Monday, May 30, 2005
Met Ginny today =)) She rocks. Can't derive satisfaction from my present situation *sighs* hanged out in KAP and venezia much much more then i did in the past 6 months. *groans* Hopefully my plans with her for the hols will materialise *smiles*
CIP today was fulfilling. Though i totally absolutely exhibited zero signs of intelligent life upstairs :s. Better make myself sound more intelligent and look more independent to impress upon others =P. Really. Its self-improvement time man(sheesh, now i sound like bananas in pjs :s)
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
11:17 PM
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Ok, lemme reply tags here:
Ann: Hey dear, cheer up! I'm alwaes here to tok on the [hone with =) enjoy nothing more then a nice chat with u. call me k? (stop gg to sleep so early, gg out with other ppl, and mugging chem. cos thts wat u alwaes do in the middle of our nice chats)
Chinnie; YESH!! LETS HAF STUDY THINGY TGT, I DESPERATELY NEED MOTIVATION AND DRIVE. =)) miss u loadsss!! sigghhhh. yesh! see oscar! think he'll love u *beams*
Wanhui & Wenqing: oi!! miss 4c2 so much *sheepish* see u all soon, mayb when mei comes back and collecting Os cert =)
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
5:06 PM
# # # Sunday, May 29, 2005
WANHUI SAES I TYPE WELL!!!*floating on air* no one ever says tht of my typing ok! ok, she means i type better then 4c2-kopitiam days. still, its one step forward. can now go b secretary
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
7:54 PM
# # # Saturday, May 28, 2005
Ok, lots to blog about. Nice end to term. Lemme recount:
Friday;'s timetable
8-9: Bio tutorial. Celebrate ytyt's birthday and hear her recount her love life.
9-10: break
10-11: Phys Tutorial
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GREAT DAY OR WHAT?!
So anyway, end of term
Been a great term. Musing about how things changed for the class and for myself since the beginning of term 2, since the beginning of 2005, and since post jae. Interesting the way things progress and develops. Of course some stuff dun change.
affair(wrong html code on purpose. just neeed to make the colour of the word known. weather it realli is tht colour or not does not matter) made little progress, slightly more balanced out, not so one sided animore. all the shifts here and there in class politics, e.t.c. frenship with geri and cheryl haven;t changed =)
Some tributes:
Ofe: thnx dear for all u;ve done. Admit there are times when i can feel particularly murderous, like when i rest in hte knowledge knowing i haf a fully charged ipod in my bag but take it out when i go home to find tht batt is entirely flat and theres nothing to accopmany me on 1 hr journey home. or when phys tutorial reamins undone for weeks cos i dun haf my notes. *glares* but then all u;ve done for me is much much greater. U;ve been a great listening ear..hearing all those stuff from em u prob dun need to noe, dun need to hear, lenidn me pe shits, putting up with me abandoning u for other ppl and stuff, and putting up with me blurting secrets out(=P) thnx for supporting me and being so frank with me. good luck in ur endeavours with green+yellow. thnx ALOT for becoming such a major part of my life in 3h. love ya loads
Ket: hey dear. our cooperations went back waayy b4 2nd term. think u were prob the first person i got close to in 3h =))love doing stuff with u k..family tree, class comm stuff since term1, and i love sharing stuff with u =) ad yeah lah, u're sweet and cute. =P thnx for putting up with me and stuff k?letting me cling when going srp and everything. love ya too =) (get well soon k? poor fing to get sick when hols start. but u'll feel much more energized once u;re well =)))
And some regrets:
1) I should have worked harder in crez choir
2) I should have been less cocky when gg for 1st auditions
3) I shld haf prepared for the 2nd auditions
4) I shldnt haf been so heck carish in 2nd auditions
5) I should have joined more ccas, like some societies or some sorts
6) I should have joined btter suiting ccas
7) I should have at least tried out for ez to get in ccas
8) i shld have worked harder at piano.
9) Should have chosen a better project for srp. sheesh.
Bottome line is: ishldbnt have been so lazy. goddamnit.
