelita, eating nacoroni and cheese at mei;s house, crowded 970s flashes into mind*
4) Doig subjects tht u actualyl LIKE. (i.e. not bio)
5) Oscar. his not here today *cries* Stayed up with me during Os. I stayed till 3, he'll stay with me till 3. Then he'll wake me up in the morning. I'll pat him till he sleeps, and he;ll snuggle beside me...
6) Any remnence of crescent (i.e. chatting with huimin now.)

bleagh. did i mention i took 970 yesterday? the aircon is spoilt, the whole bus is crowded, the bus driver carn drive, swerving ard corners, tumbling from left to right, it smells of fish, but it IS 970.



Genius at work
of course one half of the geniuisty of the whole thing is mising *ahem*
mei at my house(sun) , exactly one week and a dae b4 she left(mon). stayed over the night b4.



NOw for the other genius. Mei emailed me this on tues with the msg:

revisited your shutterfly photo album to download all the pictures of the cookies when i realised i didn't have them... saw the picture genius at work... :P well only half so... here ya go... the other half of the greatest-cookie-making-team ever...

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v38/chsrdragon/CIMG0515.jpg

wahaha... tell me if it dosn't work and remember to upload it! XP hehe it was so long ago... still funny... hehehehe... esp. the stoopid damn clingwrap... anyway... now i can look back and laugh... then it was like "%*&$ - clingwrap" by the way ... i still must sae this... your photograhy skills need sum improvement kae... gdnite!

-mei

thts me at her house on wed, 6 days before she left.

*breaks down*

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

12:15 AM

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Wednesday, February 16, 2005

Thnx ppl. Realli unbeleivebly sweet. Thnx loads. WEnt home today feeling abit more lighthearted. Felt damn pissed at the fact blogger deleted my angsty rant last night *rantrantrantrant* perhaps it was trying to tell me not to post it, but i STILL wanna say somre stuff. Perhaps i shall do it in a milder fashion.

Btw, put a password back up there not cos of anyone. Really. Removed it cos i thot it was unecesary, but then the past 2 days, i realised tht i've already got used to typing without any qualms about unauthroizaed ppl surfing thru my blog (i.e. ppl like me hu like nosing into other unrelated ppl's business) Decided i like the sense of security. PAssword now is grouch btw. (hah! as if ppl reding dun noe al;readi)

Yest was damn sad. Still debating if
"my ct hates me"
"nah..she doens;t! you're overly paranoid!"

is worst, OR is

"my ct hates me"
"yeah..its pretty obvious"
worst.

My CT does hate me. pretty sad. realli. Bio prac yest was a complete flop. A fuming fiasco (i KNOW it doesnt make sense. its an ALLITERATION! (not to mention it sounds cute =) ) ). Acted like a complete KLUTZ. a muddling MORON(yup..more alliterations). a nuisance-sic NINCOMPOOP(yet more alliterations). an idiotic IDIOT (what can i sae? it IS an alliteration!). Bacially it was STUPID. And YET ANOTHER C- on ANOTHER assignment. *buries face in hand* Perhaps I should confess my REAL reason for feeling so damn depresed over this kind of lousy grades. Perhaps its time. its cos i;m bloody PROUD. Cos i;m used to teachers like mrs tan beaming and going: samantha is a wonderful student! and mr loh going: samantha has 39/40 on the amths test! and starts dishing out his kitkats. GET A GRIP SAM! YOU;RE IN COLLEGE, NOT IN CREZ! LAY DOWN YOUR PRIDE! but then its not so much the physicalityt of it. i KNOW how to face reality, and i dun expect to top college, or my class for tht matter. its the image. Cos i DON;T LIKE giving ppl the impression tht i;m tht stupid, tht i carn do well in academics, or in cca, or in conduct. i had ENOUGH of tht crap in p6. I DUN WANT ppl from p6 2 go: look, theres sam. nvr changed, dunno what's she doing here. Stil lcarn study, carn excel in anithing, carn do sports, damn playful. onli noe how to steal things, has a sick mind, and tell stupid jokes to gain attn, no leadership qualities watsoever. I thot i was actualy ready to meet them again and let them know tht i;m NOT tht never hand in hw, nvr pay attn, nvr study sort of gal. And what..i effectively gave my ct THT sort of impression.I want to SHOW tht 4 yrs of crez actually DID something to me, tht actually WOKE me up, tht i ACTUALLY had POTENTIAL. (notice i used the past tense)

Becasue i;m startinh to doubt myself. and the large amount of pride and ego HURTS. it DOES.

Was feeling damn depressed yesterday. damn it.

Came back yesterday evening, turned on the com sluggishly, and opened my hotmail inbox. there's a reason why the whole wrold wants to huntum mei. she doesnt reply emails, or takes damn long. Here's some simple econs concepts: lower the supply, higher the demand. NOw here's some psychologyL: absense amkes the heart grow fonder + unoredictable emails= damn surprised and happy when the blue line practiaclly shouted: YOUPVE RECEIVED A NEW MSG FROM CHEUNG MEIYI. whoa. i stared at it for a full 10 sec(huimin saed 5 sec is not reri long. my estimation is off), den as if someone pressed a button to unfreeze time, i just rushed to clicked on the link, and found..gosh *whimpers* a pic of me doing the cookies, and a nice frenly msg oblivion to all mydepression. put me right out of the blues *waves and wave and waves of nostalgia*

Intro: Mei & Sam cookie making team
Mei -srpinkles queen & sam-icing whiz. yup!
She had a pic of me doing the cookies in her house(one half of a genius) and I have a pic of her doingcookies in my house (the other half)

2nd thing tht cheered me up. Was suddenly missing mrs tan alot. A form teacher whu actually likes u. Then i receivd a msg frm her to come do cip at crez today. *pumps fist in air* YES. i was like...wow. tis is a miracle. just wat i needed to cheer me up.

