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I'll have a blue Christmas
without you;
I'll be so blue thinking about you.
Decorations of red
on a green Christmas tree
Won't mean a thing if
you're not here with me


I'll have a blue Christmas, that's certain;
And when that blue heartache starts hurting,
You'll be doing all right
with your Christmas of white,
but I'll have a blue, blue Christmas.

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Thursday, August 31, 2006

Took the risk of failing prelims today to go back to crescent (granted, i'm taking the risk of failing prelims by coming online to blog) but well, haha, i don't regret it, i love seeing all my teachers again...and reminising about 4C2 and such.

Haha, what mrs chia makes sense. everyone in singapore is stressed. and we should be glad we have the intellect, just need abit of work. haha, and in typical mrs chia fashion..she describes her daily routine now cos she chose to do away with the maid

[flashback to sec4]
me: *asks mrs chia a qns*
she: oh yesyes, this qns i discussed with the cambridge people last week. Actually ah, you think u all holidays den we teachers oso holiday. actually no, lemme describe to you last week. monday, i ......., tuesday, i ....... (and so on and so for..until she finished friday...)and friday..i ..... ohyeah, whats your question?
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And so..she describes how she wakes up and does stuff and hahahaha...

she was going on and on about stress
and i was like: haha, my maid ran away too.
she: she did? why??
me: uh...stresss =PP

and she loves us! ( i think) haha, she still has our 04 grad night photos and she says she shows her other students! =)))

Hahaha...den we went to see mrloh
him" DUN DO THIS TO ME AH...i carn remember your names!
so we prompt and prompt and prompt him...
me: meiyi!
him: nooo..meiyi is the lazy one! *covers mouth* hehehehe
him: UHHHHHHH...stephanie!
nooooo
suilinn: start with s
him: THERE! STEPHANIE LOR!

hahaha..and with much prompting he got it
Gosh..mrloh is sooo cute..
zhaofang came out to collect a whole lot of gifts from the pidgeon hole and was having trouble balancing them...
mrloh told her: uh...next time na na ge trolley de bag ahh..
zhaofang: *in chinese* want to help me not
mrloh: wo na le you mei you fen (do i get anything by helping you)
hahah
mr loh helps her take..den...
mrloh: zhe xie bian cheng wo de (these are mine) hahahahha

haha..and mrs tan is visibly stressed..perhaps more stressed then any of us...=((

hahhaa..and this time the concert starts with the teachers coming from the backstage like some beauty pagent! =PP

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

10:37 PM

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Tuesday, August 29, 2006

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..and once again, i reaffirmed the fact that no matter how stress or upset, its not easy to fall into depression when people around u rock so much. i don't suppose they know the extent of their influence...but they rock =)

(Haha, adding on to this post instead of posting a new one cos this is short and i think my blog has too many posts. considering its 4 years old le.)

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Hahahaha..Emmys opening is damn funny. Conan o'brien rocks..go watch it on youtube. hahaha

" some guidelins for tonight on your acceptance speeches to ensure the show goes smoothly. DON'T THANK YOUR PARENTS! IF YOU HAD GROWN UP IN A NURTURING ENVIRONMENT YOU WOULDN'T BE IN SHOW BUSINESS!

DON'T SAY WOW, THIS AWARD IS HEAVY! OF COURSE ITS HEAVY! IT CONTAINS THE SHADOWS OF HOPE OF 4 OTHER PEOPLE!"

haha..or somewhere along those linnes

and then.as he was describing movie stars who have shows on tv...
" mel gibson has a show on al-jazeera!"
HHAHAH

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

8:01 PM

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Tuesday, August 22, 2006

And so its like..week 4? 5? or only week 3? without a maid. I've lost count of the weeks. Definitely not week 3, considering we waited for 3 weeks for this maid to come last week, only to have her run away after a day. No, i don't abuse my maid and i definiitely don't scare them away, contary to what seemingly everyone is thinking -___-

