Wednesday, June 29, 2005
MRS YEO WAS HINTING LIKE THERE;S NO TMR!! SHE PRACTUCALLY TOLD US THE ANSWER TO THE ENTIRE PAPER 2 AND ESSAY ALREADI!!! AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!SHE WAS HINTING HER GUTS OUT!!! EVERYTHIGN!!!
sheesh. and there i was trying to copy, but she goes thru so fast i carn copy, since i;m copying i din realli pay attn to wat she was saying, and wat i copied is incomplete so it makes no sense either. sheesh. life works this way. i think this commontest is a test to see how far i can go without studying. I mean i alwaes wondered wat would it take to fail a test, realli. *shrugs*
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
5:58 PM
# # # Tuesday, June 28, 2005
Bloody bloody bloody.
The paper was NOT hard for crying out loud. NOT HARD AT ALL. Bloody mental block. Bloody stupid ideal gases which I studied hardest for tucked away nicely at the back of the paper. Bloody long paper. And bloody why-didn;t-I-study-kinematics-in-more-detail. SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS(hiss in) The fact lies tht it was a stupid bloody easy paper, i didn;'t haf time to finish it, i didn't think fast enuf cos i didn;t study phys in such great detail, there was this stupid mental block at the beginning made much much better by stupid time constraint...LEMME REDO IT AGAIN!! *bangs on door of edwin lim;'s office. LEMME REDO IT PLEASEEEE!!!
argh.
Oh, did i mention i hate my seat. I didn;t realise i missed wq behind me so much until after the paper, when i wanted to bitch, i realised tht behind me was china scholar. Tht wouldn;t be so bad if behind zhao ke was MORE china scholars. So it means they can tok among themselves. Then in front of my was yixuan whu beams ard..literally beams ard the hall, and has his frens from his next class for company. And beside me from the otrher class was this person hu whines and whines abt how she had no time to check her work. realli. whining is ok, but whining like its the end of thw world ovr trivial stuff is realli...:s And there's reali no one like mei or wq i can bitch to. Last time those ard me were cheryl toh, wq, ANN!, wh. and even on the other side is the person hu is not from my class is GINNY. and if i;m still not feeling good enuf i'll go seak out mei from further front. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. thnx to those ppl hu i met today though. tht was good enuf. =)) grateful to all of u as it is...
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
4:46 PM
# # # Monday, June 27, 2005
This is my analyst of how i studied for phys in my 3 yrs affinity with phy:
1) Read the phys tb all thru (or notes in this case) once in half a day. In the process you'll find tht theres nothing to rmb and theres not much to take note of. Therefore, we chuck the phys tb aside and happily realise we finished studying for one topic
2) The next week, we take out some qns and attempt them, thinking we're smart enuf to attempt qns from there.
3) Then we find we can't do the first qns and revert back to re-reading the phys tb(or notes), this time attempting to memorize some useful definitinons and actually go thru the example qns step by step
4) This time we try the qns again, and realise tht we carn rmb anything cos phys realli got too little and insignificant things to rmb
5) But we still dash thru the qns and make all the careless mistakes in the world
6) Until we come to the stage where from, can do 50% of the qns to cannot do 100% of the qns at all. I;m serious. the more phys u do the more u carn do. Up till the stage where we carn do until we feel like crying
7) Then we go to bed, heck care phys, and it turns up well. =P
Anyway, leadership camp breifing. wat am i doing?!! i;m the one hu is more likely to be trained then to help out in trainig =PP
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
9:58 PM
# # # Sunday, June 26, 2005
Ok, ok, chill sam. Chill. You can do it. You can do it. Yep. Ok, mayb except bio. Urgh. I shld take Mei's exmaple. She mugged and worked so hard for phys cos she hated tty and ended up topping every phys test and exam. Tht;s the wae to go man. An cannot just top once, must top ALL. Can't wait to top bio!! *thinks damn hard and visualizes toping bio every test and exam* *face lights up*oh crap. wat am i saying. top bio? *wistful look*yeah RIGHT. i HATE bio.
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
6:57 PM
# # # Saturday, June 25, 2005
This is damn sad. Now i feel self centred. But then again, I still do feel remeniscent. I wish it was still the first few weeks of term 2, where i can relive those weeks again and again, and skip the next torturous week. This holiday is crap. Bright side sam!! at elast mei is back!! and there are others!! *lapses back into listless mood* sighhhhh. NOw i even dread the coming of the early mornings. I shld just haf planned tht darn class outing. Why the hell idd i get myself into so much troble for. It could have been worst!!!but then perhaps the reason is not the situation now. The problem now is more a matter of old times. =/
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
7:28 PM
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This common test is really gg to suck. I really changeed alot. Everyone i noe is fretting and fretting, and i;m utrly relaxed, knowing i;m not gg to finish studying but still in the "idun gif a damn" mood. WHAT'S HAPPENING TO ME!!?? I don;t want to fail! i really dun want to fail!! i SYN WANT TO FAIL DAMN IT!
