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I'll have a blue Christmas
without you;
I'll be so blue thinking about you.
Decorations of red
on a green Christmas tree
Won't mean a thing if
you're not here with me


I'll have a blue Christmas, that's certain;
And when that blue heartache starts hurting,
You'll be doing all right
with your Christmas of white,
but I'll have a blue, blue Christmas.

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Saturday, September 30, 2006

Ah..alot of stuff I wanted to blog..but can't really rmb!

Swimming makes me talk to ppl in my head. alot.

Kae...started school this week MISERABLY. Those muscles above my knees which i didn't even knew EXISTED hurt so much I felt like I was amputated. This kind of physique I should be at home SLEEPING. SLEEPING! And I was sooo reluctant to meet ppl cos I now find making conversation and interecting tiring and tedious and energy-sapping.

Haha, oh well. School din turn out so bad after all. Thurs afternoon was FUN. Spent my time in Orchard with ket exercising. Haha, exercise for the amazing race just now. I think ket will make a veryveryVERY good annoying brat =D Someone should have recorded the happenings of thurs afternoon on video cam and send to some movie producer. Ah..good memories. There should be some autosave function in my brain where all memories can be kept exactly as they were, and can be played back over and over again. Those would form my best entertainment..who would need tv and internet and all tht? ok, maybe internet for msn. Currently finding life an ultimate bliss. Unis apps and academic stress aside (stress happens to everybody and its integral anyway..haha, according to mrs chia, which is realli realli true), i love my life and my friends and my families and the memories tht come with it. =)

Oh, and I love being a female. Cos Irealised no matter what i study, and what I do next time, there's no pressure to succeed in my career or to earn alot of money. I can even quit my job if I want. Therefore, I'm going to do CELTIC STUDIES in Uni!




ah well, just kidding. interesting as that might sound =) niche area is still science. Oh, and something is wrong with me. Craving for more and more food. Imagining that the ultimate paradise is one where I can sample all the food without ever feeling full, ever getting fat, and tastebuds will never grow tired. I grew up eating to live rather then living to eat. Not so nice to change. Oh btw, VEGETARIAN PIZZA IS DAMN NICE. I;M CRAVING LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS. CRAAAAVEEEEE.

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

8:41 PM

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Wednesday, September 27, 2006

Wheeee...swam even though my nose is still running...but don' t think i'm dying. As a amtter of fact...I feel healthier. Argh...so many things happen but I'm sooo lazy to blog. Quite happy..took my mind of stuff..esp when tmr is school reopening! Later then blog...see what cheryl blogs first. hahaha..playing with nailpolish is the fad this season

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

8:15 PM

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Tuesday, September 26, 2006

Shit..I think i'm coming down with a cold. Been sneezing nonstop today and my nose just keeps running...and runnin...and running...maybe its doing cross country...=S Better recover by tmr's swimming date! Not surprising though, considering i was swimming at 9pm on sunday, swimming in the rain yesterday...oh well.

I love after prelims. My schedule for everyday for the past 2-3 days are..wake up at 7 to swim..leave gma's house at 11 or thereabout to go for cip, speaking of which the kids are getting cuter and cuter and so are my cousins. So incredibly cute. (But nooo..I still don't want kids) Come back around 7 and watch tv, play games, slack, grey's anatomy, friends e.t.c.e.t.c.

Was reading the poster at the student care centre today...something about how to be a good person. Yeah yeah...hink about people's feelings all the time..be kind and generous. Seriously..these will never work out in the real world. You can'tthink of EVERYBODY;'S feelings all the time..cos ppl are bound to clash. You have to end up dissappointing one and making the other happy...and all we can do is to lessen the dissappointment at the cost of lowering the happiness...and somehow strike a balance. Kind and generous all the time? Don't make me laugh. Its not possible to follow the code of human conduct laid down by confucious...or whichever pious leader from a thousand years ago. Oh well.

Hmmm...can't really rmb what else to blog. Don;t want sch to start. I'm dreading the results =SS DON'T WANT SCHOOOl.

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

7:36 PM

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Friday, September 22, 2006

[edit] Haha, just remembered something on friday. So tricia geri cheryl and i were at heeren...4th floor or something..and geri suggested to take the lift down to the first floor. And i was saying I hate lifts in shopping centres cos they always make us end up in the middle of nowhere.