Iwonder how huimin and ann and mei makes the transition from maid to no-maid. hehe. My whole household was in disarray, now not so much, but still a mess (esp my room after intensive gp on sat) I've grown accustomed to walking away from a mess and coming back to find it automatically cleaned up. Now I come back to find the living room the same state as it was as I left it..whoops =P And still I walk away from it with the feeling that if I give it enough time, it'll automatically clean up by its own (Technically, this is true. If i wait till 9pm when my mum is back, finish her tv show by 10 or 11, the living room will be cleaned up after that cos she can't stand mess =P ) So we're all turning disposable. Cutlery and utensils are disposable as much as possible. Underwear HAS to be disposable. And if it were up to me, i'd find a way to eat with my fingers. The laundry basket is overflowing and I've eaten 5-star chicken rice on an average of 3 times a week (Its the place we buy our dinner/lunch from at our most unoriginal =P ) At this point though, I have to thank my grandparents. I love them soo much and obviously, they love us too much. =D My grandmother had been cooking, doing the laundry whenever they could. Of course, now both of them are on a cruise. (My mum exclaiming right after she came back from hk: WHAT DID YOU ALL DO THAT IS MAKING YOUR GRANDMA GO ON A 3WK CRUISE TO NOWHERE??? Me: where are they going?! mum: ON A CRUISE TO NOWEHERE!!!) All of us are domestically inadept except my mum =P Hoefully it doesnt turn out lik the last time when my maid went back on holiday and within tht week, 3 of us fell sick. =S

That said, I realise i still miss khasirah =/ And don't say I don't appreciate her. I do, cos I was counting the days to her leaving and already preparing myself for the life without a competant and capable maid who understands us inside and out.

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

11:13 PM

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Tuesday, August 15, 2006

Prelims is coming and I'm feeling stupider and such, but a few words b4 i start on work and stuff...

Knowing people like huimin and mei is the best thing that can probaly happen to me =)) Its not just knowing them, its having a friendship with BOTH of them at the same time. I loovveee spending time with them tgt...and coemt o think of it, OMG, MEI'S 2ND SUMMER VACATION IS OVER. so fast. but some things i'll never forget: Mei buying lunch for us and walking in to my house all by herself just so she can play halo with us, HUimin and mei both coming to my house just cos my parrents dun let me go out...baking cookies at my house..basically u all are just so obliging...and yest was definitely therapeutic, stress and sugeroverdosage aside. i lovelovelooovee the mahjong tile (though everyone says its ugly...=P ) next time mei comes back when its not during prelims, i'll entertain u better mei! =DD

the stress i;m feeling now is somehow differnt from any other times. now i realli realli REALLI feel like i cannot make it...and seriously..hope its a phase..cos its affecting efficienc. suddenly i carn do chem qns, maths qns, phys qns...and i feel like my whole brain slowed down =SS but here's another word of thanks to people at scholl and online who ell me to relax..(OFE KET JAN esp!!) i;m trying!!trying not to freak!! but it gets me even more confused =S but the main point is, i feel fortunate enough not to lapse into depression thnx to everyone around me

and again i tried not t oamke this sound like a friendster testimonial but i think i failed quite miserably. ohwell..just a post dedicated to everyone i know out there. thnx again =))

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

8:39 PM

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Wednesday, August 09, 2006

Ok, request from trevor to publisize him on my blog, sorrie trevor..the only photos i have are those u gave me..any others are in this obscure cd somewhere in my house *looks around my messy study room* nope. uh-uh. Can;t find it =PP Anyway celebrated mrtan and mrloh's birthday yesterday..so here are some photos =))

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

11:39 PM

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NDP'06!

Haha, actually didn't intend to go considering I already went for the NEshow, but this years one is really not bad. The band display was good, and colours and such are nice..and haha..KETING HAS TICKETS TOO (main factor) sO after her dad did abit of swapping around..we went tgt! HAha, and our antics really made this one of the most enjoyavle NDPs i've attedned =))





Me and dad =) hvae to thnk him for the yearly npd tickets =))




Choir stage! 5 years on from NDP 2002, i still miss it alotalotalot...Gg through all the madcap schemes with gel and waisze..haha, the nocturnal emission joke..V = FxJ e.t.c. teasing vanessa and yang hong..heehee..Perhaps the reason why i like going ndp year after year is tht i can understand the euphoria in performing in it. And on the day itself, all sadnessis overcome by the euphoria and excitement and patroitism. That's right, its actually possiblet o feel patroitic to Sg. Still rmb on ndp'02, we werent allowed to take part in post parade. Haha, cos the week b4, it was raining and we were commeneded on our good behaviour. Then on the day itself, we were caught spraying water at each other...teacher coordinator was damn agnry and we were all sent back. Awww...

Anyway keting and i were actualyl singing sg songs. indian song was hard..to think i haboured hopes of singing it to tina =P alay sobng was a wierd rendition..chinese song was SAME =)) and the eng song..wow. catchy. It onli just occured to me tht i miss crescent's way of celebrating ndp..where we would all sing the community songs as a class..and do tht train effect..and choir will make us learn the songs and perform it..haiz.





haha, the president! When they said, welcomet he arrival of the president! keting said; ZHUNRUI! HAHA. And i was thinking, when the seargant major ( or whoever was the one saying) says, mr president sir, permission to march out the parade ( or wtte, i arn really rmb), what if the president says, NO.