I;m in a crappy mood now. dAmmit sam, u made the decision, dun expect ppl to waste their time on u when u;re affected and all. Sheesh. And i;m not gg to let it affect me. not gg to...not gg to...=( It can;t come fast enough.
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
7:04 PM
# # # Tuesday, June 21, 2005
Life is fleeting. =S.
Creepy.
Marvel at how short life is and how it can unpredictably end.
Justlike tht *snaps* =S Treasure them man.
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
6:37 PM
# # # Monday, June 20, 2005
Quick one:
yay. Everyone;s back =) Ket rocks =) Fun chatting with her on a daily basis.
Oh Please. Do u think tht thought nvr occured to me? I just didn't want to meet u. get off my back.
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
11:25 AM
# # # Saturday, June 18, 2005
I shall stop going there. I shall stop going there. I shall stop going there.
Yeah right.
Curiosity gets the better of me everytime. Watever. Wish i didn;t leave sam ling;s house so early. Feeling lonely now. But then theres commo ntest which i didn'yt study in the past 2 daes. haiz...and i carn listen to class 95 while charging my phone cos theres onli 1 2-pin plug. *anonyed* And i reek of doggie smell now. OScar + sam's dog. Well, on the brighter side, mei;s back. She gave me this cone tht saes: i see dumb ppl. So now I can go display it in class and lecture theatre *beams* together with the UN flag. Sign of diplomacy =)) no one argues with me!!!
ONe more day..at least i hope my calculations are correct. Gawd...
ARH!! KET;S ONLINE!!
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
3:58 PM
# # # Thursday, June 16, 2005
Ahah..this was damn funnie
Was switching on my com when my sis came to me. i was damn distracted
My sis: that stupid msn..told me to upgrade..and when i didn't upgrade, they told me therre's an error in signing in until i upgrade
Me: Hahahaha!!! *bangs table and laughs*
Sis: did tht happen to u?
Me: no, i just clicked on "never remind me again" and i nvr got bothered (nothing of this srot hafppened btw.i was having fun fooling her)
Sis: really? they din ask me that. why?
Me: cos u;re lousy. *chants* lou-see lou-see lou-see
My sis: (to get an idea of her expression, well, it is best summerized in this phrase: if looks could kill)
Me: laughing and signed into msn
*pop-up comes up*
*there's a problem in signing in. PLease upgrade ur msn and try again later*
?????????
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
2:33 PM
# # # Wednesday, June 15, 2005
Fineeee ket. i'll update. Strange how when I say I dun want to go for cip i end up not minding it, and i actually feel quite sad oits ending tmr..arh.but then less wastage of time by travelling and I can sleep late..as in..not sleep in the morning. Mrs tan was damn nice...=P and the juniors picku p damn fast. Strange each time i keep gg to clementi intending to buy archies, den gg home without cos i feel like its such a wastre of moeny. its lame, trashy, and no one reads it since sec2. Then i go home, rreach for stupid bio, and wish i bought it to disstress. =P
sighh
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
9:50 PM
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I dun want to go for cip tmr alreadi!! arh!!! i hate travelling and i feel extra =(( quite good though. 4 hrs a dae. thts...4x4=16 hrs in a week. and its kinda nice helping out. but ENOUGHJ ALREDI!! sigh.another morning. *shrugs*
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
12:24 AM
# # # Tuesday, June 14, 2005
Maybe its this kind of shocks i need to wake me up and treasure those and cherish those ard me. Perhaps they happen in pairs for a reason. As much as I can say, it doesnt't matter, It was gradual and not on purpose e.t.c. I know its self delusion and naivety. Perhaps self denial. You don't just cut people out like that. And it definitely does not happen due to memory lapses. Unless u;re telling me I never mattered fro the start. NOt at all. Then perhaps it would make me feel better, tht I can just sae it was a mistake on my part and behaviuor, and I'd just improve and learn.