So went back to crez today, after fearing the whole dae i'll meet my ct. i;m scared alreadi! i;m reri reri scared! ANd i was so glad to see mrs tan beaming and smiling again *sheepish*. After the whole thing, i ran back to get something i left behind, and saw mrs lee, hu smiled at me too! and toked to me when i greeted her =). Then i saw ms seah, who recognised me even though the onli time we actually interected was in sec3 when i went to s korea during sars and had to report to her for a week to take temp. and she stopped to tok abit too =) i miss familiar environemtns.

CIP realli lifts your spirits. i dun undetstnad how too. The alst time i did cip in sec2 in hendersonn it was the same feelings. you justfeel glad after the entire event. which is why i;m gg to b a doctor and serve the society. it makes u feel good. and less narcissistic.

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

10:41 PM

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Monday, February 14, 2005

Vday~Class comm's plan finally rolled into action. Not all tht smooth, but...good enuf! Keting had to push and coerce them to "GO FIND THE CLUES" =) zBut i was fun while it lasted, and its fun working on it. thnx LOADS ppl for all the gifts =) flowers and chocs and watsoevers.

I;m j1 for almost 3 months alreadi. Reckon its time to strighten out my bloody college life. WEnt into cold storage gourmet to buy stuff so tht i can change for coins today. Besides, i need some cheering up, and nothing works better than cold storage barbequed sausages/meat balls(seriously, its almost my staple food. perhaps as well as ginny's, celine's , mei's. How can some ppl live without ever hearing of it let alone tasting it?) Guess what though. its clean sold out. everything.[insert wails and sobs] sausages. bradwurst, pork, watsoever. and meatballs. weather chicken, pork or beef. and even the chciken legs and wings. honey glazed or black pepper. (feeling hungry alreadi? get down to cold storage immeidately and check it out if u nvr heard of it b4! (and buy me some on the wae) )

walked ard cold storage and this is the first time none of the food appeals to me or fail to cheer me up. First, u walk by the macoroni and cheese and u start thiking of jelita and wh smith and MEI. i remembered gg with jasmine to jelita a few daes after mei left and felt damn sad and depressed. Then i walked on, and rmbed celine. hanging out b4 or after music. =( and of course the chocs will remind me of ginny. i was so damn hoping to catch her on 156, or in venezia, or in 171. =( chocs failed to cheer me up, cos i was damn sick of them esp after cny. BLEAGH.this was one dae i realli realli felt like crying.

Strighten out ur life sam!get a grip!
1) I;m gg to prove to all those ppl out there waiting to doubt me or see me fail, tht i DO HAF THE BRAINS AND THE INTELLECT. i;m NOT tht slacker hu was out to gain attn by playng stupid pranks back in pri school. neither do i ONLY know how to play and entertain ppl. *growls* i;m gg to show tht i actually LEARNED something in the 4 yrs of crez, tht crez instilled in me values tht i nvr had 4 yrs ago. tht i actually GAINED morals and character. SO THERE.

2)I;m gg to get my cca settled. besides piano ensemble other ccas are rather screwed. i dun beleive i carn do anithing, tht i carn do anuthing properly. first, get my instrument changed to something tht i can actully beleive tht i can do. second, i;m trying out for council with hanyou (SHUT UP PPL. STOP LAUGHING. I SAED STOP!! AT LEAST STIFLE UR LAUGHTER AND GIF ME SOME FACE!!!! ) yesh, and i;m not gg with the attitude: "trying onli lah, prob carn make it" anymore. ;m actulalt going to TRY it and DO it properly. or die in the process.

but i haf something to thnk for. at least my social life is gg on smoothly. yep =) something to b happy for

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

8:47 PM

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bleaghh!!!! WHen i say conspiracy theorm i noe wat i;m toking abt ok!!
Decided to make a nice group of ppl presents, and i got the first one all nice and done. So went into maids room (tiptoed in), opened the fridge cautiously, took out the packet of snickers discreety (to make more presents lah!), and WHAM!!!!PING!PLING!PINGPINGPINGPINGpingpng[ingpingpingpingpingpingpingpingpingpingpingpingpin!!! Guess what ahppened.














I somehow managed to upset the entire bucket of mnms (the WHAM was the sound of the bucket hitting the vacuum cleaner doofus, not an extremely huge mnm) and when i sae BUCKET, i mean BUCKET> not packet. BUCKET. And i sinned. I had to throw away half the bucket!!! (grey dirt was sitcking on to the condense surface area of the mnms ok! try eating them lah!) How could i throw away chocssssss!!! So yeah..spent the best of the last 15 mins groping in the dark for coloured rocks of sugar. And somehow my maid slept thru all this even though the bucket practically dropped beside her ear. I sincerly hoped i picked up all of them. Secarly ants carry her off in the night man.

Solution: Recall WQ'S frenship dae present last year? scotch tape a few bars of chocolate together? we should alwaes learn from the samrt ppl. So now i haf ONE nicely wrapped presnt and the others are hastily thrown tgt blocks of choc held tgt by a sticky piece of tape. BLEAGH.The rest can just get snickers dished out from a plastic bag.