:/
(tribute to u dear: anything tht needs to b said has either been said or will b said over the phone =)))
OK, so now we drift from term review to otehr stuff
Didn't noe ppl actually feel this wae too. There was this one pont in time i got so frustrated , cos i had realised how precios and rare the support and condusivenes in 2g1 and 4c2 was. I can say without hesitation whatsoever that 80% of why I felt so satisfied and happy in Crez was due to the class I was in, and that gratification is very closely dependent and heavily proportionate to class spirit and related stuffs. (10% was choir i suppose, which again i enjoyed myself cos there were ggreat classamtes there)I suppose getting used to the new environtment does take time. Actually it comes in phases
There's the Can;t wait to change environment/ abit scared to change environment phase --> Adapting to new environment phase --> adapted and happy to new environement phase--> realise the difference in the 2 environemtntts and feel not so happy in new environemtn ohase.
Suppose wat ann saed is right. You can;'t compare environments. Its impossible.
Next issue
Bloody scorching weather. (side track in case i forgot: Oh, stupid courier too. People who came to me without me mentioning it first: nadiah, my sis, ann;'s sis, darren. WTH!!!*growls*.) You get the feeling u;re walking in a desert desperately hoping for a sign of miracle that comes in the form of my parnets car, my grandfather;s car, my neighbours car. *growls*
Oh yeah, ofe and ket came over yest. Ofe was damn cute. i carried oscar into the room, and ofe was like..ohh! so cute! so she immediately proceeds to carry oscar and rested him on her lap as she sat on the computer chair. rested his 2 frotn paws on the kayboard, and went: come oscar, we shall do iq test together. ( i NEVER carried oscar in tht position b4!! NEVER!) =P damn cute!
den ket held up a book to him (angels and demons) read bookoscar =P
=))
p.s. THERE. TO ALL BLOG READERS. I UPDATED!!!
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
12:25 PM
# # # Thursday, May 26, 2005
arh, lots of things to blog abt. thnx kt for ur long pants =)) geri too =)) chamber was great =) argh..heck..i;m too lazy. gd night
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
11:10 PM
# # # Saturday, May 21, 2005
gg bintan now. dun wanna go for a number of reasons. let;s hope my dad is bringing his laptop, or the xda has roaming, or theres iternet of some sort there. i need to go online.
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
7:44 AM
# # # Friday, May 20, 2005
Today was damn funnie. first time girls outnumbered guys 9:6 =P
No civics, gp is as usual (i.e. relaxed), only half a phys practical with an easy quiz, 2 hr break spent well, efficient and stress-free bio tutorial, picnic-cum-chem tutorial courtesy of ms zhang, and a nice pe lesson to round it off when the girls of 1s03h aint trashed when playing other class for the first time (furthermore we played against geri's class!!)
Incident 1: Break
Met with geri and cheryl. Had a hell of a time squirting soya milk into Geri;'s curry =PP. Was aiming the squrts at the lone pathetic potatoe floating nicely in the middle of the plate. Geri then went to kope cheryl;'s curry, and i threatened to squirt cheryl;s wintermelon tea into
her curry instead. (cheryl freaked out! =P she then squirted her wintermelon tea into geri;s curry with all the soyamilk to see the effect. Tried to bluff wang lu: its a new concotion by the store. )
Incident 2: Chem tutorial
So apparently ms zhang is leaving us earlier then ex[ected cos she needs to go china to visit her grandparents.
Trevor: are u gg to visit ur sister too?
ms zhang: my sister?
trevor: yeah, zhang ziyi
=P
trevor: you look like her leh. nono, she looks like u. u r separated at birht right?
ms zhang: say some more and i tell my sister =P
trevor: can i haf ur sister's phone number?
ms zhang was damn nice. brought a entire bag of food (chips, jelly beans etc) to eat during chem tutorial =)).
Incident 3:
Had to give out this funny book: gp bull or something.
So ofe had like 10 books or so she had to give out and she was sure no one wanted it. Was finding some wae to get rid of it
me: Why dun u crash ri founders' day, stand a few feet from the prize presenter, and give out the books to the prize winners after they colelct their prize
miaochanf: hahaha!! OFELIA'S BOOK PRIZE!!!
=PP
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
8:36 PM
# # # Wednesday, May 18, 2005
How very discombobulate.
I;m not a fluff head alright. (at least i hope i;m not) i
think b4 i made the decision. for gawd;s sake, at least tell it to me.