Haha, keting said then we must have a really humourous president..like ZHUNRUI, and we have to start psychoing him to say no so he'll do it in 40 years time =PP

Oh, and we have new plans for careers. We're going to join the airforce and be parachuters...or we'll be military leaders..or BANDMAJORS...the best way to take part in the parade of course, is to marry zhunrui and be first lady....





ANd non stop fireworks. the colours used this year was realy relaly marvalous....

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

11:13 PM

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wisdom teeth OUT. Wheeeeeee. hahahaha

Not so bad. I demanded the dentist blindfold me with 2 layers cos i dun want to see anything going on at ALL.Injected the local anaesthesia, that hurt, but after tht it was ok. haha, he kept poking me with the needle to see if i'm really really numb, and really i din feel anythin, can only hear the needle going through the skin. Then hear abit of drilling, feel abit of pressure, and yay, the thing is out. Just like that. And then he stitched it up, and again, no feeling at all. I wonder who was the wonder who invented anaesthesia, and who was the first guinea pig who tested the dosage of anasthesia required. I take my hat off to you. And the tooth is DAMN BIG. Both were returned to me. =)) So for the next 5 hours my lip tongue and gums were numb. No speaking, no eating e.t.c. And now I'm forced to be on a diet. =)))

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

2:18 AM

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Saturday, August 05, 2006

Quick post b4 starting to study

Bloody hell of discomfort. Indigestion, 2 ulcers on the left. And sore gums due to wisdom tooth. I.e. the whole left of my mouth is rendered useless. Its such a torture eating, but i dun care..cos if the whole of next week is going to be soft diet i have to eat all my fav food now. Extraction of wisdom teeth on tues...if it were not so close to prelims i'd do it on a day like monday, then i can skip the whole week of school =)) but at this juncture, i reckon even if i have the mc i'll still go to sch to study...so..no pioint realli.

Hehe, and i got myself burnt on my leg. My fault, anyhow kicked off from the van and i got this nice semicircular scar. Haha, but i;m damn proud of it. I get a thrill out of asking ppl to guess how i burnt it =)) (Exhaust pipe =PP )

summary: >=(((((

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

9:54 PM

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Thursday, August 03, 2006

Bio mugguing!

Glucose -- ah, sugar sugar -- | You are my favorite fuel | From the blood-borne substrate pool. | Glucose -- monosaccharide sugar -- | You're sweeter than a woman's kiss | 'Cause I need you for glycolysis. | I just can't believe the way my muscles take you in. | (For you, they'll open the door.) | All it takes is a little bit of insulin | (To upregulate GLUT4). | Ah, glucose -- ah, sugar sugar -- | You help me make ATP | When my predators are chasing me. | Ah, glucose -- you're an aldehyde sugar, | And you're sweeter than a woman's kiss | 'Cause I need you for glycolysis. | I just can't believe the way my muscles break you down. | (My glycogen is almost gone.) | A few more seconds and I'll be rigor mortis-bound. | (Acidosis done me wrong.) | Your sweet is turning sour, baby. | I'm losing all my power, baby. | I'm gonna make your muscles ache. | No, no, no! | I'm swimming in lactate, baby. | Yes, I'm swimming in lactate, baby. | Now I'm drowning in lactate, baby. | I'm gonna make your muscles ache. | No, no, no! | I'm drowning in lactate, baby. | Ah, glucose -- ah, sugar sugar -- | I used you up and you left me flat; | Now I'll have to get my kicks from fat. | Oh, glucose, glucose, sugar, sugar, | The honeymoon is over now.

hahahahhahahah

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

7:41 PM

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Wednesday, August 02, 2006

Ah..i See a stunning resemblance in 3 ppl's nicks now
blind 10/10- congrats! halo has taken over your life!
huimin halo halo halo
HALO reprised

Sins!! =)) at least 2 out of 3 are. Shan;t elaborate. the fact tht mei;s back makes me happyhappyhappy =) haha, she delivered lunch to us b4 gp tuition =) and lent me neil humphreys. though why why WHY he wants to leave sg is a big mystery to me. is he being chased out? why to AUSTRAILIA? WHY???

Wk 6, and i;m stresesd. over alot of stuff, not just sch work, though sch work should be to of the list. but maybe whats on top of the list is "not stress", thts why i;m stresed. i wish i can eradicate those non important trivial stuff out of my life.i hate tht when u have to do thins like applications for unis and portfoliios during this period..yeah..its important..and i want to do it, but argh, i;m losing my focus. i've finally reached a point where i;m actually fatigued by all these talks.

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

10:54 PM

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