I won;t say I don;t deserve it. I won't say I don't know why it happened. ok, perhaps i really don't know what triggered. The exact reason. But there could be multitudes of them...I don't know. And as much as I can say I don;t care, I don;t need it, its nothing, I know i care. Loads. Its memories god damn it!!People just don't know how much they amtter. Or perhaps they do and still don't care. Then tts scary...:/ Damn it, I want to know!!!! =S
So now its time to consolidate everything else. Don;'t let it happen again. Don't act as if "I-don;t -need-you-and-I-don;t-care". Truth is people, I really hope I don;t give tht impression cos its not true. I would go the furthest I can and do the most i can. I promise myself i will. Perhaps shld stop gossiping first *wry smile* :/
I shld be like, don;t harp on it, concentrate on more recent stuff. BUt sorry, I can't sa much as I tell myself to. It just keeps coming back and gnawing at me :/
Then again, today is a day worth commerating. Requires celebration =))
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
3:06 PM
# # # Monday, June 13, 2005
arh. ci[ gets more fulfilling. just tht i keep losing my head when toking to ppl. get moe independent man. think i come across as rude and somewhat..:s. sigh. ppl can get so nice =)Suddenly i find tht i dunno how to study anymore. like, really duno how to study and retain information. this is reri bad =S
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
10:49 PM
# # # Saturday, June 11, 2005
On stomach cramps and panadols and resilienceI marvel at the resilience of women. This is the worst stomach cramps I had in living memory(I only rmb suffering from it in 3 occassios). First time i recall my mum tellingme to do alot of things. Eat, bath, drink tea, lie down e.t.c., basically go about ur normal routine and let it die down. but it didn't work till i took panadol. Then the 2nd time there was no panadol, my maid just provided me with her wonder medicine, rubbed it on my stomach, and in 2 minutes I'm ok. first was resolved in under an hour, the 2nd under 15 minutes.
NOw we come to today's stomach cramps. No panadol in sight, my maid's wodner medicine finished. I had to use mentholetheum. Can u beleive tht? Mentholetheum is for sinuses and colds!!! So i tahaned until 6, where it got worst, and then decided to sleep it off. And then i woke up for dinnner thinking: whew.
seems to have gone down. And then...it came back after dinner. And it was contracting so bad, so went out to buy panadol. Finally. No more pain now =)))Panadol rocks my life.
Anyway, back to the resilience of women. Suffered from stomach cramps for about 5 hours, and on closer disection and exminatin, I identified this feeling as the feeling you haf during and after you complete exremely hiong sit ups. In other words, this was tantamount to completing 4 hrs of sit ups. Which brings me to the main point. IF women can suffer from menstrual cramps once a month, 12 times and yr, and possibly 12x30 times in their lifetime, (thnk god i dun suffer from menstrual cramps), we have endured through how much sit ups lah. The resiliecne of women =))
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
7:45 PM
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I got awful stomach cramps. No, its
not the time of the month. Tried everythng from drinking warm stuff to lying down. It still hurts. *moans* I think this is my most productive day in the entire holidays. And i miss you. =(. OFe!! Ket!! June!! I miss all of u!! On the bright side, mei is coming back!! i.e. reunion with ann and huimin and wq and everyone else possibly. YAY.
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
4:32 PM
# # # Wednesday, June 08, 2005
Argh. MOrning was bad.
Was supposed to be at sch at 10.
Conspiracy Theory Evidence (C.T.E.)#1: Woke up at 9.10
CTE #2: realising my dad has gone to work and theres no one to fetch me to sch.
Chiong out to take 173
CTE#3: Missed 173. Saw it dash past me
CTE#4: Nex bus took damn long to come(Reason revealed later).Got up the bus at 10. So much so that the time difference between this and the next bus is onli 5 mins -_-
CTE#5: Changed to 157, and though it came damn quickly, and i thot i can reach sch in 20 mins. BUT there;s this largeee traffic jam at bukit timah road. Cos they were felling trees by the road, so one late is gone, and 3 lanes converged into 1. JKammed the entire stretch. Reached BAckgate at 10.45. OH, and the bus seemed to b on the verge of a brekdown. it works like a motor cycle. serious. no kiddinh. likt thtat: vroon vroom vrrrroooooooooommmmmmm. silence. vroom vroom vroo-roo-roo-roo-roooooooooooooooooooom. it freaked many passengers out.
CTE#6:Raining. Was hoping the long water marks on the bus windows were long cos the bus was travelling at ast speed. uh uh. Oh, no, i din bring umbrealla
Maid (b4 i left): go sch for wat
Me; go sch lah. tell u for wat (she wun understand anyway)
Maid; take breakfast first
meL i knoe
maid: want to bring umbrella? (i was irritated alreadi)
Me: NO.
maid; its gg to rain
meL *loks at sky* okok!!umbrella please!!
maid: here
me: *so obiang* nvm..i dun wan alreaid
CTE#7: gate not open (not surprised)
of course there WERE good things
Met this j2 along the straight route b4 we turn into RI (she had an umbrella!!)
She slowed down ad asked: the guy said the gate is locked and askedme to go straight and turn left! but go straight and turn left is the colamborium!How to get to the front gate
yayy. so acompanied her to the front gate and got a free shelter. =)) And the afternoon rocked. =))
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
6:45 PM
# # # Tuesday, June 07, 2005
QUick one:
In every friendship, relationship, e.t.c. there shoul alwaes be give and take. Sometimes taking has realli gone overboard. its time to give.