HEY! I;M SINCERE OK! I AM! just tht i draw the line when 2.25 in the morning and i haf to TRY MY BEST not to b late tmr *grinz* This is the first time i;m actualyl MAKING presents aniway. I din even gif 2g1 OR 4c2. Recall an untidy gal rushing into class as the bell just rang, hastily putting away a shell plastic bag full of chocs, as a backup in case ppl gifs her chocs and she feels guilty.Yup =) shall go to bed now. *yawnz*Note to self: nvr udnerestimate time needed to make vdae presents and keep it till the alst minute agai (i.e.5 hrs b4 u haf to dish them out) Now all i haf to do is to RMB to bring them. sheesh

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

2:18 AM

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grrr...all the last minute vday presents. Only started making them at 12 cos i;ve been pissing ppl off the entire day. ok. Cos only at around 12 did ppl's msgs and notes start coming in: i;m gg to gif u this and tht tmr..and i'll b like: SHIT. HOW COME I;M SO MEAN. its 1.27 now. God forbid if i carn wake up tmr to meet class comm [insert suspicious look] I MUST WAKE UP AT 6.00. I MUST NOT FAIL FOR ONCE. WAKE UP AT 6.00.

Then again even if i DO manage to wake up by 6, there's no guaranteee i'll leave house by 6.30 cos everytime i sae Leave House by So and So, i'll leave house 15 mins later. So I start comforting myself bysaying: its ok, being less than half an hour late is giving alot of face already. And THEN there MUST b a traffic jam, which does not occur when u're super early but crops up when you;re rushing for time. Conspiracy i;d say. Hmph.

p.s. KETING! you have some early morning material to read alreadi! i blogged! *grinz* =) Hopefully by the time you;'re reading this i'd haf woken up =))

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

1:26 AM

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Sunday, February 13, 2005

arh...now tht the whole world is putting up passwrods on their blog, its time for me tl take mine off. =P. bye bye grinch

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

11:18 AM

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Saturday, February 12, 2005

Yikes. STUPID BLOGGER DELETED MY ENTRY. BLEAGH.

Awoke this morning to a beautiful sight. Ying yang hu dies landing on a branch in my garden. *beams* Thought provoking, but i will speare u the torture of reading my thoughts. No blogger that disgusts me more than those who act deep and philosiphical. There's those sort who go:Oh, i'd nvr be happy again! Look at how the blood drain, washing away my troubles along... (thnk god my blog is password protected and i;m SURE none of these ppl are reading it. Otherwise their next entry will b full of hate. Something like: [insert vulgarity here], YOU DON;T UNDERSTAND THE DEPRESSION, THE HUNDRUMNESS OF LIFE YOU [insert vulgar names]. [insert another different vulgar name]. and e.t.c. e.t.c.

or another sort tht goes"you change my life forever...e.t.c." and make it all so intense and emotional *pukes*. ok, so we may haf lapsed into tht once or twice, but i do try not to. *pukes again*

Went back to crez with huimin and cheryl yest. =P all the teachers were like: HOW COEM U ALL HOLIDAY? I WANT TO TEADCH INDEPENDENT SCHOOLS TOO. =P Chatted with mrs chia and mr loh for an hour. they seemed like good frens =) Crashed mrs chia's lesson. Gawd. I miss her loads. Sleeping in lcass, dsicussing ans, e.t.c. Apparntly liesel and i had the same idea? Get her to teach chem in jc again. after all, SHE THAUGHT A LVL CHEM FOR 17 YRS?? or tutor us at least. pleeasseee.(mrs chia gave us ang pow =))))

and i miss mr loh so much. i;m not used to my maths teacher now. i miss his lessons!! and they were so glad to see us *beams* got the crez pullover. its thick and oversized and long. Motive: to compensate for the $18 dollars piece of plastic they made all of us buy (crez windbreaker lah, bodoh!)

The only useful thing that came out of my 4 yr stint with ow's history: that the past is best left undug and covered. *grimaces* i realised i;m not the onli one with painful pasts. And i realised that its coming back to haunt me now. So i struggled to get rid of them in crez. den wow, from a student hu just came short of commiting crimes, crez had a model student. which was y i din want to come to rj in the first place. i dun wanna fall back into tht pit!!how come i can b playful, but still remain guai in the teachrs eyes in crez..but i prob carn do tht in rj! if someone tells any person in rj wat i did in rgps, it wun b an expression of disbelefi that crescent gals prob will gif. it'll b like: yeah..i wun b surprised. god. and it has started. it has.

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

4:09 PM

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Thursday, February 10, 2005

ok..new year now *bangs cymbals and squeaking suo nas and crashing drums and cracking firecrakers*

waiting for the initial shyness to be gone so i can mix around like how it happens every yr. kinda like activation energy. ilike new yr *smiles* i like seeing pl i haven;t seen in ages *smiles*

Stuff to blog:
Steryotypes exists among the males. I mean, ACS (i) guys: cannot speak chiense (ok..this is NOT asteryotype. its TRUE), handsome, e.t.c. RI guys: smart, cool, but not so good looking. TCH guys: urpz.

BUt then you don't see much steryotypes in the girls part. There's the scgs reri high standerd girls, and the ij kinda hiao steryotype, and the apprantly cresecnt girls very hardworking and quiet.

ok..crescent girls ARE kinda quiet. look at me in my og *urgh* , and cheryl';s not reri loud, and geri and huimin..although they ARE sociable, they are NOT the loud sort.and hardworking..yesh...we had our share of dun want to study sort..but thts normal..on the whole we ARE kinda hardworking. outside c2 ppl there are oso hardworking. (when i sae hardorking i dun mean mugger)

now i realised another steryotype of crescent girls. *buries face in hands* We are prob the sort hu cannot find boyfrens in future
cos...
cos...
cos..we are all too tomboy. *buries rface in hands again*
Conclusion from Denise (nj), wanhui (aj), liesel (vj), onli crez gals are out there playing ball games, snatching balls from ppl. and i agree
All through my 4 yr stint at crescent, i thot those schools where all the girls are alwaes watching their hair,their nails, how neat they r, onli exist in story books and are old fasioned steryotypes of girly girls.

in jc, i realised tht no. Its not old fasioned. its STILL existing.

in crescent even those super unsporty ppl like sioks and me, carn do sports for nuts, still will take part actively, still chase after the shuttlecock since we carn hit it with the racquet, still run from one end of the court to the other even though we carn catch a ball for nuts, will still catch a frisbee and throw it off court even though we carn aim a frisbee for nuts. Half the class will stay back during pe to play badminton even though they carn play for nuts too.