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
6:31 PM
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ack. its 1 am and the ants and mozzies are forming alliances. I see red ants in my garden, small black ants in the study and bedroom and toilets, and medium sized black ants in the kitchen. So clever ol' me moves down from the study to the living room, and ends up falling asleep on the couch. Then the nasty mozzies advance. Somehow i'll wake up at ard 3 or 4 in a semiconsious state, itching on wierd spots, den go back to sleep in the hope the itches are hallucinations. Then i'll wake up late for sch, and find tht il;m STILL itching. i mean, i get biten on my hip, on my back, on wierd parts of my arm, on my face(stupid bite looks like a big pimple) and some of them just materialise suddenly during the dae when i find it itching like, all of a sudden. im ean, wat the hell lah. geez. its a conspiracy to chase me out of my house!!!bleagh.
(its too quiet. someone come online!! =p)
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
12:47 AM
# # # Tuesday, May 17, 2005
Ok, i;m still floating in the air =P thnx geri for tht constructive talk =)
First things first, Piano ensemble concert:
arhhh..first concert in rj? not reri successful, but heck! enjoyed myself!!Reminded me of crez choir concerts with gel, waisze, etc, avoiding make up, changing rush e.t.c, and of course the post concert is alwaes the best =) Love the ppl in piano ensemble =)) And thnx june, love u loads. if not for you i'd prob not even b in the concert =)) u work so much more!
Thnx geri! gave the flower even if u carn make it =))
Thnx =)) (note: i;m STILL struggling to undo the 4 ribbons knotted tightly to remove the cow and place the nice sunflower in water 24 hrs after the concert. *screams* petals are falling out!!) *four petals lying desolately on my table* great night =)
arh, i carn rmb wat i wanted to type.. sheesh..amnesia again. Anyway guitar was not bad =)) great job cheryl! kk, now must realli REALLI get down to studying. =((
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
10:39 PM
# # # Saturday, May 14, 2005
Ok, its official? i feel like i;mfloatng on air =)). pplaint gg to b reri surprised aniwae.
Let's just hope tht we know wat we're doing and tht it'll come out properly k? Hope those old traditional stuff like, oh, its bad bad baaaddd to do this cos it'll affect this wun come true. and tht i;m doing this cos its mutual and not just for the thrill. watever it is, thnx =))
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
11:42 PM
# # # Wednesday, May 11, 2005
OK, here i am, back in blogger, 2 mins after the last update *glaress at a certain somebody*
Kk, here's to zhenghao:
i can just simply blog abt todae;s lunch, but then again, nutting realli happened save u treated me lah,,(which i intend to pay u back anywae...)..soo..
Heyyy..damn grateful to you alright. Thanks for waiting for me to go home (and offereing to even if i end at 8), accompanying me to KAP or j8 even when its like, 7, waiting online e.t.c. (seriously, i think u spend half your life waiting =P) And i'm damn sorrie for cancelling out on 2 concerts and always being too busy e.t.c. (though i always don;t know wat i;m busy with. i got so little things on lah), so much so tht u either wait (sommore) or have to put up with me rushing around(i;m sorrie =( )Thanks for being so obliging, always bein the one to tae the intiative when both of us get intimidated by the ppl ard ( =P), explaining hw whch slow ol' me carn grasp =/. Thanks loads.
And yeah, i do enjoy having u as my best fren (and my bro? )alright. i realli realli do, and thnx for giving me the sense tht someone will b there all the time.all i can sae it..i;m glad i;m such a good fren to u, to bring u therapeutic effects e.t.c. sooo... carry on being smart and cute (an tall an dark and handsome..yeah yeah..) ok, so i suppose wat we shared in the past 3 mths or so is more then this, but i realli carn organise them allinto nice flowy coherent sentences..shall stop here.
p.s. do me a favour: take back tht half of ur brain and gif me the better half. its sucking up my nutrients.
(hmm..wonder hu was the certain someone hu asked me to do this. reali i wonder =P)
(oh..i oso rmbed issue 2 alreadi..but nah, lazy to rack brains and type)
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
8:56 PM
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lost touch with blogging
Had a brief lost feeling when blogger loaded and was like wondering: eh? what;s this?
Couple of issues to blog
1) Return of issue1
So it came back. This time without Mei. Not that I can't email her, but then again, i bothered her enough. Seriously, how long can this go on before its my turn. Then again, its my fault. I was too darn lazy, cannot be bothered, not coupled with the ability blah blah blah. But everyone keeps doing
this, weather in a negative or positive wae. and I;m expected to reciprocate? Then when can i do it as well?