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
9:48 AM
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wonderful day today...wheeeeeeeee =PP
Shan;t elaborate. thnx loads!!! =))
anyway, here, from geri;'s blog. since i;m bored enuf
3 THINGS
3 names I go by: Sam, Samantha, Huiwen
3 screen names I’ve had: yaphuiwen, coffeebeans, tiger time
3 physical things I like about myself: ears, fingers, hair
3 parts of my heritage: arh...chinese (duh rght), my gma is from malaysia i think, and arh..hakka.
3 things I am wearing right now: black super baggy tee which is longer then my shorts (its damn nice! my dd got it from india! has this nice yellow smiley face on it and its damn comfortable *beams*), grey reebok shorts, and arh..green scrunchy? or is it blue. both (my only 2 btw) got so dirty to the extent i carn recognice the colour anymore. oh well. but hey! both the colours are damn close to begin with!
3 favorite bands/musical artists: david lanz, celine dion, narada
3 favorite songs: didn't have the heart!!!! (debbie gibson), invisible (clay aiken), nothing;s gonna change my love for u (carn b bothered to find out)
3 things I want in a relationship: laughter, ..arh..i dunno? just so long both parties are comfortable and things seem right.arh..love. thts a must.
3 physical things about the preferred sex-MEN!-that appeal to me: i realli carn describe, so i'll name 6 men hu appeal to me: tph appeals to me, susilo appeals to me, robin goh (!!!!) appeals to me, ernie appeals to me, bugs bunny appeals to me ( i think thts his sense of humour and wit though. not physical i noe), anakin skywalker (hayden christensen minus the eyebags though) appeals to me. spot the similarities.
3 favorite hobbies: watching tv, sleeping, swimming. baking the odd stuff WITH A FREN. not alone. i think if i were to bake alone, i can safe much of the time by just planting my kitchen iwth a car bomb.
3 things I want to do badly right now: meet *u, read jokes from the outdated readers digest and fall asleep, travel to my idea of paradise
3 things that scare me: pain, losing my mind, losing loved ones
3 of my everyday essentials: hand phone, *u, ipod
3 careers you have considered or are considering: anything in finana field, doctor, gambling king (hey! i;m serious! i realli realli contemplated this b4)
3 places you want to go on vacation: french polynesia, any of the following cities: nyc, seoul, tokyo, shanghai, rome, paris, explore western europe in detail no amtter how long it takes, hey! one more! explore the american countryside too.
3 kids names you like: joshua, arh..i dunno? sam junior?
3 things you want to do before you die: travel extensively
3 ways I am stereotypically a boy: I play soccer, read maps and I love to fix things (especially technical parts)
3 ways I am stereotypically a girl: gossiping is the onli thing provides for conversation, whining, oversensitivity (which can lead to jealousy?)
3 celeb crushes: ernie, ernie, ernie.
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
1:04 AM
# # # Sunday, June 05, 2005
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
12:19 PM
# # # Saturday, June 04, 2005
Quick one: after tht, nothing really matters any more. banish all thoughts. live life as it comes, step by step =))
Cheryl's coming back tmr. =)
Mei;s coming abck on 18th June. YAYY!!!!*throws confetti in air* oh gawd. =)))
Oscar;s bullimic. His not been eating and he puked. :s. relali hope his ok. gg to the vet tmr. Either tht or his on hungar strile. telling us to change his food.
anything else? carn rmb. good night.
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
2:05 AM
# # # Thursday, June 02, 2005
PLAN CLASS OUTING?!!! *SCREAMS*
1) Plan whwew (preferably beach. preferably siloso beach)
2) Wat to do (preferably fly kite, play ball -probably courtesy of chinyee, nuild sandcastles, swim, kayak)
3) PLan food(who brings tidbits, where to go for lunch/dinner, preferably throw all to keting to plan. her area of expertise =PP KETING! ARE U LISTENING? =PP)
4) PLAN DATE!!! NOW THIS IS THE REAL HEADACHE. why dun u all come throw me dates where u;re free. everyone is gg overseas, cca, common tests, camp e.t.c. and the worst is those whu probably will go are the ones affected.
Ok, carry on hounding me to pressurize me into planning it k. need the pressure or i hink i wundo it. oso, will gif me a good idea of how many ppl actually plan on gg. (sheesh, hope u all go man. wat on earth did i get myself into again. sighhh. or i'll wait till darren gets back. DARREN! COME BACK!! PELASE!)
tis xmas, plz stay wit me..
xx
3:23 PM
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