In jc, girls typically sit by the side in their full school u and sit in a circle and look pretty.

So if u recall in 4c2, i was one of the most girl ppl alreadi. now apparacntly, i dun walk like a girl, sit like a girl, tok like a girl, act like a girl??? lets tackle these issues properly and separately:
1) walk like a girl. This one MUST be influence from jasmine. most of the times i DO walk like a girl, but in any the case if i dun, and i;m swaying my butt when i walk, its DEFINITELY jasmin;e influense

2) tok like a girl. if u're toking abt cursing and swearing, sorry..most girls do them. u haf too overly old fasioned images of girls.

3) sit like a girl. arh. sitting with my legs up. if i;m on the chair and i sit with my legs crossed boys style, i can understand..cos its more comfortable and yeah..it does seem rather bad at times..(but i dun care =P) however, if i;m on the floor, and i sit with my legs up, its NORMAL.
tht day i met ginny i told her boys in my class complained tht i sit on the floor with my legs up, she saed: wats wrong with tht? w do tht all the time.
AND GINNY IS DEFINITELY NOT TOMBOY

4) Act like a girl. PLEASEEEE!!! jermyn saed i dun act like a girl just cos i lightly pushed him when he teased abt tervor, and cos i threw my windbreaker over trevor;s head when he was being irritating.i mean..being around ppl like mei and huimin...
first of all, all scorpios haf violent tendency.
next, sam is a half scorpio and half saggitauras, and sam DOES NOT haf violent tendency. I;M THE LAST ONE TO HAF LAH!! PLEASE!!! throwing my windbreaker over someone's head is NORMAL and NOTHING compared to huimin and mei ok!!

-and so tht ends my defense.

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

4:19 PM

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mei sent me a msg!! mei sent me a msg!!! from states!! *beams*. ok. tht was cos isent her one too using my mum's phone =P hahaha!!(she called me evilchicken?!!! HEY! MEI! ITS NOT GOOD TO CALL PPL NAMES ON CNY!!!)

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

11:59 AM

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Wednesday, February 09, 2005

ok..some stuff to blog. first and formost, MERRY X'MAS!! *grinz* wait..lemme make this red. its festive (yesh yesh..festive like how i made the cinnamon cookies green and red). wait. i carn find the code. arh..forget it

1) i carn beleive how spoilt ppl are getting. during transition from rgps to crescent i realised how darn spoilt rgps ppl were- cultural shock 1. crescent ppl in my bvatch are NOT spoilt. den the newer generation at crescent came up..and ppl started getting more and more spoilt. its like..wat crap, disrespect to the instructer? parents complain tht cca ends too late? complain tht discipline is too strict?>? GO N DIE PLEASE!! the world does NOT revolve ard u alone. and while the sec1 and 2s at crescent were getting mroe and more spoilt, the primary school kids at rgps arents faring ani better either. what..allowing their kids to go for rock concerts?? the teacher calls the parent up to complain abt the student and parent calls up the student to reassure her tht she loves her and is not gg to scold her??? wat is the world coming to?!

so now this batch of students haf entered crescent..and YUCKS. SPOILT beyond beleif. all of them ( not onlirgps, but then again, majority of rgps ppl do go crescent) no wonder crescent cca cannot advance??? with such ppl??!!
msg to everyone: if u choose a cca, STICK to it and ensure YOURSELF it does not interfere with your studies. if u think u carn juggle, DUN complain abt it. bloody hell. you choose the cca and u complain u carn cope? if u carn cope and choose not to turn up, den DUN expect to be sent for competitions and DUN expect to get ur participation points. its NOT anyone's fault if u carn get bonus poits for jc. *growls*
now i feel ashamed to see rgps ppl on the bus. i;m serious.

2) Change. ppl are changing. at least ppl i take notice of are changing. i;m tryign to resist chaneg myself. its tiring not to start thinking stuff and its tiring trying to resist natural change.(when i sae natural change i dun mean stuff like changing my typing or spelling. like i saed. i LIKE it)

3) spoof of ppl's blogs. i changed my mind. i;m gg to spoof many ppl's blogs now. yay. itll NOT b offensive, but i;m kinda lazy. another dae lah. *grinz* tonight mayb?

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

5:46 PM

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Tuesday, February 08, 2005

ok.this was blogged on sat, but unpublished..so lemme publish this part first:
Saturday:
1so3h class com is fun
super fun
not to mention illegal

Sample of Pupil's Record
1) 3 counts of Vandalism
- Doodled on 2 walls, pasted condom on it, used sctoch tape on it and caused paint to peel
- Tore away plastic and made dents in plastic of notice board

2) 1 count of littering
-allowing plastic bags to fly away with no intitiative, motivation, or consideration whatsoever to go pick it up and throw it away.

3) 1 count of theft
-plucking visual photographic material off communal notice boards that are worth SGD 1.

Conclusion: Pupil has amazing ability for crime. Referential letter made to Changi Prison.