2) Shit, i carn rmb.
3) Damn, i had it in my head 2 mins ago. I carn rmb again.
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
8:20 PM
# # # Tuesday, May 03, 2005
Declaration of Love/Love Letter to Guy-Behind-Cold-Storage-Sausage-CounterDear Guy-Behind-6th-Ave-Cold-Storage,
You don;t know how much it meant to me. I walked into Cold Storage Gourmet all depresed and hungry and cold (bloody 156 *mutters*) due to the common and not unfounded denial of the physical existance of sausages and meatballs behind the signs "Bradwurst Sausages", "Jumbo Sausages"e.t.c., and that I had to walk out of it hungry as I went in.
But no, that existance of that very 6 spheres brought me Happiness. Hurled my spirits to great heights. They were the light in a dark dank tunnel. The rainbow after a thunderstorm. The dawn beyond darkest night. The flower that blooms in adverse winter. The cool spring water that surpasses through the harsh of desert. The cool respite of dusk's embrace beyond the sun's ardous glare. The settling of autumn after weary summer.
You cannot imagine how uplifting it was, when I asked for 3 chicken and 1 beef (its four for 99 cents) , and you said simple: Why not I give you all? And not only did you sweep 1 beef and 4 chicken into the bag as I expected, you swept the reamaining meatball too, and slapped the sticker reading: 1 pck Chix Meatball, 4 for 99cents, on the entire bag. Then you handed it to me with a smile and a friendly wink, and all I could do in my shock was manage a simple whisper, "thank you".
I suppose you didn;t see me freeze in tht foolish grin all the way from the meat countre to the cashier, clutching that packet and feeling foolishly for the 6 balls of meat, still warm and hot despite being the last meatballs of the day. the leftovers. the remnants, counting again and again to ensure i;m did NOT just imagine tht.
Then you should have seen me walk down the lonely street in the depths of the night to hail down the horseless carriage. Slowly, i took a bite of that tantalizing gift....and took in everything. The tinge of pepper, the multitudes of salt, the tan-xing of the ball in its entity. Sighs.
Dear guy-behind-the-cold-storage-meat-counter. You don;t know how much you made my day, and how much you mean to me. I've fallen deeply in love with you.
Yours Always,
Sam
(In case you didn't get tht, here;s a summary: The guy at 6th Ave cold storafe unexpectedly gave me all the remainging meatballs when i;m onli entitled to 4. *smiles foolishly*)
What a jouney home. Reached Shell and realised there was $-0.03 in my ezlink card. Can;t possible take 173. Reached into my wallet for coins, onli to find overseas coins, 5 cent coins, scattered 10 cent coins e.t.c. NOt enought to take bus home.
Decided to call mum, and reached for hp. hen realised HP no batt. (Seriously, i swear to start charging my appliances properly)
WEnt to only coin phone outside shell.
Man using the phone inserting coin afer coin after coin cos leep getting wrong number.
Made me want to jump up and go: CAN U JUST GIVE UP AND GET A LIFE. LEMME USE THE PHONE.
Man finally gave up. Me inserted coin, coin came out of pay phone.
Me inserted coin again, coin came out of pay phone again.
Me felt for another coin in wallet and takes out 10 cent coin
INserts coin
Coin comes up
Me stares at coin in disbeleif
INserts coin again, sutbbornly
Coin falls out
Overturns wallet to pour out all coins i haf
HK coin, Mlysia coin, Singapore 5 cent coin, Sg 1 cent con, Sg ten-cent coins fall out
Takes 3rd one cent coin and inserts it
Coin falls out of phoen again
Frustration sets in
Practiacally thorws last 10cent coin in.
Machine acceots coin *releif*
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
9:59 PM
# # # Monday, May 02, 2005
Emails are the bane of my existance.
I can get a heart attack waiting for important people to reply me. I KNOW you're all busy, but lemme haf an easier heart!!
NUS mentor, pleaseeee send me proj details!! its already 3 weeks!! I;m so scared I;m suddenly rejected not to take the project
Please send me coments on my PW!! *prays*
Arghhhh.
Perhaps you think its trivial and not worth thinking about twice. Think again. its not funnie.
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
8:24 PM
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