Nevertheless, took the lift. The lift doors opened and godded..the whole lift was boarded up...abit scary...so i mentioned it was a scary lift and its prob a lift to hell...of course cheryl whacked me =P Went in..pressed 1...the lift moved..lift opened. Goodness, we ended up beside a rubbish dump in some carpark...( see i told u shopping centre lifts are stupid and evil and scary)

okaeee...so we went back in and pressed 2...

but noooooo...the lift carried on going down..and down.until b1..i think welanded up in the marche kitchen...and 2 marche staff came in...Haha..and no one noticed one of them pressing 1

So geri and cheryl were like..why did u press 1? i didn't press 1! u did press 1! e.t.c. until the old man walked out at level 1 and we were like...ohhhhh

my god..what a bunch of gooons =P
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Haha, deleting some of the random pointless 2liner blogposts from the past now cos my blogsposts count has climbed to 1000++ and it'll probably slow down the system.

Just realised how many things happened in this year alone. Haha, look at me go through chem symposium, common tests2, mad tutorials, ponning pe, world cup, june cips, season of concerts, perfume elective! e.t.c.e.t.c.

Anyway having a mad fettish for blonde guys, which is not good, cos those are for young preteens and mad giggly teenage fangirls *griamce* oh well...leonardo dicaprio looks so good *swoons* in his pilot uniform *swoons* in catch me if you can *swoons* =D Haha, i envy frank abagnale for his skills man...conning people as smoothly as that at 17 years old. Gosh, I'd break down. And jesse maccartney is another hottie =D gosh..i'm listening to his "stupid things" repetitively:

Just charge it to my account
I hope I haven't gone over my limit
With interest rates so swift
No need to scream and shout
No doubt if women are from Venus now
I'll get to them somehow

All I want to do is please you
Please myself by living my life too

[Chorus]And all the stupid things I do
Have absolutely no reflection on
How I feel about you
How I feel ohhh
All the stupid things I do have absolutely no reflection on
How I feel about you
How I feel about you, yeah

Yes I recall
Skipping on breakfast to play basketball
And feeling two feet small
Sometimes you read like William Shakes
Your scent is sweet like Betty Crocker bakes
I'd love to have my cake and eat it too
All I want to do is please you
Please myself by living my life too

[Chorus]

Oh gosh *big broad smile* Haha, and there's one song that has a mobile ring tone in it i think. ( i bet it is a mobile ring tone anyway) WHen i hear it I look around thinking someone's hp is ringing. But oh well..his so good looking =D

Outing with cheryl geri and tricia today...haha, put me in kinda high mood.
1. Tricia's giraffe...SO CUTE omg. Haha, cheryl's competition =PP

2. Nailpolish fad. Gosh. Haha. So first we were choosing nailpolish for tricia's present. Using my nails as testers. Haha, the first few colours are nice neutral colours..den someone (geri or cheryl) suggested this beautiful brightpink colour which totally made my nails look...urpz. after tht my nail was blending everywhere..like the pink wall of voxy...the pink dustbin of voxy...the pink manga books... (speakinf of which..huimin...borrow fma 14 pls!) Haha, in the end sent tricia for manicure...NICE. goodness..so nice. Then cheryl and geri went to. gosh..the colour is damn nice.

Ah..I;m lazy to blog. I want to play pokemon on gameboy. Wiat for cheryl to blog to jolt my memory..haha

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

8:50 PM

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Thursday, September 21, 2006

Yayyyyy...exams are over! Amidst the important non-exam stuff that needs to be done...here's a list of games I can't wait to try out/continue playing:

harvest moon!
beach life!
maple story (hehehe)
cross-continantal halo coop!

wheee

Haha, exams on the whole...I don't know what to think. To repeat what I told hanyou, these 3 months are the worst months of my life and I don't ever want to releive them..and guess what..the ordeal is not over!!! And I don't ever want to repeat the past 6 years. I thank my parents and everyone for not telling me at age 12 that the following 6 years would be the most ardous. (To which hanyou replied...later the coming years are worst....=SS)

S paper today and yesterday was a total fiasco. Haha, Ann said she can't imagine how people do 4 subs and 2 Spaper...here's how. We don't study for them (most of us anyway) and enter prepared to failed. Whoops. Anyway now's the time to really work for Spaper lah. Sigh.