Monday
gosh
CO...*buries face in hands*
ip;m an utter failure at cca
carn hold bo pien propoerly, carn hold ruan properly, carn rotate writs properly, carn pluck properly, keep scratching the string, carnpress properly..
the closest i got to a positive comment was: mian qiang ke yi lah
*shakes head and sighs*
result: finger cramps and a broken morale.
bloody hell..i shldnt haf played my 4 yrs in crez choir away. sl of choir carn get into choir? sheesh.

Anyway took 156 back
and i miss bukit timah to bits.
156 winds thru cjc, hwa chong, njc...
and coronation, jelita, 6th avenue...NOT TO MENTION KAP.
met denise on the bus...
and i bet if i take it abit more often i'll c ginny and most ppl i took 970 with last time
the scenery is looadsss better too
*stubborn* i hate the mrt.

ooh..and i want to spoof someone's blog. thought of it is soo highly entertaining i was smiling to myself back o nthe mrt =) mayb tonight =)

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

1:30 PM

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Monday, February 07, 2005

wanan hug ann 4eva & nvr let her go [sounds scandelous enuf?=P]{...and btw, my pic is MEANT to gif ppl the wrong idea} says:
i msis u alredi
i wanna wake up looking forward to another de in 4c2
with u in front
i wanna look forward to seeing mei
to seeing ppl laughing at me cos i;m late again

.huimin. king+egoist killing me i seriously miss u guys.... says:
MEI!!!

i wanan hug ann 4eva & nvr let her go [sounds scandelous enuf?=P]{...and btw, my pic is MEANT to gif ppl the wrong idea} says:
i want mei to b there to scold me for arriving late
i want to enter class at 8 seeing mr loh behind the teachers table
den lessons start and he'll give us examples
while wenqing borrows my homework to copy
and me with my maths book opened on my desk looking concentrated but actuallt day dreaming
drawing on ur neck
kicking ppl's chair
iwant my bag to b beside me, with a pile of books on the table bside mine
morning sun streamning in thru the windows
den we'll head off for pe with the firealarm bell
and i'll go with sioks
we;ll split into teams of 8: me n sioks, jy and ann, u and mei, prob wq an lemin
den we;'ll learn some new dance with ms tay, do it once without the music, another tiem without the music, den we'll start the music and do it 3 tiems
den ms tay will teach us amopther dacne and commne ton how fast we learn
the firealarm bell will ring agaain and we'll groand and ask ms tay to dun stop teaching us
den we'll drag our feets to next class, chem i think..i rmb chem after pe b4
den mrs chia will make her funni jokes..ans our qns..go thru her beloved yellow book, den we;ll get free 10 mins or so to do our own chem work for those hu haven't finished
still rmb mrs chia continualiy demanding for the fan
den she keep fannig herself, and her shirt will get stuck mid body, and she wun noe she;s exposing herself
.huimin. king+egoist killing me i seriously miss u guys.... says:
haha!
and kept asking for the fan!

i wanan hug ann 4eva & nvr let her go [sounds scandelous enuf?=P]{...and btw, my pic is MEANT to gif ppl the wrong idea} says:
yeah!!!!
den i'llkeep truning ard to tok to mei and wenqing
or discuss stuff with u and denise
after tht will prob b recess
den we'll beg ppl to buy food for us
tuna sandwich and milo or something
prob ena or ann(if she;s gg out) or geri
den u;'ll dissappear for some reason or another

.huimin. king+egoist killing me i seriously miss u guys.... says:
and i rmb the banana incident!!!

i wanan hug ann 4eva & nvr let her go [sounds scandelous enuf?=P]{...and btw, my pic is MEANT to gif ppl the wrong idea} says:
HAHAHHA!! 5 BANANANS!!

.huimin. king+egoist killing me i seriously miss u guys.... says:
YA!!

i wanan hug ann 4eva & nvr let her go [sounds scandelous enuf?=P]{...and btw, my pic is MEANT to gif ppl the wrong idea} says:
for abt 5 mins..and u'll come back to find tht half ur bread is gone
*grinz*
hahaha!! gosh..tht was realli realli funni
den we;ll spend the rest of the time slogging away at weekend hw
and i'll b there colelcting stuff, ticking names, and complaining abt stuff
i'll oprob sit behind with mei, or with ann, or one of them will move in front
or i mve infront to denise table
oh!!
and zakiah will occasionaly haf nice food like potato chips or curry puff or fries or something
den we;ll spend the next few mins complaining tht wehaf not food and tht no one has food and tht we're damn hungry
after tht will b humanes
cos ppl will b dashing inand out of the cahnging room trying to get changed
den me n ann and sioks will rush up for humanes
where me n annstarts suaning ow swee lan and complaining abt her
and then theres mass copying of humanes (this part i dun recall fondly)

.huimin. king+egoist killing me i seriously miss u guys.... says:
coz it's mass copying!

i wanan hug ann 4eva & nvr let her go [sounds scandelous enuf?=P]{...and btw, my pic is MEANT to gif ppl the wrong idea} says:
after tht will prob b maths, (ther's an amths period after humanes on one of the daes, but since amths period i alreadi put in the morning, lets haf it to b physics)
yeah! but i wun want to live thru tht again
so it'll b physics
and tty willgo thru his super high tech lectures and stare at the wall
wanhui will b sleeping, so will mei , christina, ingrid, e.t.c.
den the rest of us will b dozing..but trying to pay attn
then he;ll ask us to do work in tb, and i'll trun ard to face wq..and discuss
den he'll stop by to explain super patiently to huever doesnt understand
den we;l wait impatiently for thebell to ring
where mei u wq ann me
will RUSH out to buy from the 7th stall
den there'll b supplementary lessons
phys or chem
tht means me and mei;s turn to drop staplers on ppls head, draw on manas neck e.t.c.

.huimin. king+egoist killing me i seriously miss u guys.... says:
bio! u missed bio!

i wanan hug ann 4eva & nvr let her go [sounds scandelous enuf?=P]{...and btw, my pic is MEANT to gif ppl the wrong idea} says:
den tty or chia will ask the class to keep quiet
do u rmb drawing on liesel's folscape!
oh yeah! but it doesnt fit into the timetable!
okok..new dae
can put in phys prac too
and eng
let's see...i think theres a dae we start off with eng?
so we enter the class feeling: wth! its eng now, i got to see tht face again, and the assembly ended so early so my eng period is extended???

.huimin. king+egoist killing me i seriously miss u guys.... says:
oo! liesel's foolscape during physics extra lesson! that's super cool man

i wanan hug ann 4eva & nvr let her go [sounds scandelous enuf?=P]{...and btw, my pic is MEANT to gif ppl the wrong idea} says:
den she'll gif us back our compos and we'll groand and complain over such ousy marks, express indignity and mei's low marks
den she;ll do something ez like: punctuation..
yeah!!!! hahahah!!

.huimin. king+egoist killing me i seriously miss u guys.... says:
i can't rmb wad we drew

i wanan hug ann 4eva & nvr let her go [sounds scandelous enuf?=P]{...and btw, my pic is MEANT to gif ppl the wrong idea} says:
red glases!!
wenqign sure drew her stuff
spider and all tht crap lah
soshe;'ll do punctuation, and den we'll ask for grp work, and spend the rest of the period toking away
(thts the onli reason y eng period pass faster then any other periods)
den bell rings..mrs yip comes in

.huimin. king+egoist killing me i seriously miss u guys.... says:
wait! i rmb! olive green, apple green!
i wanan hug ann 4eva & nvr let her go [sounds scandelous enuf?=P]{...and btw, my pic is MEANT to gif ppl the wrong idea} says:
OHYEAH!! hahahahah!!!
den i did something like tht too..i forgot where
oh!! 4c2 forum!
i went to type rose pink, light pink, raspberry pink e.t.c.
hahahha!
den mrs yip comes in to make jokes..like: y u so sleepy! sleeping genes arh?
or..the eyeball is a ball..its round..and can go left right up and centre
den she'll go on and on..and i'll b half asleep..(cos i HATE bio)
i onli pay attn when she asks us to highligt stuff
.huimin. king+egoist killing me i seriously miss u guys.... says:
and i'll sleep!
with wanhui and mei!

i wanan hug ann 4eva & nvr let her go [sounds scandelous enuf?=P]{...and btw, my pic is MEANT to gif ppl the wrong idea} says:
after tht is prob recess, where we take out maths (or in some of our cases our maths are ALREADI on the table suspiciously under the bio books and alreadi half done)
hahah!
yeah! and finish maths
and get stressed at the amt of work and assessment books other ppl are doing
uh..i suppose i can sae its phys prac after tht
he'll scream at us..correction..he'll sae damn calmly: if u;re late, u carn finish ur prac..its ur business
though rmb tht one case: IF U DUN LISTEN U'RE EXP WILL END UP LIKE A PIECE OF SHIT LIKE THE OTHER CLASS
but when he goes ard toking to individual ppl his damn nice
den me and sioks will b doing lab tgt..altering results and so on
and i'll b strealing her ruler
after phys prac would b chemprac (i rmb this happening on one of the daes)
.huimin. king+egoist killing me i seriously miss u guys.... says:
yup yup! wednesday if i'm right

i wanan hug ann 4eva & nvr let her go [sounds scandelous enuf?=P]{...and btw, my pic is MEANT to gif ppl the wrong idea} says:
den mrs chia will begin her anyhow chem (seriously..mrs chia's prac is sooo slack..she dun care abt anything abt safety yet our class prac and her prac resutls are still quite good)
yup!
she'll sae alot tht me and wq wun bother to hear cos we carn hear
den we'll help each other take stuff
(in rj theres no such tradition. when i helped my neighbour take burette hew was sooo touched??)
steal testtubes..
whahahaha.
den we go do our prac and end up with vastly diff ans
halfway thru..
there'll b testtube breaking
meiyi screaming
me complaining tht chair turned black
pplrushing up to mrs chia to haf their burns washed

.huimin. king+egoist killing me i seriously miss u guys.... says:
ooo! mei's accidents!

i wanan hug ann 4eva & nvr let her go [sounds scandelous enuf?=P]{...and btw, my pic is MEANT to gif ppl the wrong idea} says:
(u noe tht if this happend in elenor;s seahs;s lesson she'll freak)
yup!!

.huimin. king+egoist killing me i seriously miss u guys.... says:
she's so suai man! everything in chem prac

i wanan hug ann 4eva & nvr let her go [sounds scandelous enuf?=P]{...and btw, my pic is MEANT to gif ppl the wrong idea} says:
yeah!! hahahaha!
burn her eye borws off

.huimin. king+egoist killing me i seriously miss u guys.... says:
hahahha!! ya!

i wanan hug ann 4eva & nvr let her go [sounds scandelous enuf?=P]{...and btw, my pic is MEANT to gif ppl the wrong idea} says:
den i keep telling everyone tht
and mei got quite irritated
so the next time me n her met peiyi
she marched right up to peiyi and saed: SAM'S BURNT HER THUMB
and den right after tht i saed: AND MEIYI'S BURNT HER EYEBROWS

.huimin. king+egoist killing me i seriously miss u guys.... says:
hahahah! cute!