Oh well..back to gaming =D

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

6:14 PM

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Sunday, September 17, 2006

Its 3++ am and i just finished the most jian paper of my lifetime. The only way you can ace chem mcq is if you can somehow crack into the minds of the setters. The setters THRIVE on ambiguity. Almost every answer there's an explanation as to why its correct, and the answer key will give this answer which is correct for the most out of the world reason. And its not fair cos then its not down to knowledge but down to luck. So maybe its knowledge for about half the paper (half of which i'll lose to carelessness) and the other half luck. >=(

maths totally screwd my confidence. if i can't ace maths i can't ace anything else. >=( for the first time in my life i may actually get below 75 for maths. >=(

i can't really rmb what else i want to blog about...*thinks hard* nope..my brain is failing me.

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

3:42 AM

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Friday, September 08, 2006

Ket is right...haha, we do alot of stupid things together. (Not that I mind, they liven up my life and make me a more interesting person altogether)
like...
WE ponned ___ one wednesday afternoon and went around crashing ccas..haha..CO, chorale, guitar, harmoc e.t.c.e.t.c. of course we went back for the food

Rushed off to phys tuition from ___talk, but before we rushed off, we dashed out of the talk b4 anyone else, grabbed a plate and took all we can/liked from the reception, den we hid and sneakily made our way to the lift. Then we happily indulged while walking from the ___ to the ___ MRT station

Hmm..haha, wedding contract!

Ohohoh, sharing seat!!

HAHAH! just remembered one more. During perfume i discovered some way of producing high speed and high pressure water supply (just a nice way of putting i pinched the rubber tube when i was bored and found tht water comes out at high speed). So ket started washing the grating and found tht it was very effective. Then we started taking everyone's gratings to wasy for them as well. haha, mrtan said his girls were training to be housewives

Eh..begging mrlow to write testi for us?HAHAHAHAHA

OK..back to work

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

12:56 AM

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Monday, September 04, 2006

...So I was clearing the fish corpse...or carcass....or skeleton after dinner (yeahhh.. *thinks hard* i think its the first time i actually cleared a fish skeleton) and as the skeleton fell into the dustbin with all the other wastes and such...gravy...vegetables...garlic (copious amounts of)..it got me thinking. Its quite sad, to have your remains dumped so unceremoniously like garbage. As a matter of fact, it is garbage, prob even one of those that defines garbage. Its like..the clearing of dead tramps (i mean actual people) in the railway stations in Japan during the last years of the war (read: grave of the fireflies. its sooo sad ='(( ) Just apply it to the fish...although it may take abit of imagination.

What purpose does the fish serve...if he ends up as garbage. He probably only did 4 things in his life: serve us (by letting us eat him), live (so he can grow big and fat and we can eat him), reproduce (so we can eat more of fishes like him), and prob served some function in the ecological foodchain (to ensure the survival of a whole ecosystem of organisms which we can eat. or exploit. or experiment on)

So...the purpose in the life of a fish is to serve humans. In some twisted probabily offtangent theory, can i conclude tht since he ends up as garbage, he is off veryveryvery negligible importance, and thus the purpose he serves is of veryveryvery negligible importance. Thus since serving us is of negligible importance, we are of negligible importance. Ok, I totally didn't see this conclusion coming when I started. The only thing I wanted to comment on is, boy, its sad to have your remains tossed and thrown away.

Gosh, I don't make sense. Lack of sleep + overdose of coffee + drowning myself in seemingly pointless information. And by the way, steve irwin died. Makes me reconsider my ambition to be a crocodile trainer. Seriously. Maybe I can be a full time farmer now then.

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

8:21 PM

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Saturday, September 02, 2006

Time to pray:
Let there be peace on earth,
and let it begin with me,
Let there be peace on earth,
the peace that was meant to be.
With God as our Father,
brothers all are we,
Let me walk with my brother,
in perfect harmony.

Let peace begin with me,
let this be the moment now,
With every step I take,
let this be my solemn vow,
To take each moment and live each moment in peace eternally.
Let there be peace on earth,
and let it begin with me!

tis xmas, plz stay wit me..

xx

9:43 AM

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