i wanan hug ann 4eva & nvr let her go [sounds scandelous enuf?=P]{...and btw, my pic is MEANT to gif ppl the wrong idea} says:
den peiyi immeditely looked at mei and saed: mei burned her eyeborws? how come so clever! lemme see ur eyebrows! ooh! its falling off!!
HAHAHA!
we break stuff mrs chia just laugh
if ms seah she'll make us pay and scream lor
and mrs chia do prac anyhow one lah..she just mix here, mix there..den "oops, overshot" pour the whole thing into the sink, and restart
oh!! i forgot! her illegible handwriting!
so after tht..we'll choke on cl gas..and RUSH for the canteen
tkaing in nice fresh breath
and eat at stall 7

.huimin. king+egoist killing me i seriously miss u guys.... says:
yup yup! then we have humans!! right?

i wanan hug ann 4eva & nvr let her go [sounds scandelous enuf?=P]{...and btw, my pic is MEANT to gif ppl the wrong idea} says:
ooh! den we haf maths d!!!
nono!! maths d!!

.huimin. king+egoist killing me i seriously miss u guys.... says:
ooo

i wanan hug ann 4eva & nvr let her go [sounds scandelous enuf?=P]{...and btw, my pic is MEANT to gif ppl the wrong idea} says:
i alweas thot tht was on thurs lah..but i rmb it being b4 chiense
and maths d will b damn slack..cos besides marking and gg thru weekend hw, we'll tell mrs tan we're damn tired

gosh..i even miss images of u putting the towel udner ur shirt
and everyone sweating under the fan

.huimin. king+egoist killing me i seriously miss u guys.... says:
omg. OMG.

i wanan hug ann 4eva & nvr let her go [sounds scandelous enuf?=P]{...and btw, my pic is MEANT to gif ppl the wrong idea} says:
wat

.huimin. king+egoist killing me i seriously miss u guys.... says:
i almost forgot about that action


i wanan hug ann 4eva & nvr let her go [sounds scandelous enuf?=P]{...and btw, my pic is MEANT to gif ppl the wrong idea} says:
i got good memory =)
i rmb u as the onli fry shirt in the midst of yellow

.huimin. king+egoist killing me i seriously miss u guys.... says:
where got!? everyone's wearing their house tee

i wanan hug ann 4eva & nvr let her go [sounds scandelous enuf?=P]{...and btw, my pic is MEANT to gif ppl the wrong idea} says:
NO. everyone gave up wearing house tee except for u

.huimin. king+egoist killing me i seriously miss u guys.... says:
NO! SOME PPL STILL WEAR

i wanan hug ann 4eva & nvr let her go [sounds scandelous enuf?=P]{...and btw, my pic is MEANT to gif ppl the wrong idea} says:
reri reri few
i rmb sometimes u;re the onli one lah

.huimin. king+egoist killing me i seriously miss u guys.... says:
coz i onli got 1 pe tee wad

i wanan hug ann 4eva & nvr let her go [sounds scandelous enuf?=P]{...and btw, my pic is MEANT to gif ppl the wrong idea} says:
ooh..no wonder lah!!
even mei commented b4!
i wanan hug ann 4eva & nvr let her go [sounds scandelous enuf?=P]{...and btw, my pic is MEANT to gif ppl the wrong idea} says:
ooh!!
den theres the gg of KAP b4 music
and music..where we'llb like..damn bored and sian
and we'll b using ur whole assrotment of hilighters
and celine will b chatting with ms tsien
it was like "oh no..this is the wrong track"
celine*whisper to me* she alwaes wrong track one
ms tsien: *still fiddling with stereo*
celine:*whispeers to me* wat..now wrong cd arh
ms tsien: nonono!! its the correct cd..correct cd
den tht time..i saked celine: do we haf to write the thing in chinese

nd now mei;s online. god. how i miss mysec4 routine

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

1:35 AM

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Sunday, February 06, 2005

Darren, Keting: I;M BLOGGING. I;M YPDATING OK!!! I UPDATED YEST AND DAE B4!! IREALLI DID!! I just saved them as draft cos i;m too lazy to continue and publish =P

4c2 is great. i miss them sooo much
Went to denise;s house for pot luck
i miss Mr Loh!! Mr loh, mr josef and mrs ow turned up. Gosh. I sooo wish mr loh was my maths teacher AGAIN. too bad we couldnt get mrs chia. i want her for chem!!

Anyway, jasmine and her og and 2 other ogs were having party nearby..and gosh. it was damn funni.First this whole group of ppl lead by cheryl set off to jasmine;s og's party, directed by josef tan hu saw them on the wae to denise;'s house

cos we (geri huimin and ann and me) refused to go with all the other ppl, so we set off abt 10 mins later by ourselves. Josef tan cofessed to us he pointed them the opposite direction -_-, so we set off the CORRECT direction to kings;s road. sicne we're not sure abt the unit, ann just went shouting" JASMINE! JASMINE!!" into every house. it was damn embarrasing ok!!she went to the first lighted house she saw on king's road, shouted into the house: JASMINE!! JASMINE!! ARE U THERE JASMINE??COME OUT JASMINE!! " for a loong time, the guys outside tht house (prob visitors) were staring stragnly at us, until we finally told ann: i dun think this is the right house, lets goo!!" and dragged her away. then the owner came out and stared at us, while those visitors saed: shouldnt u call ur fren on the phone or seomthing first?

den along the streets ann kept on shouting: JASMINE!! WHERE ARE U JASMINE!! JASMINE!!!"
until FINALLY we found the house, den ann went up, and a whole group of rjc ppl crowded ard the gate, but ann ignored all of them, and onli paid atten to jasmine. she just marched up to the gate, ignored everyone else, asked jasmine: can i come in? den pushed her wae thru the crowd and demanded: where is min zheng? i wanna c min zheng!

so anyway, we started moving into the house and making a spectable of ourselves (ok..i realli seriusly feel BAD) den ann and geri tried to push me into the pool, and we realli made a fool out of ourselves..we were like..laughing and squealing, and its not our house, we were not invited, and there was this group of ppl staring at us, theywere like: wah..so hiong

aftr the whole fiasco stopped, i heard those ppl in the group whispering: "wow..can tht gal swim?""i dun think so"

BLOODYHELL! I CAN SWIM!

and apparnalty the group b4 us just pushe their way thru too and mz heard them rating him 1/10? i;m feeling damn bad now.and i feel damn sorry for cheryl. we totally let her down.

anywae..back to a lighter situation, went back to denise house and toked and played. mr loh is a nice generous fellow =)and josef tan is...LAME. wat can i sae!!! ppl started filing out..until it was left with liesel suilinn denise (duh..its her house) huimin ann and me
den we started taking nice scandelous pics. me and ann. *smiles* it IS meant to gif ppl the wrong idea =)

Parents came. Hugged ann damn tightly( stood at the door so mt parents can c so they'd know i;m not stalling) den hugged denise./ suddenly the mood turned sombre. and i nvr wanted to let ann go. (eeks. i;m NOT les. I;M NOT) but i miss sec4 daes damn alot. i even miss doing hw in class rshing out a thousand and one prelim maths papers with huimin infront, meiyi and wenqing behind, and ann all the wae behind with jy. i miss the clasroom too. most of all hilton, chalet e.t.c

Anyway, the best thing tht can happen to me in rj is the 1so3h class com. Perhaps i can compile a word list of words to describe us by now: deranged, mad, siao..god noes wat lah..u get the idea? heehee. he chicken is finsihed. for now. unless the wind decides to take part in the conspiracy agaisnt me (y m i not surpirsed)

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

10:31 PM

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Thursday, February 03, 2005

Yucks
What a sucky day
Most of which is my fault aniwae

I have many stuff i pride myself on. There's the fact tht i;m ALWAES late for meetings (traditionally i;m usually half an hour late), then there's the fact tht i failed 4 of my 6 items at Nafa, or the fact tht i carn type properly (i;m actually proud of this ok! dun try and change me. ) Also the fact tht i use a semicolon insted of an apostrophe (somehow related to the fact tht i carn type properly). I;mproud to sae tht i have illegible handwriting (and tht the ps and qs and hs and as haf stems of the same length). And many other stuff.

And i know this irritates ppl to hell ( they carn read my handwriting, their eyes hurt when they read my typing, they wait like eternity for me to show up, wenqing has to keep writing my name on my worksheets for me cos its not my habit to write name on ws until the reri last moment den ask the rep to write for me, and wenqing keeps complaining abt the lengths of the stems of the ps and qs and hs and as and she has to extend them for me) But i dun care even if meiyi screams and shouts and hurls her (or rather, ppl ard her's) erasers at me a thousand times, i;m continuing my habits cos its not in my religion to change. (YES. ITS MY RELIGION.)

So now kindly recall an old habit. Th habit by which my mathematics workings are usualyl incoherent, where i skip a thousand and one steps and still get to the ans. You have this feeling when those ppl hu borrow ur homework go: i carn understand ur steps!!!! and mr loh HAS to mark them right even though i bet HE doesnt understand my workings either cos they;re "skippy" and dun flow and dun make sense to their brains. i usually dun care cos as long as they make sense to MY brain i;m fine. Its my style, its my character, and i;m PROUD abt tht.

Not when it starts costing marks. C MINUS FOR MATHS? COS OF PRESENTATION????? i dun give two hoots abt presentation!!! i REFUSE to conform!... until it starts to hurt and pinch. it hurts esp when u noe tht she'll prob lower ur grade just cos u write ur fractions a/b instead of one on top of another like she likes it. i;m rbellious. i wrote my fractions a/b throughout 4 yrs even though it gets confusing at times and the teachers asked me to change for upteenth time. i REFUSE to change

CNY decorations
God. Our murderer of a CT rep is out to murder us. Fine!! i was kidding!!!he put in alot of effort himself!!and its rather enjoyable. cos all i did was stand on the table and laugh at anithing gg on below. WHAHAHAHA. Supposed to do a chicken on the floor? But we refused? so we ended up doing 2 sets of decorations by ourselves.
Yesterday:
Damn funni. There was the part when chinnie and darren basically vandelled 2 walls, and darren brought his fren to crash but the crasher ended up doing slave labour, the part where

Darren: isit raining
Ofelia: when water comes out from the sky, i think its called rain
Darren's fren: Actually, some ppl do piss out of their windows
*6 ppl simultaneously looks up. Wall directly above us lined with lots of open windows*

Then theres when chinnie just went " dextooorrrrr" in a sing-song voice shouting across the concourse. the med fac captain. just like tht.And the "i have ... balss" joke. yeeks =) And we lugged the table and 2 benches from across the block to paste the thingy up, den the boys lugged it back, and THEN, the plastic piece we pasted up fell down. see! its the conspiracy theorm at work!
whatever lah. 1so3h ct reps are just darn funni.

yeeks.today another funni day of events lah.

Anyway...i think i;m getting too loud. Keting!! i want low profile too!!! ok lah..dun need to b as low as u. just a lower profile???

i carn wait for the 6th. i dunno if i can go shopping ann!! but i most certainly want to go!! actualyl..i think i prob can...

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

7:41 PM

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Wednesday, February 02, 2005

You Are 15 Years Old

15 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

9:56 PM

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